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  silent。    Julia   was     embarrassed;      she    wished     to   break    a   silence    so
  unaccountable;   but   was   unable;   she   loved   Montraville;   she   saw   he   was
  unhappy; and wished to know the cause of his uneasiness; but that innate
  modesty; which nature has implanted in the female breast; prevented her
  enquiring。 〃I am bad company; Miss Franklin;〃 said he; at last recollecting
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  himself; 〃but I have met with something to…day that has greatly distressed
  me; and I cannot shake off the disagreeable impression it has made on my
  mind。 〃
  〃I am sorry;〃 she replied; 〃that you have any cause of inquietude。 I am
  sure if you were as happy as you deserve; and as all your friends wish you…
  …〃 She hesitated。 〃And might l;〃 replied he with some animation; 〃presume
  to rank the amiable Julia in that number?〃
  〃Certainly;〃     said   she;   〃the   service    you    have    rendered    me;    the
  knowledge of your worth; all combine to make me esteem you。〃
  〃Esteem;   my   lovely   Julia;〃   said   he   passionately;   〃is   but   a   poor   cold
  word。 I would if I dared; if I thought I merited your attentionbut no;  I
  must nothonour forbids。 I am beneath your notice; Julia; I am miserable
  and cannot hope to be otherwise。〃 〃Alas!〃 said Julia; 〃I pity you。〃
  〃Oh    thou   condescending       charmer;〃    said  he;   'how   that  sweet   word
  chears my  sad   heart。  Indeed if   you knew  all;  you would pity;   but   at the
  same time I fear you would despise me。〃
  Just then they were again joined by Mr。 Franklin and Belcour。 It had
  interrupted an interesting discourse。 They found it impossible to converse
  on indifferent subjects; and proceeded home in silence。 At Mr。 Franklin's
  door Montraville again pressed Julia's hand; and faintly articulating 'good
  night;〃     retired   to   his   lodgings     dispirited    and    wretched;      from    a
  consciousness   that   he   deserved   not   the   affection;   with   which   he   plainly
  saw he was honoured。
  CHAPTER XXV。
  RECEPTION OF A LETTER。
  〃AND      where    now    is  our   poor   Charlotte?〃     said  Mr。   Temple     one
  evening; as the cold blasts of autumn whistled rudely over the heath; and
  the   yellow   appearance   of   the   distant   wood;   spoke   the   near   approach   of
  winter。   In   vain   the   chearful   fire   blazed   on   the   hearth;   in   vain   was   he
  surrounded by all the comforts of life; the parent was still alive in his heart;
  and   when   he   thought   that   perhaps   his   once   darling   child   was   ere   this
  exposed to all the miseries of want in a distant land; without a friend to
  sooth and comfort her; without the benignant look of compassion to chear;
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  or    the  angelic    voice    of  pity   to  pour    the   balm    of  consolation      on   her
  wounded       heart;   when   he   thought   of   this;   his   whole   soul   dissolved   in
  tenderness;   and   while   he   wiped   the   tear   of   anguish   from   the   eye   of   his
  patient;   uncomplaining   Lucy;   he   struggled   to   suppress   the   sympathizing
  drop that started in his own。
  〃Oh; my poor girl;〃 said Mrs。 Temple; 〃how must she be altered; else
  surely she would have relieved our agonizing minds by one line to say she
  livedto say she had not quite forgot the parents who almost idolized her。〃
  〃Gracious   heaven;〃   said        Mr。   Temple;      starting   from   his   seat;   l;who
  would wish to be a father; to experience the agonizing pangs inflicted on a
  parent's heart by the ingratitude of a child?〃 Mrs。 Temple wept: her father
  took   her   hand;   he   would   have   said;   〃be   comforted   my   child;〃   but   the
  words died on his tongue。 The sad silence that ensued was interrupted by a
  loud   rap   at   the   door。   In   a   moment   a   servant   entered   with   a   letter   in   his
  hand。
  Mrs。     Temple      took     it  from     him:    she    cast   her    eyes    upon     the
  superscription;   she   knew   the   writing。   〃'Tis   Charlotte;〃   said   she;   eagerly
  breaking the seal; 〃she has not quite forgot us。〃 But before she had half
  gone   through   the   contents;   a   sudden   sickness   seized   her;   she   grew   cold
  and   giddy;   and   puffing   it   into   her   husband's hand;  she  cried〃Read  it:   I
  cannot。〃 Mr。 Temple attempted to read it aloud; but frequently paused to
  give   vent   to   his   tears。   〃My   poor   deluded   child;〃   said   he;   when   he   had
  finished。
  〃Oh; shall we not forgive the dear penitent?〃 said Mrs。 Temple。 〃We
  must; we will; my love; she is willing to return; and 'tis our duty to receive
  her。〃
  〃Father of mercy;〃 said Mr。 Eldridge; raising his clasped hands; 〃let me
  but   live   once   more   to   see   the   dear   wanderer   restored   to   her   afflicted
  parents; and take me from this world of sorrow whenever it seemeth best
  to thy wisdom。〃
  〃Yes;   we   will   receive   her;〃   said   Mr。   Temple;   〃we   will   endeavour   to
  heal her wounded spirit; and speak peace and comfort to her agitated soul。
  I will write to her to return immediately。'
  〃Oh!〃 said Mrs。 Temple; 〃I would   if possible fly to her; support   and
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  chear   the   dear   sufferer   in   the   approaching   hour   of   distress;   and   tell   her
  how   nearly   penitence   is   allied   to   virtue。   Cannot   we   go   and   conduct   her
  home; my love?〃 continued she; laying her hand on his arm。 〃My father
  will surely forgive our absence if we go to bring home his darling。〃
  〃You   cannot   go;   my   Lucy;〃   said   Mr。   Temple:   〃the   delicacy   of   your
  frame would but poorly sustain the fatigue of a long voyage; but I will go
  and bring the gentle penitent to your arms: we may still see many years of
  happiness。〃
  The   struggle     in  the  bosom   of    Mrs。   Temple     between     maternal    and
  conjugal tenderness was long and painful。 At length the former triumphed;
  and   she   consented   that   her  husband   should   set   forward to   New…York   by
  the   first   opportunity:   she   wrote   to   her   Charlotte   in   the   tenderest;   most
  consoling manner; and looked forward to the happy hour; when she should
  again embrace her; with the most animated hope。
  CHAPTER XXVI。
  WHAT MIGHT BE EXPECTED。
  IN   the   mean   time   the   passion   Montraville   had   conceived   for   Julia
  Franklin daily encreased; and he saw evidently how much he was beloved
  by that amiable girl: he was likewise strongly prepossessed with an idea of
  Charlotte's     perfidy。   What     wonder     then   if  he  gave    himself    up   to  the
  delightful   sensation   which   pervaded   his   bosom;   and   finding   no   obstacle
  arise to oppose his happiness; he solicited and obtained the hand of Julia。
  A few days before his marriage he thus addressed Belcour:
  〃Though      Charlotte;    by   her  abandoned      conduct;     has  thrown     herself
  from my protection; I still hold myself bound to support her till relieved
  from   her   present   condition;   and   also   to   provide   for   the   child。   I   do   not
  intend to see her again;  but I   will place   a sum  of   money  in   your   hands;
  which   will   amply   supply   her   with   every   convenience;   but   should          she
  require more; let her have it; and I will see it repaid。 I wish I could prevail
  on the poor deluded girl to return to her friends: she was an only child; and
  I make no doubt but that they would joyfully receive her; it would shock
  me   greatly   to   see   her   henceforth   leading   a   life   of   infamy;   as   I   should
  always accuse myself of being the primary cause of all her errors。 If she
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  should chuse to remain under your protection; be kind to her; Belcour; I
  conjure you。 Let not satiety prompt you to treat her in such a manner; as
  may   drive   her   to   actions   which   necessity   might   urge   her   to;   while   her
  better reason disapproved them: she shall never want a friend while I live;
  but   I   never   more   desire   to   behold   her;   her   presence   would   be   always
  painful to me; and a glance from her eye would call the blush of