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作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9259
  present the idea that the young squire could ever be her lover than
  a   baker’s   pretty   daughter   in   the   crowd;   whom   a   young   emperor
  distinguishes   by   an   imperial   but   admiring   smile;   conceives   that
  she shall be made   empress。   But  the   baker’s daughter  goes   home
  and dreams of the handsome young emperor; and perhaps weighs
  the flour amiss while she is thinking what a heavenly lot it must be
  to have him for a husband。 And so; poor Hetty had got a face and a
  presence   haunting   her   waking   and   sleeping   dreams;   bright;   soft
  glances had penetrated her; and suffused  her  life   with  a strange;
  happy  languor。   The  eyes   that  shed   those  glances   were   really  not
  half so fine as Adam’s; which sometimes looked at her with a sad;
  beseeching   tenderness;   but   they   had   found   a   ready   medium   in
  Hetty’s     little  silly  imagination;       whereas      Adam’s     could     get  no
  entrance through that atmosphere。 For three weeks; at least;   her
  inward      life  had    consisted    of   little  else  than    living   through     in
  memory the looks and words Arthur had directed towards her—of
  little   else   than   recalling  the   sensations   with   which   she   heard   his
  voice outside the house; and saw him enter; and became conscious
  that his eyes were fixed on her; and then became conscious that a
  tall   figure;   looking   down   on   her   with   eyes   that   seemed   to   touch
  her;   was   coming   nearer   in   clothes   of   beautiful   texture   with   an
  odour   like   that   of   a   flower…garden   borne   on   the   evening   breeze。
  Foolish     thoughts!      But   all  this  happened;       you   must    remember;
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  nearly sixty years ago; and Hetty was quite uneducated—a simple
  farmer’s     girl;  to  whom      a  gentleman      with    a  white    hand    was
  dazzling as an Olympian god。 Until   to…day;   she   had   never  looked
  farther into the future than to the next time Captain Donnithorne
  would come to the Farm; or the next Sunday when she should see
  him at church; but now she thought; perhaps he would try to meet
  her   when   she   went   to   the   Chase     to…morrow—and         if  he   should
  speak to her; and walk a little way; when nobody was by! That had
  never happened yet; and now her imagination; instead of retracing
  the   past;   was   busy   fashioning   what   would   happen   to…morrow—
  whereabout in the Chase she should see him coming towards her;
  how   she   should   put   her   new   rose…coloured   ribbon   on;   which   he
  had never seen; and what he would say to her to make her return
  his   glance—a   glance   which   she   would   be   living   through   in   her
  memory; over and over again; all the rest of the day。
  In   this  state   of  mind;   how    could    Hetty   give   any   feeling   to
  Adam’s      troubles;    or  think    much     about    poor   old   Thias    being
  drowned?   Young   souls;   in   such  pleasant   delirium   as   hers   are   as
  unsympathetic as butterflies sipping nectar; they are isolated from
  all   appeals     by   a  barrier    of   dreams—by        invisible   looks    and
  impalpable arms。
  While Hetty’s hands were busy packing up the butter; and her
  head      filled   with     these    pictures      of   the    morrow;      Arthur
  Donnithorne; riding by Mr。 Irwine’s side towards the valley of the
  Willow Brook; had also certain indistinct anticipations; running as
  an undercurrent in his mind while he was listening to Mr。 Irwine’s
  account of Dinah—indistinct; yet strong enough to make him feel
  rather conscious when Mr。 Irwine suddenly said;
  “What  fascinated   you  so in   Mrs。 Poyser’s   dairy;   Arthur?   Have
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  you become an amateur of damp quarries and skimming dishes?”
  Arthur     knew     the  rector    too  well   to   suppose     that   a  clever
  invention   would   be   of   any   use;   so   he   said;   with   his   accustomed
  frankness;
  “No;   I   went   to   look   at   the   pretty   butter…maker   Hetty   Sorrel。
  She’s a perfect Hebe; and if I were an artist; I would paint her。 It’s
  amazing what pretty girls one sees among the farmers’ daughters;
  when the men are such clowns。 That common; round; red face one
  sees sometimes in the men—all cheek and no features; like Martin
  Poyser’s—comes          out   in  the   women     of  the   family    as  the   most
  charming phiz imaginable。”
  “Well;   I   have   no   objection   to   your   contemplating   Hetty   in   an
  artistic light; but I must not have you feeding her vanity and filling
  her    little  noddle     with   the   notion    that   she’s   a   great   beauty;
  attractive to fine gentlemen; or you will spoil her for a poor man’s
  wife—honest   Craig’s;   for   example;   whom   I   have   seen   bestowing
  soft   glances   on   her。   The   little   puss   seems   already   to   have   airs
  enough to make a husband as miserable as it’s a law of nature for
  a quiet man to be when he marries a beauty。 Apropos of marrying;
  I   hope   our  friend Adam   will   get   settled;   now   the   poor   old   man’s
  gone。   He   will   only   have   his   mother   to   keep   in   future;   and   I’ve   a
  notion that there’s a kindness between him and that nice modest
  girl; Mary Burge; from something that fell from old Jonathan one
  day when I was talking to him。 But when I mentioned the subject
  to Adam he looked uneasy and turned the conversation。 I suppose
  the love…making doesn’t run smooth; or perhaps Adam hangs back
  till he’s in a better position。 He has independence of spirit enough
  for two men—rather an excess of pride; if anything。”
  “That  would   be a   capital match   for   Adam。   He   would   slip   into
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  old Burge’s shoes and make a fine thing of that building business;
  I’ll   answer   for   him。   I   should   like   to   see   him   well   settled   in   this
  parish; he would be ready then to  act  as my  grand…vizier  when   I
  wanted   one。   We could  plan  no  end   of  repairs   and   improvements
  together。   I’ve   never   seen   the   girl;   though;   I   think—at   least   I’ve
  never looked at her。”
  “Look   at  her  next  Sunday at  church—she   sits   with   her   father
  on the left of the reading…desk。 You needn’t look quite so much at
  Hetty Sorrel then。 When I’ve made up my mind that I can’t afford
  to buy a tempting dog; I take no notice of him; because if he took a
  strong fancy to me and looked lovingly at me; the struggle between
  arithmetic   and   inclination   might   become   unpleasantly   severe。   I
  pique myself on my wisdom there; Arthur; and as an old fellow to
  whom wisdom had become cheap; I bestow it upon you。”
  “Thank you。 It may stand me in good stead some day though I
  don’t know that I have any present use for it。 Bless me! How the
  brook has overflowed。 Suppose we have a canter; now we’re at the
  bottom of the hill。”
  That is the great advantage of dialogue on horseback; it can be
  merged   any   minute   into   a   trot   or   a   canter;   and   one   might   have
  escaped from Socrates himself in the saddle。 The two friends were
  free from the necessity of further conversation till they pulled up
  in the lane behind Adam’s cottage。
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  Chapter X
  Dinah Visits Lisbeth
  t five o’clock Lisbeth came downstairs with a large key in
  Aher             hand:    it  was   the  key   of  the   chamber     where     her
  husband      lay  dead。    Throughout      the  day;   except    in  her
  occasional   outbursts   of   wailing   grief;   she   had   been   in   incessant
  movement; performing the initial duties to her dead with the awe
  and exactitude that belong to religious rites。 She had brought out
  her little store of bleached linen; which she had for long years kept
  in   reserve   for   this   supreme   use。   It   seemed   but   yesterday—that
  time   so   many  midsummers   ago;   when