第 10 节
作者:温暖寒冬      更新:2024-04-09 19:50      字数:9248
  Then they nailed him up。 Ah; what pain! His lips are parched with
  thirst; and they mock him still in this great agony; yet with those
  parched   lips   he   prays   for   them;   ‘Father;   forgive   them;   for   they
  know not what they do。’ Then a horror of great darkness fell upon
  him; and he felt what sinners feel when they are for ever shut out
  from God。 That was the last drop in the cup of bitterness。 ‘My God;
  my God!’ he cries; ‘why hast Thou forsaken me?’
  “All this he bore for you! For you—and you never think of him;
  for you—and you turn your backs on him; you don’t care what he
  has gone through for you。 Yet he is not weary of toiling for you: he
  has risen from the dead; he is praying for you at the right hand of
  God—‘Father; forgive them; for they know not what they do。’ And
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  he is upon this earth too; he is among us; he is there close to you
  now; I see his wounded body and his look of love。”
  Here Dinah turned to Bessy Cranage; whose bonny youth and
  evident vanity had touched her with pity。
  “Poor   child!   Poor   child!   He   is   beseeching   you;   and   you   don’t
  listen to him。 You think of ear…rings and fine gowns and caps; and
  you   never   think   of   the   Saviour   who   died   to   save   your   precious
  soul。 Your cheeks will be shrivelled one day; your hair will be grey;
  your poor body will be thin and tottering! Then you will begin to
  feel that your soul is not saved; then you will have to stand before
  God dressed in your sins; in your evil tempers and vain thoughts。
  And   Jesus;   who   stands   ready   to   help   you   now;   won’t   help   you
  then; because you won’t have him to  be   your  Saviour;   he   will be
  your   judge。   Now   he   looks   at   you   with   love   and   mercy   and   says;
  ‘Come to me that you may have life’; then he will turn away from
  you; and say; ‘Depart from me into ever…lasting fire!’”
  Poor Bessy’s wide…open black eyes began to fill with tears; her
  great   red   cheeks   and   lips   became   quite   pale;   and   her   face   was
  distorted like a little child’s before a burst of crying。
  “Ah;    poor    blind   child!”   Dinah    went    on;   “think    if  it  should
  happen to you as it once happened to a servant of God in the days
  of her vanity。 She thought of her lace caps and saved all her money
  to buy ’em; she thought nothing about how she might get a clean
  heart and a right spirit—she only wanted to have better lace than
  other girls。 And one day when she put her new cap on and looked
  in   the   glass; she   saw  a bleeding Face   crowned   with  thorns。   That
  face is looking at you now”—here Dinah pointed to a spot close in
  front   of   Bessy—“Ah;   tear   off   those   follies!   Cast   them   away   from
  you; as if they were stinging adders。 They are stinging you—they
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  are poisoning your soul—they are dragging you down into a dark
  bottomless pit; where you will sink for ever; and for ever; and for
  ever; further away from light and God。”
  Bessy could bear it no longer: a great terror was upon her; and
  wrenching       her   ear…rings     from   her   ears;   she   threw    them     down
  before   her;   sobbing   aloud。   Her   father;   Chad;   frightened   lest   he
  should   be   “laid   hold   on”   too;   this   impression   on   the   rebellious
  Bess   striking   him   as   nothing   less   than   a   miracle;   walked   hastily
  away and began to work at his anvil by way of reassuring himself。
  “Folks   mun       ha’  hoss…shoes;     praichin’    or   no   praichin’:    the  divil
  canna lay hould o’ me for that;” he muttered to himself。
  But  now  Dinah began   to  tell   of  the   joys   that  were   in store   for
  the penitent; and   to  describe in   her  simple   way  the   divine peace
  and   love   with   which   the   soul   of   the   believer   is   filled—how   the
  sense of God’s love turns poverty into riches and satisfies the soul
  so that no uneasy desire vexes it; no fear alarms it: how; at last; the
  very temptation to sin is extinguished; and heaven is begun upon
  earth; because no cloud passes between the soul and God; who is
  its eternal sun。
  “Dear  friends;” she   said at  last;   “brothers   and   sisters;   whom   I
  love as those for whom my Lord has died; believe me; I know what
  this great blessedness is; and because I know it; I want you to have
  it too。 I am poor; like you: I have to get my living with my hands;
  but no lord nor lady can be so happy as me; if they haven’t got the
  love of God in their souls。 Think what it is—not to hate anything
  but   sin;   to   be   full   of   love   to   every   creature;   to   be   frightened   at
  nothing;   to  be sure   that  all   things   will  turn   to  good;   not   to   mind
  pain; because it is our Father’s will; to know that nothing—no; not
  if   the   earth   was   to   be   burnt   up;   or   the   waters   come   and   drown
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  us—nothing   could   part   us   from   God   who   loves   us;   and   who   fills
  our souls with peace and joy; because we   are   sure   that  whatever
  he wills is holy; just; and good。
  “Dear  friends; come   and   take   this   blessedness;   it   is   offered   to
  you; it is the good news that Jesus came to preach to the poor。 It is
  not like the riches of this world; so that the more one gets the less
  the rest can have。 God is without end; his love is without end—
  Its streams the whole creation reach;
  So plenteous is the store;
  Enough for all; enough for each;
  Enough for evermore。
  Dinah  had been  speaking  at least  an   hour;   and   the   reddening
  light of the parting day seemed to give a solemn emphasis to her
  closing     words。    The    stranger;    who    had   been    interested     in  the
  course     of  her   sermon     as  if  it  had  been    the  development        of  a
  drama—for         there    is  this   sort    of  fascination      in  all   sincere
  unpremeditated eloquence; which opens to one the inward drama
  of   the   speaker’s     emotions—now          turned     his   horse   aside    and
  pursued      his  way;    while   Dinah   said;    “Let   us  sing   a  little;  dear
  friends”; and as he was still winding down the slope; the voices of
  the    Methodists     reached     him;   rising   and   falling   in  that  strange
  blending of exultation and sadness which belongs to the cadence
  of a hymn。
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  Chapter III
  After the Preaching
  n less than an hour from that time; Seth Bede was walking by
  Dinah’s      side   along    the   hedgerow…path        that    skirted    the
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  pastures and green corn…fields which lay between the village
  and the Hall Farm。 Dinah had taken off her little   Quaker bonnet
  again; and was holding it in her hands that she might have a freer
  enjoyment   of   the   cool   evening   twilight;   and   Seth   could   see   the
  expression      of  her   face  quite   clearly   as  he  walked   by    her   side;
  timidly   revolving   something   he   wanted   to   say   to   her。   It   was   an
  expression       of   unconscious       placid    gravity—of      absorption      in
  thoughts that had no connection with the present moment or with
  her     own     personality—an         expression      that    is   most     of   all
  discouraging   to   a   lover。   Her   very   walk   was   discouraging:   it   had
  that quiet elasticity that asks for no support。 Seth felt this dimly;
  he said to himself; “She’s too good and holy for any man; let alone
  me;”   and  the   words   he   had   been   summoning   rushed   back   again
  before   they   had   reached   his   lips。   But   another   thought   gave   him
  courage: “There’s no man could love her better and leave her freer
  to follow the Lord’s work。” They had been silent for many minutes
  now;   since   they   had   done     talking   about   Bessy   Cranage;      Dinah
  seemed