第 24 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2022-11-28 19:12      字数:9322
  So    she   told  him    briefly。   She     was   in   the  commission       business。
  Successful。      She bought;   too;   for   such   hotels   as   the   Blackstone   and   the
  Congress; and for half a dozen big restaurants。              She gave him bare facts;
  but he was shrewd enough and sufficiently versed in business to know that
  here was a woman of established commercial position。
  〃But   how   does   it   happen   you're   keepin'   it   up;   Emma;   all   this   time?
  Why;      you   must    be   anywayit     ain't  that   you    look   itbut〃    He
  floundered; stopped。
  She   laughed。     〃That's   all   right;   Ben。   I   couldn't   fool   you   on   that。
  And I'm working because it keeps me happy。                  I want to work till I die。
  My children keep telling me to stop; but I know better than that。                  I'm not
  going to rust out。      I want to wear out。〃       Then; at an unspoken question in
  his eyes:     〃He's dead。       These twenty years。         It was hard at first; when
  the   children    were    small。    But    I  knew    garden    stuff  if  I  didn't  know
  anything else。      It came natural to me。        That's all。〃
  So then she got his story from him bit by bit。              He spoke of the farm
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  and of Dike; and there was a great pride in his voice。              He spoke of Bella;
  and the son who had been killed; and of Minnie。                  And the words came
  falteringly。   He   was   trying   to   hide   something;   and   he   was   not   made   for
  deception。      When he had finished:
  〃Now; listen; Ben。       You go back to your farm。〃
  〃I can't。   SheI can't。〃
  She leaned forward; earnestly。         〃You go back to the farm。〃
  He turned up his palms with a little gesture of defeat。            〃I can't。〃
  〃You can't stay here。       It's killing you。     It's poisoning you。       Did you
  ever hear of toxins?        That means poisons; and you're poisoning yourself。
  You'll die of it。    You've got another twenty years of work in you。              What's
  ailing you?      You go back to your wheat and your apples and your hogs。
  There isn't a bigger job in the world than that。〃
  For a   moment his   face took on   a glow from  the   warmth of   her   own
  inspiring    personality。     But   it  died  again。    When      they   rose  to  go;  his
  shoulders drooped again; his muscles sagged。               At the doorway he paused
  a moment; awkward in farewell。            He blushed a little; stammered。
  〃EmmaI always wanted to tell you。             God knows it was luck for you
  the way it turned outbut I always wanted to〃
  She took his hand again in her firm grip at that; and her kindly; bright
  brown   eyes   were   on   him。    〃I   never   held   it   against   you;   Ben。 I   had   to
  live   a   long   time   to   understand   it。 But   I   never   held   a   grudge。 It   just
  wasn't   to   be;   I   suppose。 But   listen   to   me;   Ben。 You   do   as   I   tell   you。
  You go back to your wheat and your apples and your hogs。                    There isn't a
  bigger man…size job in the world。          It's where you belong。〃
  Unconsciously his shoulders straightened again。               Again they sagged。
  And so they parted; the two。
  He must have walked almost all the long way home; through miles and
  miles of city streets。      He must have lost his way; too; for when he looked
  up at a corner street sign it was an unfamiliar one。
  So he floundered about; asked his way; was misdirected。                 He took the
  right streetcar at last and got off at his own corner at seven o'clock; or later。
  He was in for a scolding; he knew。
  But when he came to his own doorway he knew that even his tardiness
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  could   not   justify   the   bedlam   of   sound   that   came   from   within。       High…
  pitched     voices。    Bella's    above     all  the  rest;  of  course;    but   there   was
  Minnie's too; and Gus's growl; and Pearlie's treble; and the boy Ed's and…
  …
  At   the   other   voice   his   hand   trembled   so   that   the   knob   rattled   in   the
  door; and he could not turn it。          But finally he did turn it; and stumbled in;
  breathing hard。       And that other voice was Dike's。
  He   must   have   just   arrived。     The   flurry   of   explanation   was   still   in
  progress。 Dike's knapsack was still on his back; and his canteen at his hip;
  his   helmet     slung   over    his  shoulder。     A    brown;     hard;   glowing     Dike;
  strangely tall and handsome and older; too。              Older。
  All this Ben saw in less than one electric second。                  Then he had the
  boy's two shoulders in his hands; and Dike was saying; 〃Hello; Pop。〃
  Of   the   roomful;   Dike   and   old   Ben   were   the   only   quiet   ones。    The
  others were taking up the explanation and going over it again and again;
  and marveling; and asking questions。
  〃He   come   in   towhat's   that   place;   Dike?Hobokenyesterday   only。
  An' he sent a dispatch to the farm。            Can't you read our letters; Dike; that
  you didn't know we was here now?               And then he's only got an hour more。
  They got to go to Camp Grant to be; now; demobilized。                     He came out to
  Minnie's on a chance。         Ain't he big!〃
  But   Dike   and   his   father   were   looking   at   each   other   quietly。   Then
  Dike spoke。       His speech was not phlegmatic; as of old。                 He had a new
  clipped way of uttering his words:
  〃Say; Pop;   you ought to see   the way the Frenchies farm!                  They  got
  about an acre each; and; say; they use every inch of it。                  If they's a little
  dirt   blows   into   the   crotch   of   a   tree; they  plant   a   crop   in   there。 I   never
  seen   nothin'   like   it。 Say;   we  waste   enough   stuff   over here   to   keep  that
  whole country in food for a hundred years。                 Yessir。    And tools!       Outta
  the ark; believe me。        If they ever saw our tractor; they'd think it was the
  Germans   comin'   back。        But   they're   smart   at   that。  I   picked   up   a   lot   of
  new ideas over there。          And you ought to see the old birdswomenfolks
  and men about eighty years old runnin' everything on the farm。                       They
  had to。     I learned somethin' off them about farmin'。〃
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  〃Forget the farm;〃 said Minnie。
  〃Yeh;〃 echoed Gus; 〃forget the farm stuff。               I can get you a job here
  out at the works for four…fifty a day; and six when you learn it right。〃
  Dike   looked   from   one   to   the   other;   alarm   and   unbelief   on   his   face。
  〃What d'you mean; a job?           Who wants a job!         What you all〃
  Bella   laughed   jovially。    〃F'r   heaven's   sakes;  Dike;  wake up!         We're
  livin' here。    This is our place。       We ain't rubes no more。〃
  Dike turned to his father。        A little stunned look crept into his face。          A
  stricken; pitiful look。       There was something about it that suddenly made
  old    Ben    think   of  Pearlie   when     she   had   been   slapped    by   her   quick…
  tempered mother。
  〃But   I   been   countin'   on   the   farm;〃   he   said   miserably。  〃I   just   been
  livin' on the idea of comin' back to it。          Why; I The streets here; they're
  all   narrow   and   choked   up。    I   been   countin'   on   the   farm。  I   want   to   go
  back and be a farmer。         I want〃
  And then Ben Westerveld spoke。             A new Ben Westerveldthe old Ben
  Westerveld。       Ben Westerveld; the farmer; the monarch over six hundred
  acres of bounteous bottomland。
  〃That's all right; Dike;〃 he said。         〃You're going back。         So'm I。     I've
  got another twenty years of work in me。              We're going back to the farm。〃
  Bella    turned   on   him;   a  wildcat。    〃We     ain't!   Not    me!    We     ain't!
  I'm not agoin' back to the farm。〃
  But   Ben   Westerveld   was   master   again   in   his   own   house。        〃You're
  goin'   back;   Bella;〃   he   said   quietly;   〃an'   things   are   goin'   to   be   different。
  You're goin' to run the house the way I say; or I'll know why。                 If you can't
  do it; I'll get them in that can。        An' me and Dike; we're goin' back to our
  wheat and our apples and our hogs。               Ye