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  something in her countenance that rather interested him in her favour; and
  he   said   his   lady   was   engaged;   but   if   she   had   any   particular   message   he
  would deliver it。
  〃Take up this letter;〃 said Charlotte: 〃tell her the unhappy writer of it
  waits   in   her   hall   for   an   answer。〃   The   tremulous   accent;   the   tearful   eye;
  must have moved any heart not composed of adamant。 The man took the
  letter from the poor suppliant; and hastily ascended the stair case。
  〃A  letter;   Madam;〃   said   he;   presenting   it   to   his   lady:   〃an   immediate
  answer is required。 〃
  Mrs。 Crayton glanced her eye carelessly over the contents。 〃What stuff
  is this;〃 cried she haughtily; 〃have not I told you a thousand times that I
  will   not   be   plagued   with   beggars;   and   petitions   from   people   one   knows
  nothing about? Go tell the woman I can't do any thing in it。 I'm sorry; but
  one can't relieve every body。〃
  The servant bowed; and heavily returned with this chilling message to
  Charlotte。
  〃Surely;〃 said she; 〃Mrs。 Crayton has not read my letter。 Go; my good
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  friend; pray  go   back to her;   tell her it is Charlotte Temple   who   requests
  beneath   her   hospitable   roof   to   find   shelter   from   the   inclemency   of   the
  season。〃
  〃Prithee; don't plague me; man;〃 cried Mrs。 Crayton impatiently; as the
  servant   advanced   something   in   behalf   of   the   unhappy   girl。   〃I   tell   you   I
  don't know her。〃
  〃Not know me;〃 cried Charlotte; rushing into the room; (for she had
  followed   the     man   up   stairs)  〃not   know    me;   not   remember      the  ruined
  Charlotte     Temple;     who;    but   for  you;    perhaps    might    still  have   been
  innocent; still have been happy。 Oh! La Rue; this is beyond every thing I
  could have believed possible。〃
  〃Upon      my   honour;    Miss;〃    replied   the   unfeeling    woman      with   the
  utmost effrontery; 〃this is a most unaccountable address: it is beyond my
  comprehension。 John;〃 continued she;  turning to the servant;  〃the   young
  woman is certainly out of her senses: do pray take her away; she terrifies
  me to death。 〃
  〃Oh God;〃 cried Charlotte; clasping her hands in an agony; 〃this is too
  much; what will become of   me? but I will not leave you; they shall not
  tear   me   from   you;   here   on   my   knees   I   conjure   you   to   save   me   from
  perishing in the streets; if you really have forgot me; oh for charity's sweet
  sake this night let me be sheltered from the winter's piercing cold。〃 The
  kneeling figure of Charlotte in her affecting situation might have moved
  the heart of a stoic to compassion; but Mrs。 Crayton remained inflexible。
  In   vain   did   Charlotte   recount   the   time   they   had   known   each   other   at
  Chichester; in vain mention their being in the same ship; in vain were the
  names   of   Montraville   and   Belcour   mentioned。   Mrs。   Crayton   could   only
  say she was sorry for her imprudence; but could not think of having her
  own reputation endangered   by encouraging a   woman of that   kind in her
  own house; besides she did not know what trouble and expense she might
  bring upon her husband by giving shelter to a woman in her situation。
  〃I can at least die here;〃 said Charlotte; 〃I feel I cannot long survive
  this dreadful conflict。 Father of mercy; here let me finish my existence。〃
  Her agonizing sensations   overpowered her;  and she fell senseless on the
  floor。
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  〃Take her away;〃 said Mrs。 Crayton; 〃she will really frighten me into
  hysterics; take her away I say this instant。〃
  〃And   where   must   I   take   the   poor   creature?〃   said   the   servant   with   a
  voice and look of compassion。
  〃Any where;〃 cried she hastily; 〃only don't let me ever see her again。 I
  declare she has flurried me so I shan't be myself again this fortnight。〃
  John; assisted by his fellow…servant; raised and carried her down stairs。
  〃Poor soul;〃 said he; 〃you shall not lay in the street this night。 I have a bed
  and a poor little hovel; where my wife and her little ones rest them; but
  they shall watch to night; and you shall be sheltered from danger。〃 They
  placed   her   in   a   chair;   and   the   benevolent   man;   assisted   by   one   of   his
  comrades;   carried   her   to   the   place   where   his   wife   and   children   lived。 A
  surgeon   was   sent   for:   he   bled   her;   she   gave   signs   of   returning   life;   and
  before the dawn gave birth to a female infant。 After this event she lay for
  some hours in a kind of stupor; and if at any time she spoke; it was with a
  quickness and incoherence that plainly evinced the total deprivation of her
  reason。
  CHAPTER XXXII。
  REASONS WHY AND WHEREFORE。
  THE   reader   of   sensibility   may   perhaps   be   astonished   to   find   Mrs。
  Crayton      could    so  positively    deny    any   knowledge       of  Charlotte;    it  is
  therefore but just that her conduct should in some measure be accounted
  for。 She had ever been fully sensible of the superiority of Charlotte's sense
  and virtue; she was conscious that she had never swerved from rectitude;
  had it not been for her bad precepts and worse example。 These were things
  as yet unknown to her husband; and she wished not to have that part of her
  conduct exposed to him; as she had great reason to fear she had already
  lost   considerable   part   of   that   power   she   once   maintained   over   him。   She
  trembled whilst Charlotte was in the house; lest the Colonel should return;
  she   perfectly   well   remembered   how   much   he   seemed   interested   in   her
  favour   whilst   on   their   passage   from   England;   and   made   no   doubt;   but;
  should   he   see her in her present   distress;  he   would offer   her   an   asylum;
  and   protect   her   to   the   utmost   of   his   power。   In   that   case   she   feared   the
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  unguarded nature of Charlotte might discover to the Colonel the part she
  had taken in the unhappy girl's elopement; and she well knew the contrast
  between her own and Charlotte's conduct would make the former appear
  in no very respectable light。 Had she reflected properly; she would have
  afforded the poor girl protection; and by enjoining her silence; ensured it
  by acts   of   repeated kindness; but   vice in general   blinds its   votaries;  and
  they    discover    their   real  characters    to  the   world    when    they   are   most
  studious to preserve appearances。
  Just so it happened with Mrs。 Crayton: her servants made no scruple of
  mentioning the cruel conduct of their lady to a poor distressed lunatic who
  claimed   her   protection;   every   one   joined   in   reprobating   her   inhumanity;
  nay even Corydon thought she might at least have ordered her to be taken
  care of; but he dare not even hint it to her; for he lived but in her smiles;
  and drew from her lavish fondness large sums to support an extravagance
  to   which   the   state   of   his   own   finances   was   very   inadequate;   it   cannot
  therefore be supposed that he wished Mrs。 Crayton to be very liberal in her
  bounty to the afflicted suppliant; yet vice had not so entirely seared over
  his heart; but the sorrows of Charlotte could find a vulnerable part。
  Charlotte   had   now   been   three   days   with   her   humane   preservers;   but
  she    was    totally   insensible    of  every    thing:   she   raved    incessantly    for
  Montraville and her father: she was not conscious of being a mother; nor
  took the least notice of her child except to ask whose it was; and why it
  was not carried to its parents。
  〃Oh;〃   said   she   one   day;   starting   up   on   hearing   the   infant   cry;   〃why;
  why will you keep that child here; I am sure you would not if you knew
  how hard it was for a mother to be parted from her infant: it is like tearing
  the cords of life asunder。 Oh could you see the horrid sight which I now
  beholdthere   there   stands   my   dear   mother;   her   poor   bosom   bleeding   at
  every vein; her gentle; affectionate heart torn in a thousand pieces; and all
  for   the   loss   of   a   ruined;   ungrateful   child。   Save   me   save   mefrom   her
  frown。 I dare notindeed I dare not speak to her。〃
  Such were the dreadful images that haunted her distracted mind; and