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作者:浮游云中      更新:2024-04-07 11:54      字数:9322
  in   groups   at   the   Social   Meetings。   But   once;   standing   at   the   hedge;   we
  raised   our   hand   to   our   forehead   and   then   moved   it   slowly;   palm   down;
  toward Liberty 5…3000。         Had the others seen it; they could have guessed
  nothing; for it looked only as if we were shading our eyes from the sun。
  But   Liberty   5…3000   saw   it   and   understood。     They   raised   their   hand   to
  their forehead and moved it as we had。 Thus; each day; we greet Liberty 5…
  3000; and they answer; and no men can suspect。
  We    do   not   wonder     at  this   new    sin  of   ours。   It  is  our   second
  Transgression of Preference; for we do not think of all our brothers; as we
  must; but only of one; and their name is Liberty 5…3000。              We do not know
  why we think of them。         We do not know why; when we think of them; we
  feel all of a sudden that the earth is good and that it is not a burden to live。
  We do not think of them as Liberty 5…3000 any longer。                   We have given
  them a name in our thoughts。          We call them the Golden One。            But it is a
  sin to give men names which distinguish them from other men。                     Yet we
  call them the Golden One; for they are not like the others。 The Golden One
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  are not like the others。
  And we take no heed of the law which says that men may not think of
  women; save at the Time of Mating。                This is the time each spring when
  all the men older than twenty and all the women older than eighteen are
  sent   for   one   night   to the   City  Palace   of   Mating。   And   each   of   the   men
  have   one   of   the   women   assigned   to   them   by   the   Council   of   Eugenics。
  Children   are   born   each   winter;   but   women   never   see   their   children   and
  children     never    know    their   parents。    Twice     have   we    been   sent   to  the
  Palace of Mating; but it is an ugly and shameful matter; of which we do
  not like to think。
  We had   broken   so   many laws;  and   today  we have broken one   more。
  Today; we spoke to the Golden One。
  The   other   women   were   far   off   in   the   field;   when   we   stopped   at   the
  hedge by the side of the road。            The Golden One were kneeling alone at
  the   moat   which   runs   through   the   field。    And   the   drops   of   water   falling
  from their hands; as they raised the water to their lips; were like sparks of
  fire   in   the   sun。 Then   the   Golden   One   saw   us;   and   they   did   not   move;
  kneeling there; looking at us; and circles of light played upon their white
  tunic; from the sun on the water of the moat; and one sparkling drop fell
  from a finger of their hand held as frozen in the air。
  Then   the   Golden   One   rose   and   walked   to   the   hedge;   as   if   they   had
  heard   a   command   in   our   eyes。      The   two   other   Street   Sweepers   of   our
  brigade were a hundred paces away down the road。                    And we thought that
  International   4…8818   would   not   betray   us;   and   Union   5…3992   would   not
  understand。       So we looked straight upon the Golden One; and we saw the
  shadows   of   their   lashes   on   their   white   cheeks   and   the   sparks   of   sun   on
  their lips。    And we said:
  〃You are beautiful; Liberty 5…3000。〃
  Their face did not move and they did not avert their eyes。                  Only their
  eyes   grew   wider;   and   there   was   triumph   in   their   eyes;   and   it   was   not
  triumph over us; but over things we could not guess。
  Then they asked:
  〃What is your name?〃
  〃Equality 7…2521;〃 we answered。
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  〃You are not one of our brothers; Equality 7…2521; for we do not wish
  you to be。〃
  We   cannot   say   what   they   meant;   for   there   are   no   words   for   their
  meaning; but we know it without words and we knew it then。
  〃No;〃 we answered; 〃nor are you one of our sisters。〃
  〃If you see us among scores of women; will you look upon us?〃
  〃We shall look upon you; Liberty 5…3000; if we see you among all the
  women of the earth。〃
  Then they asked:
  〃Are   Street   Sweepers   sent   to   different   parts   of   the   City   or   do   they
  always work in the same places?〃
  〃They   always   work   in   the   same   places;〃   we   answered;   〃and   no   one
  will take this road away from us。〃
  〃Your eyes;〃 they said; 〃are not like the eyes of any among men。〃
  And suddenly; without cause for the thought which came to us; we felt
  cold; cold to our stomach。
  〃How old are you?〃 we asked。
  They understood our thought; for they lowered their eyes for the first
  time。
  〃Seventeen;〃 they whispered。
  And we sighed; as if a burden had been taken from us; for we had been
  thinking without reason of the Palace of Mating。 And we thought that we
  would not let the Golden One be sent to the Palace。               How to prevent it;
  how to bar the will of the Councils; we knew not; but we knew suddenly
  that we would。       Only we do not know why such thought came to us; for
  these   ugly   matters   bear   no   relation   to   us   and   the   Golden   One。 What
  relation can they bear?
  Still; without reason; as we stood there by the hedge; we felt our lips
  drawn tight with hatred; a sudden hatred for all our brother men。              And the
  Golden One saw it and smiled slowly; and there was in their smile the first
  sadness we had seen in them。 We think that in the wisdom of women the
  Golden One had understood more than we can understand。
  Then three of the sisters in the field appeared; coming toward the road;
  so the Golden One walked away from us。                They took the bag of seeds;
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  and they threw the seeds into the furrows of earth as they walked away。
  But the seeds flew wildly; for the hand of the Golden One was trembling。
  Yet   as   we   walked   back to   the   Home   of   the   Street   Sweepers;   we   felt
  that we wanted to sing; without reason。           So we were reprimanded tonight;
  in the dining hall; for without knowing it we had begun to sing aloud some
  tune we had never heard。 But it is not proper to sing without reason; save
  at the Social Meetings。
  〃We are singing because we are happy;〃 we answered the one of the
  Home Council who reprimanded us。
  〃Indeed you are happy;〃 they answered。 〃How else can men be when
  they live for their brothers?〃
  And now; sitting here in our tunnel; we wonder about these words。                  It
  is forbidden; not to be happy。        For; as it has been explained to us; men are
  free and the  earth belongs to   them; and all   things on earth belong to   all
  men; and the will of all men together is good for all; and so all men must
  be happy。
  Yet as we stand at night in the great hall; removing our garments for
  sleep;   we   look   upon   our   brothers   and   we   wonder。     The   heads   of   our
  brothers are bowed。        The eyes of our brothers are dull; and never do they
  look one another in the eyes。         The shoulders of our brothers are hunched;
  and their muscles are drawn; as if their bodies were shrinking and wished
  to shrink out of sight。 And a word steals into our mind; as we look upon
  our brothers; and that word is fear。
  There is fear hanging in the air of the sleeping halls; and in the air of
  the streets。 Fear walks through the City; fear without name; without shape。
  All men feel it and none dare to speak。
  We feel it also; when we are in the Home of the Street Sweepers。                 But
  here; in our tunnel; we feel it no longer。        The air is pure under the ground。
  There is no odor of men。 And these three hours give us strength for our
  hours above the ground。
  Our   body   is   betraying   us;   for   the   Council   of   the   Home   looks   with
  suspicion upon us。 It is not good to feel too much joy nor to be glad that
  our body lives。       For we matter not and it must not matter to us whether
  we live or die; which is to be as our brothers will it。 But we; Equality 7…
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  2521; are glad to be living。 If this is a vice; then we wish no virtue。
  Yet   our   brothers   are   not   like   us。  All   is   not   well   with   our   brothers。
  There   are