第 31 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2022-11-28 19:12      字数:9322
  Tessie   tried   some   of  her   old…time   pertness    of  speech。    〃Oh;    good
  enough; considering the company。〃
  He laughed admiringly at that and said she was a sketch。
  When the early evening came on they made a clumsy landing and had
  supper。     This time Nap fed her the tidbits; though she protested。
  〃White meat for you;〃 he said; 〃with your skin like milk。〃
  〃You    must    of  read   that  in  a  book;〃   scoffed   Tessie。    She    glanced
  around her at the deepening shadows。            〃We haven't got much time。
  It gets dark so early。〃
  〃No    hurry;〃   Nap    assured   her。   He    went    on  eating   in  a  leisurely;
  finicking sort of way; though he consumed very little food; actually。
  〃You're     not  eating    much;〃    Tessie   said   once;   halfheartedly。     She
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  decided that she wasn't having such a very grand time; after all; and that
  she hated   his teeth;  which were   very bad。          Now;  Chuck's strong;  white;
  double row
  〃Well;〃 she said; 〃let's be going。〃
  〃No hurry;〃 again。
  Tessie looked up at that with the instinctive fear of her kind。                〃What
  d'you mean; no hurry!         'Spect to stay here till dark?〃        She laughed at her
  own joke。
  〃Yes。〃
  She got up then; the blood in her face。          〃Well; _I_ don't。〃
  He rose; too。     〃Why not?〃
  〃Because I don't; that's why。〃         She stooped and began picking up the
  remnants      of  the   lunch;   placing    spoons    and   glass   bottles   swiftly   and
  thriftily into the lunch box。       Nap stepped around behind her。
  〃Let me help;〃 he said。        And then his arm was about her and his face
  was close to hers; and Tessie did not like it。             He kissed her after a little
  wordless   struggle。      And   then   she   knew。     She   had   been   kissed   before。
  But not like   this。     Not like   this!    She   struck   at him  furiously。     Across
  her mind flashed the memory of a   girl who had worked in the   finishing
  room。      A  nice   girl;   too。 But   that   hadn't   helped   her。  Nap   Ballou   was
  laughing a little as he clasped her。
  At that she heard herself saying:          〃I'll get Chuck Mory after youyou
  drunken bum; you!          He'll lick you black and blue。        He'll〃
  The face; with the ugly; broken brown teeth; was coming close again。
  With all the young strength that was in her she freed one hand and clawed
  at that face from eyes to chin。          A howl of pain rewarded her。            His hold
  loosened。      Like a flash she was off。        She ran。      It seemed to her that her
  feet   did   not   touch   the   earth。   Over     brush;   through     bushes;    crashing
  against trees; on and on。         She heard him following her; but the broken…
  down   engine   that   was   his   heart   refused   to   do   the   work。   She   ran   on;
  though     her   fear   was   as  great   as   before。    Fear    of  what    might    have
  happenedto   her;   Tessie   Golden;   that   nobody   could   even   talk   fresh   to。
  She   gave   a   sob   of   fury   and   fatigue。 She   was   stumbling   now。      It   was
  growing dark。        She ran on again; in fear of the overtaking darkness。                It
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  was easier now。       Not so many trees and bushes。            She came to a fence;
  climbed over it; lurched as she landed; leaned against it weakly for support;
  one hand on her aching heart。         Before her was the Hatton summer cottage;
  dimly outlined in the twilight among the trees。
  A   warm;    flickering    light  danced    in  the  window。      Tessie    stood   a
  moment;       breathing    painfully;   sobbingly。      Then;     with   an   instinctive
  gesture;   she   patted   her   hair;   tidied   her   blouse;   and   walked   uncertainly
  toward the house;  up   the steps   to the  door。       She stood there  a  moment;
  swaying slightly。      Somebody'd be there。
  The light。     The   woman   who   cooked   for them  or   the   man   who   took
  care of the place。     Somebody'd
  She knocked at the door feebly。           She'd tell 'em she had lost her way
  and got scared when it began to get dark。           She knocked again; louder now。
  Footsteps。     She braced herself and even arranged a crooked smile。                 The
  door opened wide。        Old Man Hatton!
  She looked up at him; terror and relief in her face。              He peered over
  his glasses at her。      〃Who is it?〃      Tessie had not known; somehow; that
  his face was so kindly。
  Tessie's carefully planned story crumbled into nothingness。              〃It's me!〃
  she whimpered。        〃It's me!〃
  He reached out and put a hand on her arm and drew her inside。
  〃Angie!     Angie!     Here's a poor little kid〃
  Tessie clutched frantically at the last crumbs of her pride。             She tried
  to straighten; to smile with her old bravado。          What was that story she had
  planned to tell?
  〃Who is it; Dad?        Who?〃      Angie Hatton came into the hallway。
  She   stared   at   Tessie。  Then:     〃Why;   my   dear!〃   she   said。    〃My   dear!
  Come in here。〃
  Angie Hatton!       Tessie began to cry weakly; her face buried in Angie
  Hatton's   expensive  shoulder。       Tessie   remembered   later  that   she  had   felt
  no surprise at the act。
  〃There; there!〃 Angie Hatton was saying。            〃Just poke up the fire; Dad。
  And get something from the dining room。               Oh; I don't know。       To drink;
  you know。      Something〃
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  Then Old Man Hatton stood over her; holding a small glass to her lips。
  Tessie drank it obediently; made a wry little face; coughed; wiped her eyes;
  and sat up。     She looked from one to the other; like a trapped little animal。
  She put a hand to her tousled head。
  〃That's   all   right;〃 Angie   Hatton   assured her。      〃You   can   fix   it   after   a
  while。〃
  There they were; the three of them:           Old Man Hatton with his back to
  the    fire;  looking   benignly     down    upon    her;   Angie    seated;   with   some
  knitting   in   her   hands;   as   if   entertaining   bedraggled;   tear…stained   young
  ladies    at   dusk    were    an   everyday      occurrence;     Tessie;    twisting    her
  handkerchief       in   a  torment     of  embarrassment。         But    they    asked    no
  questions;   these   two。     They   evinced   no   curiosity   about   this   disheveled
  creature who had flung herself in upon their decent solitude。
  Tessie stared at the fire。      She looked up at Old Man Hatton's face and
  opened      her  lips。  She     looked    down    and   shut   them   again。    Then     she
  flashed   a   quick   look   at  Angie;   to   see   if  she   could   detect   there  some
  suspicion; some disdain。          None。     Angie Hatton lookedwell; Tessie put
  it   to   herself;   thus: 〃She   looks   like   she'd   cried   till   she   couldn't   cry   no
  moreonly inside。〃
  And then; surprisingly; Tessie began to talk。             〃I wouldn't never have
  gone with this fella; only Chuck; he was gone。              All the boys're gone。       It's
  fierce。    You get scared; sitting home; waiting; and they're in France and
  everywhere;   learning   French   and   everything;   and   meeting   grand   people
  and having a fuss made over 'em。             So I got mad and said I didn't care; I
  wasn't going to squat home all my life; waiting〃
  Angie     Hatton    had    stopped    knitting   now。     Old    Man     Hatton    was
  looking down at her very kindly。            And so Tessie went on。           The pent…up
  emotions and thoughts of these past months were finding an outlet at last。
  These things which she had never been able to discuss with her mother she
  now was laying bare to Angie Hatton and Old Man Hatton!                       They asked
  no    questions。     They     seemed     to  understand。     Once      Old   Man    Hatton
  interrupted with:       〃So that's the kind of fellow they've got as escapement…
  room foreman; eh?〃
  Tessie;   whose   mind   was   working   very   clearly   now;   put   out   a   quick
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  hand。     〃Say;   it   wasn't   his   fault。 He's   a   bum;   all   right;   but   I   knew   it;
  didn't   I?   It   was   me。  I   didn't   c