第 25 节
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  day what will this world come to; honest women are nothing now…a…days;
  while the harlotings are set up for fine ladies; and look upon us no more
  nor the dirt they walk upon: but let me tell you; my fine spoken Ma'am; I
  must have my money; so seeing as how you can't pay it; why you   must
  troop;   and   leave   all   your   fine   gimcracks   and   fal   der   ralls   behind   you。   I
  don't ask for no more nor my right; and nobody shall dare for to go for to
  hinder me of it。〃
  〃Oh heavens;〃 cried Charlotte; clasping her hands; 'what will become
  of me?〃
  〃Come on ye!〃 retorted the unfeeling wretch: 〃why go to the barracks
  and work for a morsel of bread; wash and mend the soldiers cloaths; an
  cook their victuals; and not expect to live in idleness on honest people's
  means。 Oh I wish I could see the day when all such cattle were obliged to
  work hard and eat little; it's only what they deserve。 〃
  〃Father of mercy;〃 cried Charlotte; 〃I acknowledge thy correction just;
  but   prepare   me;   I   beseech   thee;   for   the   portion   of   misery   thou   may'st
  please to lay upon me。〃
  〃Well;〃 said   the   woman;  〃I   shall   go   an   tell   my  husband   as   how   you
  can't pay; and so d'ye see; Ma'am; get ready to be packing away this very
  night;  for  you   should   not   stay  another   night   in   this   house;  though   I   was
  sure you would lay in the street。'
  Charlotte bowed her head in silence; but the anguish of her heart was
  too great to permit her to articulate a single word。
  CHAPTER XXX。
  And what is friendship but a name; A charm that lulls to sleep; A
  shade that follows wealth and fame; But leaves the wretch to weep。
  WHEN Charlotte was left to herself; she began to think what course
  she must take; or to whom she could apply; to prevent her perishing for
  want; or perhaps that very night falling a victim to the inclemency of the
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  season。 After many perplexed thoughts; she at last determined to set out
  for   New…York;   and   enquire   out   Mrs。   Crayton;   from   whom   she   had   no
  doubt but she should obtain immediate relief as soon as her distress was
  made known; she had no sooner formed this resolution than she resolved
  immediately to put it in execution: she therefore wrote the following little
  billet   to   Mrs。   Crayton;   thinking   if   she  should   have   company  with   her   it
  would      be  better   to  send    it  in  than  to   request   to   see  her。   TO   MRS。
  CRAYTON。 〃MADAM;
  〃When      we    left  our  native   land;   that  dear;   happy   land    which     now
  contains all that is dear to the wretched Charlotte; our prospects were the
  same; we both; pardon me; Madam; if I say; we both too easily followed
  the   impulse   of   our   treacherous   hearts;   and   trusted   our   happiness   on   a
  tempestuous ocean; where mine has been wrecked and lost for ever; you
  have     been    more    fortunateyou      are   united   to   a  man    of   honour    and
  humanity;      united    by   the   most    sacred    ties;  respected;     esteemed;     and
  admired;      and    surrounded      by   innumerable       blessings     of  which     I  am
  bereaved;   enjoying   those   pleasures   which   have   fled   my   bosom   never   to
  return;   alas!   sorrow   and   deep   regret   have   taken   their   place。   Behold   me;
  Madam;   a   poor   forsaken   wanderer;   who   has   no   where   to   lay   her   weary
  head; wherewith to supply the wants of nature; or to shield her from the
  inclemency of the weather。 To you I sue; to you I look for pity and relief。 I
  ask not to be received as an intimate or an equal; only for charity's sweet
  sake    receive    me    into  your    hospitable    mansion;     allot   me   the   meanest
  apartment      in   it;  and  let  me    breath   out   my    soul   in  prayers    for  your
  happiness;   I   cannot;   I   feel   I   cannot   long   bear   up   under   the   accumulated
  woes   that   pour   in   upon   me;   but   oh!   my   dear   Madam;   for   the   love   of
  heaven suffer me not to expire in the street; and when I am at peace; as
  soon I shall be; extend your compassion to my helpless offspring; should it
  please heaven that it should survive its unhappy  mother。 A gleam of joy
  breaks in on   my benighted soul   while I  reflect that you   cannot; will not
  refuse your protection to the heart…broken。 CHARLOTTE。〃
  When Charlotte had finished this letter; late as it was in the afternoon;
  and though the snow began to fall very fast; she tied up a few necessaries
  which   she   had   prepared   against   her   expected   confinement;   and   terrified
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  lest she should be again exposed to the insults of her barbarous landlady;
  more dreadful to her wounded spirit than either storm or darkness; she set
  forward for New…York。
  It may be asked by those; who; in a work of this kind; love to cavil at
  every trifling omission; whether Charlotte did not possess any valuable of
  which she could have disposed; and by that means have supported herself
  till  Mrs。    Beauchamp's       return;   when    she   would     have   been    certain   of
  receiving   every   tender   attention   which   compassion   and   friendship   could
  dictate: but let me entreat these wise; penetrating gentlemen to reflect; that
  when Charlotte left England; it was in such haste that there was no time to
  purchase any thing more than what was wanted for immediate use on the
  voyage;   and   after   her   arrival   at   New…York;   Montraville's   affection   soon
  began to decline; so that her whole wardrobe consisted of only necessaries;
  and as to baubles; with which fond lovers often load their mistresses; she
  possessed      not  one;   except    a  plain   gold   locket   of   small   value;   which
  contained a lock of her mother's hair; and which the greatest extremity of
  want could not have forced her to part with。
  I   hope;   Sir;   your   prejudices     are   now    removed      in  regard    to  the
  probability  of   my  story?   Oh they  are。 Well   then;  with   your   leave;  I   will
  proceed。
  The distance from the house which our suffering heroine occupied; to
  New…York; was not very great; yet the snow fen so fast; and the cold so
  intense;   that;   being   unable   from   her   situation   to   walk   quick;   she   found
  herself almost sinking with cold and fatigue before she reached the town;
  her garments; which were merely suitable to the summer season; being an
  undress   robe   of   plain   white   muslin;   were   wet   through;   and   a   thin   black
  cloak and bonnet; very improper habiliments for such a climate; but poorly
  defended   her   from   the   cold。   In   this   situation   she   reached   the   city;   and
  enquired of a foot soldier whom she met; the way to Colonel Crayton's。
  〃Bless you; my sweet lady;〃 said the soldier with a voice and look of
  compassion;   〃I   will   shew   you   the   way  with   all   my  heart;   but if   you   are
  going to make a petition to Madam Crayton it is all to no purpose I assure
  you: if you please I will conduct you to Mr。 Franklin's; though Miss Julia
  is married and gone now; yet the old gentleman is very good。 〃
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  〃Julia Franklin;〃 said Charlotte; 〃is she not married to Montraville?〃
  〃Yes;〃    replied   the  soldier;   〃and   may   God    bless   them;   for  a  better
  officer never  lived; he   is   so   good to   us   all;   and  as to Miss Julia;  all   the
  poor folk almost worshipped her。〃
  〃Gracious heaven;〃 cried Charlotte; 〃is Montraville unjust then to none
  but me。 〃
  The    soldier   now    shewed    her   Colonel    Crayton's    door;   and;   with   a
  beating heart; she knocked for admission。
  CHAPTER XXXI。
  SUBJECT CONTINUED。
  WHEN the door was opened; Charlotte; in a voice rendered scarcely
  articulate; through cold and the extreme agitation of her mind; demanded
  whether Mrs。 Crayton was at home。 The servant hesitated: he knew that
  his   lady   was   engaged   at   a   game   of   picquet   with   her   dear   Corydon;   nor
  could     he  think   she   would     like  to  be   disturbed    by   a  person    whose
  appearance spoke her of so little consequence as Charlotte; yet there was
  something in her countenance that rather interested him in her favour; and
  he   said   his   lady   was