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作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9294
  an upper drawer。 She   was   going  to  let  down   her  hair;   and make
  herself look like that picture of a lady in Miss Lydia Donnithorne’s
  dressing…room。 It was soon done; and the dark hyacinthine curves
  fell on her neck。   It  was   not  heavy;   massive;   merely  rippling  hair;
  but   soft   and    silken;   running   at   every     opportunity      into   delicate
  rings。 But she pushed it all backward to look like the picture; and
  form   a   dark   curtain;   throwing   into   relief   her   round   white   neck。
  Then   she   put   down   her   brush   and   comb   and   looked   at   herself;
  folding   her   arms   before   her;   still   like   the   picture。   Even   the   old
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  mottled glass couldn’t help sending back a lovely image; none the
  less lovely because Hetty’s stays were not of white satin—such as I
  feel   sure   heroines   must   generally   wear—but   of   a   dark   greenish
  cotton texture。
  Oh yes! She was very pretty。 Captain Donnithorne thought so。
  Prettier   than   anybody   about   Hayslope—prettier   than   any   of   the
  ladies she had ever seen visiting at  the   Chase—indeed   it  seemed
  fine    ladies   were    rather    old  and    ugly—and       prettier   than    Miss
  Bacon;      the   miller’s   daughter;      who    was    called    the   beauty    of
  Treddleston。   And        Hetty   looked    at   herself   to…night   with   quite   a
  different sensation from what she had ever felt before; there was
  an invisible spectator whose eye rested on her like morning on the
  flowers。 His soft voice was saying over and over again those pretty
  things she had heard in the wood; his arm was round her; and the
  delicate     rose…scent     of  his  hair   was   with    her   still。  The   vainest
  woman is never thoroughly conscious of her own beauty till she is
  loved by the man who sets her own passion vibrating in return。
  But   Hetty   seemed   to   have   made   up   her   mind   that   something
  was wanting; for she got up and reached an old black lace scarf out
  of the linen…press; and   a pair  of  large   ear…rings   out  of  the   sacred
  drawer  from   which  she  had   taken   her  candles。   It  was an  old   old
  scarf; full of rents; but it would make a becoming border round her
  shoulders;   and   set   off   the   whiteness   of   her   upper   arm。   And   she
  would   take   out   the   little   ear…rings   she   had   in   her   ears—oh;   how
  her aunt had scolded her for having her ears   bored!—and   put in
  those large ones。 They were but coloured glass and gilding; but if
  you didn’t know what they were made of; they looked just as well
  as what the ladies wore。 And so she sat down again; with the large
  ear…rings in her ears; and the black lace scarf adjusted round her
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  shoulders。 She looked down at her arms: no arms could be prettier
  down to a little way below the elbow—they were white and plump;
  and    dimpled     to  match     her   cheeks;    but   towards    the   wrist;   she
  thought with vexation that they were coarsened by butter…making
  and other work that ladies never did。
  Captain Donnithorne couldn’t like her to go on doing work: he
  would   like   to   see   her   in   nice   clothes;   and   thin   shoes;   and   white
  stockings; perhaps with silk clocks   to  them;   for  he   must  love   her
  very   much—no   one   else        had   ever   put   his  arm    round    her   and
  kissed her in that way。 He would want to  marry  her  and make   a
  lady of her; she could hardly dare to shape the thought—yet how
  else    could   it  be?   Marry    her   quite   secretly;   as  Mr。   James;     the
  doctor’s   assistant;   married   the   doctor’s      niece;   and   nobody   ever
  found it out for a long while after; and then it was of no use to be
  angry。 The doctor had told her aunt all about it in Hetty’s hearing。
  She   didn’t  know   how   it   would   be;   but   it   was   quite   plain   the   old
  Squire could never be told anything about it; for Hetty was ready
  to faint with awe and fright if she came across him at the Chase。
  He might have been earth…born; for what she knew。 It had never
  entered her mind that he had been young like other men; he had
  always   been   the   old   Squire   at   whom   everybody   was   frightened。
  Oh;    it  was   impossible     to  think   how    it  would    be!   But   Captain
  Donnithorne   would   know;   he   was   a   great   gentleman;   and   could
  have   his   way   in   everything;   and   could   buy   everything   he   liked。
  And nothing could be as it had been again: perhaps some day she
  should be a grand lady; and ride in her coach; and dress for dinner
  in   a   brocaded     silk;  with   feathers    in   her   hair;  and    her   dress
  sweeping the ground; like Miss Lydia and Lady Dacey; when she
  saw them going into the   dining…room   one   evening  as  she   peeped
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  through the little round window in the lobby; only she should not
  be old and ugly like Miss Lydia; or all the same thickness like Lady
  Dacey;     but   very    pretty;   with   her    hair   done    in  a  great    many
  different ways; and sometimes in a pink dress; and sometimes in a
  white one—she didn’t know which she liked best; and Mary Burge
  and everybody would perhaps see her going out in her carriage—
  or rather; they would hear of it: it was impossible to imagine these
  things happening at Hayslope in sight of her aunt。 At the thought
  of all this splendour; Hetty got up from her chair; and in doing so
  caught   the   little   red…framed   glass   with   the   edge   of   her   scarf;   so
  that    it  fell  with  a  bang    on   the  floor;  but   she   was    too   eagerly
  occupied  with  her  vision   to  care   about  picking it   up;   and   after   a
  momentary         start;  began    to  pace    with   a  pigeon…like     stateliness
  backwards   and   forwards   along   her   room;   in   her   coloured   stays
  and     coloured     skirt;   and   the   old   black    lace    scarf   round     her
  shoulders; and the great glass ear…rings in her ears。
  How pretty the little puss looks in that odd dress!  It  would  be
  the easiest folly in the world to fall in love with her: there is such a
  sweet baby…like roundness about her face and figure; the delicate
  dark rings of hair lie so charmingly about her ears and neck; her
  great dark eyes with their long eye…lashes touch one so strangely;
  as if an imprisoned frisky sprite looked out of them。
  Ah;   what   a   prize   the   man   gets   who   wins   a   sweet   bride   like
  Hetty! How the men envy him who come to the wedding breakfast;
  and   see   her   hanging   on   his   arm   in   her   white   lace   and    orange
  blossoms。  The   dear;   young;   round;   soft;   flexible   thing!   Her   heart
  must   be     just   as   soft;  her  temper   just   as  free  from    angles;    her
  character just as pliant。 If anything ever goes wrong; it must be the
  husband’s       fault   there:  he   can   make    her   what   he   likes—that      is
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  plain。 And   the   lover  himself  thinks   so  too:   the   little   darling   is   so
  fond     of  him;   her    little  vanities   are   so   bewitching;      he   wouldn’t
  consent   to   her   being   a   bit   wiser;     those    kitten…like   glances      and
  movements         are    just  what     one   wants     to   make     one’s    hearth    a
  paradise。   Every   man   under   such   circumstances   is   conscious                 of
  being a great physiognomist。 Nature; he knows; has a language of
  her   own;   which   she   uses   with   strict   veracity;   and   he   considers
  himself      an   adept    in  the   language。      Nature     has   written     out   his
  bride’s character for him in those exquisite lines of cheek and lip
  and  chin;   in   those   eyelids delicate as   petals;   in   those   long  lashes
  curled   like   the   stamen   of   a   flower;   in   the   dark   liquid   depths   of
  those  wonderful   eyes。  How  she  will   dote   on   her   children!  She   is
  almost  a   child  h