第 164 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9184
  best thing God’s ever given me to know。”
  “Nay; Adam。 It seems to me that my love   for  you  is not  weak;
  for my heart waits on your words and looks; almost as a little child
  waits    on   the   help   and    tenderness      of  the   strong    on  whom      it
  depends。 If the thought of you took slight hold of me; I should not
  fear that it would be an idol in the temple。 But you will strengthen
  me—you will not hinder me in seeking to obey to the uttermost。”
  “Let us go out into the sunshine; Dinah; and walk together。 I’ll
  speak no word to disturb you。”
  They went out and walked towards the fields; where they would
  meet the family coming from church。 Adam said;   “Take my  arm;
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  Dinah;” and she took it。 That was the only change in their manner
  to   each   other    since   they   were   last  walking     together。   But    no
  sadness in the prospect of  her  going away—in  the   uncertainty  of
  the issue—could rob the sweetness from Adam’s sense that Dinah
  loved   him。   He   thought   he   would   stay   at   the   Hall   Farm   all   that
  evening。 He would be near her as long as he could。
  “Hey…day! There’s Adam along wi’ Dinah;” said Mr。 Poyser; as
  he opened the far gate into the Home Close。 “I couldna think how
  he happened away from church。 Why;” added good Martin; after a
  moment’s pause; “what dost think has just jumped into my head?”
  “Summat as hadna far to jump; for it’s just under our nose。 You
  mean as Adam’s fond o’ Dinah。”
  “Aye! hast ever had any notion of it before?”
  “To be sure I have;” said Mrs。 Poyser; who always declined; if
  possible; to be taken by surprise。 “I’m not one o’ those as can see
  the cat i’ the dairy an’ wonder what she’s come after。”
  “Thee never saidst a word to me about it。”
  “Well; I aren’t like a bird…clapper; forced to make a rattle when
  the wind blows on me。 I can keep my own counsel when there’s no
  good i’ speaking。”
  “But Dinah ’ll ha’ none o’ him。 Dost think she will?”
  “Nay;” said Mrs。 Poyser; not sufficiently on her guard against a
  possible     surprise;   “she’ll   never    marry    anybody;     if  he  isn’t   a
  Methodist and a cripple。”
  “It   ’ud   ha’   been   a   pretty   thing   though   for   ’em   t’   marry;”   said
  Martin;      turning    his   head     on   one    side;   as   if   in   pleased
  contemplation        of  his   new    idea。   “Thee’dst     ha’   liked   it  too;
  wouldstna?”
  “Ah!    I  should。   I  should   ha’   been   sure   of  her   then;   as  she
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  wouldn’t go away from me to Snowfield; welly thirty mile off; and
  me not got a creatur to look to; only neighbours; as are no kin to
  me; an’ most of ’em women as I’d be ashamed to show my face; if
  my dairy things war like their’n。 There may well be streaky butter
  i’ the market。 An’ I should be glad to see the poor thing settled like
  a   Christian   woman;   with a   house   of  her  own   over  her   head;   and
  we’d stock her well wi’ linen and feathers; for I love her next to my
  own children。 An’ she makes one feel safer when she’s i’ the house;
  for she’s like   the   driven snow: anybody  might  sin  for  two  as   had
  her at their elbow。”
  “Dinah;”   said   Tommy;   running   forward   to   meet   her;   “mother
  says you’ll never marry anybody but a Methodist cripple。 What a
  silly   you   must    be!”  a  comment       which    Tommy      followed    up   by
  seizing Dinah with both arms; and dancing along by her side with
  incommodious fondness。
  “Why;   Adam;   we   missed   you   i’   the   singing   to…day;”   said   Mr。
  Poyser。 “How was it?”
  “I wanted to see Dinah—she’s going away so soon;” said Adam。
  “Ah; lad! Can  you  persuade   her  to  stop   somehow?  Find   her  a
  good     husband     somewhere       i’  the  parish。   If  you’ll  do  that;  we’ll
  forgive you for missing church。 But; anyway; she isna going before
  the    harvest    supper    o’  Wednesday;       and    you   must    come    then。
  There’s Bartle Massey comin’; an’ happen Craig。 You’ll be sure an’
  come; now; at seven? The missis wunna have it a bit later。”
  “Aye;” said Adam; “I’ll come if I can。 But I can’t often say what
  I’ll  do   beforehand;     for  the   work   often   holds    me   longer    than   I
  expect。 You’ll stay till the end o’ the week; Dinah?”
  “Yes; yes!” said Mr。 Poyser。 “We’ll have no nay。”
  “She’s     no   call  to   be   in  a  hurry;”     observed     Mrs。    Poyser。
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  “Scarceness o’ victual ’ull keep: there’s no need to be hasty wi’ the
  cooking。 An’ scarceness is what there’s the biggest stock of i’ that
  country。”
  Dinah smiled; but  gave no  promise   to  stay;   and   they  talked   of
  other things through the rest of the walk; lingering in the sunshine
  to look at the great flock   of  geese   grazing;   at  the   new corn…ricks;
  and   at   the   surprising   abundance        of  fruit  on  the   old  pear…tree;
  Nancy and Molly having already hastened home; side by side; each
  holding; carefully  wrapped   in   her  pocket…handkerchief; a   prayer…
  book;   in   which  she could  read little beyond   the   large   letters   and
  the Amens。
  Surely   all   other   leisure   is   hurry   compared   with   a   sunny   walk
  through   the  fields   from   “afternoon   church”—as   such   walks   used
  to be in   those   old leisurely  times;   when   the   boat;   gliding  sleepily
  along the canal; was the newest locomotive wonder; when Sunday
  books   had   most   of   them   old   brown…leather   covers;   and   opened
  with remarkable precision always in one place。 Leisure is gone—
  gone   where   the   spinning…wheels   are   gone;   and   the   pack…horses;
  and the slow waggons; and the pedlars; who  brought  bargains   to
  the   door   on   sunny   afternoons。      Ingenious   philosophers        tell   you;
  perhaps;      that  the   great   work    of  the   steam…engine      is  to  create
  leisure for mankind。 Do not believe them: it only creates a vacuum
  for eager thought to rush in。 Even idleness is eager now—eager for
  amusement;   prone   to   excursion…trains;   art   museums;   periodical
  literature; and exciting novels; prone even to scientific theorising
  and cursory peeps through microscopes。 Old Leisure was quite a
  different     personage。     He   only   read   one    newspaper;      innocent     of
  leaders; and was free from that periodicity of sensations which we
  call post…time。 He was a contemplative; rather stout gentleman; of
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  excellent       digestion;      of    quiet     perceptions;       undiseased        by
  hypothesis;   happy   in   his   inability   to   know   the   causes   of   things;
  preferring the things themselves。 He  lived   chiefly  in   the  country;
  among pleasant seats and homesteads; and was fond of sauntering
  by   the   fruit…tree   wall   and   scenting   the   apricots   when   they   were
  warmed by the morning sunshine; or of sheltering  himself  under
  the orchard boughs at noon; when the summer pears were falling。
  He knew nothing of weekday services; and thought none the worse
  of the Sunday sermon if it allowed him to sleep from the text to the
  blessing;   liking   the   afternoon   service   best;   because   the        prayers
  were the shortest; and not ashamed to say so; for he had an easy;
  jolly   conscience;   broad…backed   like   himself;   and   able   to   carry   a
  great   deal   of   beer   or   port…wine;   not   being   made      squeamish   by
  doubts   and   qualms   and   lofty   aspirations。   Life   was   not   a   task   to
  him; but a sinecure。 He fingered the guineas in his pocket; and ate
  his dinners; and slept the sleep of the irresponsible; for had he not
  kept     up    his   character     by    going    to   church     on    the   Sunday
  afternoons?
  Fine old Leisure! Do not be severe upon him; and judge him by
  our   modern   standard。   He   never   went   to   Exeter   Hall;   or   heard   a
  p