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作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9283
  To the feminine mind in some of its moods; all things that might
  be receive a temporary charm from comparison with what is; and
  since   Adam   did   not   want   to   marry   Dinah   himself;        Lisbeth   felt
  rather peevish on that score—as peevish as she would have been if
  he had  wanted  to  marry  her;   and   so shut  himself   out   from   Mary
  Burge and the partnership as effectually as by marrying Hetty。
  It   was   more   than   half…past   eight   when   Adam   and   his   mother
  were   talking   in   this   way;   so   that   when;   about   ten   minutes   later;
  Hetty   reached   the   turning   of   the   lane   that   led   to   the   farmyard
  gate;   she   saw   Dinah   and   Seth   approaching   it   from   the   opposite
  direction; and waited for them to  come   up   to  her。   They;   too;   like
  Hetty; had lingered a little   in   their  walk;   for  Dinah  was   trying  to
  speak     words    of  comfort     and   strength    to  Seth    in  these   parting
  moments。       But    when     they   saw    Hetty;   they    paused     and   shook
  hands; Seth turned homewards; and Dinah came on alone。
  “Seth Bede would have come and spoken to you; my dear;” she
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  said; as she reached Hetty; “but he’s very full of trouble to…night。”
  Hetty   answered   with   a   dimpled   smile;   as   if   she   did   not   quite
  know  what  had been   said;  and   it made   a strange   contrast   to   see
  that sparkling self…engrossed loveliness looked at by Dinah’s calm
  pitying face; with its open glance which told that her heart lived in
  no cherished secrets of its own; but in feelings which it longed to
  share with all the world。 Hetty liked Dinah as well as she had ever
  liked   any   woman;   how   was   it   possible   to   feel   otherwise   towards
  one   who   always   put   in   a   kind   word   for   her   when   her   aunt   was
  finding   fault;    and   who   was   always      ready    to  take   Totty    off  her
  hands—little tiresome Totty; that was made such a pet of by every
  one;   and   that   Hetty   could   see   no   interest   in   at   all?   Dinah   had
  never  said   anything  disapproving  or  reproachful   to   Hetty   during
  her whole visit to the Hall Farm; she had talked to her a great deal
  in a serious way; but Hetty didn’t mind that much; for  she never
  listened:   whatever   Dinah   might   say;   she   almost   always           stroked
  Hetty’s   cheek   after   it;   and   wanted   to   do   some   mending   for   her。
  Dinah was a riddle to her; Hetty looked at her much in the same
  way   as   one   might   imagine   a   little   perching   bird   that   could   only
  flutter from bough to bough; to look at the swoop of the swallow or
  the mounting of the lark; but she did not care to solve such riddles;
  any more than she cared to know what was meant by the pictures
  in the Pilgrim’s Progress; or in the old folio Bible that Marty and
  Tommy always plagued her about on a Sunday。
  Dinah took her hand now and drew it under her own arm。
  “You   look   very   happy   to…night;   dear   child;”   she   said。   “I   shall
  think of you often when I’m at Snowfield; and see your face before
  me   as   it   is   now。   It’s   a   strange   thing—sometimes   when   I’m   quite
  alone; sitting in my room with my eyes closed; or walking over the
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  hills;   the   people   I’ve   seen   and   known;   if  it’s   only   been   for   a   few
  days; are brought before me; and I hear their voices and see them
  look   and   move   almost   plainer   than   I   ever   did   when   they   were
  really   with   me   so   as   I   could   touch   them。   And   then   my   heart   is
  drawn out towards them; and I feel their lot as if it was my own;
  and I take comfort in spreading it before the Lord and resting in
  His love; on their behalf as well as my own。 And so I feel sure you
  will come before me。”
  She paused a moment; but Hetty said nothing。
  “It has been a very precious time to me;” Dinah went on; “last
  night  and   to…day—seeing  two  such   good   sons   as   Adam   and   Seth
  Bede。   They   are   so   tender   and   thoughtful   for   their   aged   mother。
  And she has been telling me what Adam has done; for these many
  years;   to   help   his   father   and   his   brother;   it’s   wonderful   what   a
  spirit of wisdom and knowledge he has; and how he’s ready to use
  it all in behalf of them that are feeble。 And I’m sure he has a loving
  spirit    too。  I’ve   noticed    it  often   among      my    own    people     round
  Snowfield; that the strong; skilful men are often the gentlest to the
  women and children; and it’s pretty to see ’em carrying  the   little
  babies as if they were no heavier than little birds。 And the babies
  always seem to like the strong arm best。 I feel sure it would be so
  with Adam Bede。 Don’t you think so; Hetty?”
  “Yes;”   said   Hetty   abstractedly;   for   her   mind   had   been   all   the
  while   in   the   wood;   and   she   would   have   found   it   difficult   to   say
  what she was assenting to。 Dinah saw she was not inclined to talk;
  but   there   would   not   have   been   time   to   say   much   more;   for   they
  were now at the yard…gate。
  The   still   twilight;   with   its   dying   western   red   and   its   few   faint
  struggling  stars;   rested   on   the   farm…yard;   where   there   was   not   a
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  sound      to  be  heard     but   the  stamping      of  the   cart…horses     in  the
  stable。 It was about  twenty  minutes after  sunset。   The   fowls   were
  all   gone    to  roost;   and   the   bull…dog   lay    stretched     on   the   straw
  outside his kennel; with the black…and…tan terrier by his side; when
  the falling…to of the gate disturbed them and set them barking; like
  good     officials;   before    they   had    any    distinct   knowledge       of   the
  reason。
  The barking had its effect in the house; for; as Dinah and Hetty
  approached;        the   doorway      was   filled  by   a  portly    figure;   with   a
  ruddy   black…eyed   face   which  bore   in   it   the   possibility   of   looking
  extremely acute; and occasionally contemptuous; on market…days;
  but    had   now     a  predominant        after…supper     expression      of  hearty
  good…nature。 It is well known that great scholars who have shown
  the    most     pitiless   acerbity     in   their    criticism    of   other    men’s
  scholarship have yet been of a relenting and indulgent temper in
  private life; and I have heard of a learned man meekly rocking the
  twins     in  the  cradle    with   his   left   hand;  while    with   his   right   he
  inflicted   the   most   lacerating   sarcasms   on   an   opponent   who   had
  betrayed   a   brutal   ignorance   of   Hebrew。   Weaknesses   and   errors
  must be forgiven—alas! they are not alien to us—but the man who
  takes   the   wrong   side   on   the   momentous   subject   of   the   Hebrew
  points   must   be   treated   as   the   enemy   of   his   race。   There   was   the
  same   sort   of   antithetic   mixture   in   Martin   Poyser:   he   was   of   so
  excellent      a   disposition     that    he   had    been     kinder     and    more
  respectful than ever to his old father since he had made a deed of
  gift   of   all   his   property;   and   no   man   judged   his   neighbours   more
  charitably   on   all   personal      matters;    but   for   a  farmer;    like  Luke
  Britton;   for   example;   whose   fallows   were   not   well   cleaned;   who
  didn’t  know  the   rudiments   of  hedging  and   ditching;   and   showed
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  but   a   small   share   of   judgment   in   the   purchase   of   winter   stock;
  Martin Poyser was as hard and implacable as the north…east wind。
  Luke Britton could not make a remark; even on the weather; but
  Martin      Poyser    detected    in   it  a  taint  of  that  unsoundness        and
  general      ignorance       which     was    palpable      in   all  his    farming
  operations。   He   hated   to