第 22 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2022-11-28 19:12      字数:9322
  They moved to Chicago in the early spring。                The look that had been
  on Ben Westerveld's face when he drove Dike to the train that carried him
  to    camp     was    stamped     there    againindelibly      this  time;    it  seemed。
  Calhoun County in the spring has much the beauty of California。                       There
  is a peculiar golden light about it; and the hills are a purplish haze。                 Ben
  Westerveld;      walking     down    his  path   to  the   gate;  was    more    poignantly
  dramatic than   any  figure in a   rural   play。       He   did not   turn   to   look   back;
  though; as they do in a play。         He dared not。
  They   rented   a   flat   in   Englewood;   Chicago;   a   block   from   Minnie's。
  Bella was almost amiable these days。              She took to city life as though the
  past   thirty   years   had   never   been。   White   kid   shoes;   delicatessen   stores;
  the movies; the haggling with peddlers; the crowds; the crashing noise; the
  cramped;   unnatural   mode   of   livingnecessitated   by  a   four…room  flatall
  these urban adjuncts seemed as natural to her as though she had been bred
  in the midst of them。
  She    and    Minnie    used    to  spend    whole     days   in  useless    shopping。
  Theirs was a respectable neighborhood of well…paid artisans; bookkeepers;
  and   small   shopkeepers。       The   women   did   their   own   housework   in   drab
  garments and soiled boudoir caps that hid a multitude of unkempt heads。
  They   seemed   to   find   a   great   deal   of   time   for   amiable;   empty   gabbling
  From   seven   to   four   you   might   see   a   pair   of   boudoir   caps   leaning   from
  opposite   bedroom   windows;   conversing   across   back   porches;   pausing   in
  the   task   of   sweeping   front   steps;   standing   at   a   street   corner;   laden   with
  grocery bundles。        Minnie wasted hours in what she called 〃running over
  to Ma's for a minute。〃        The two quarreled a great deal; being so nearly of
  a   nature。   But   the   very   qualities   that   combated   each   other   seemed;   by
  some strange chemical process; to bring them together as well。
  〃I'm going downtown today to do a little shopping;〃 Minnie would say。
  〃Do you want to come along; Ma?〃
  〃What you got to get?〃
  〃Oh; I thought I'd look at a couple little dresses for Pearlie。〃
  〃When I was your age I made every stitch you wore。〃
  〃Yeh; I bet they looked like it; too。           This ain't the farm。        I got all I
  can do to tend to the house; without sewing。〃
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  〃I did it。   I did the housework and the sewin' and cookin'; an' besides…
  …〃
  〃A swell lot of housekeepin' you did。          You don't need to tell me。〃
  The    bickering    grew    to  a  quarrel。    But    in  the  end   they   took   the
  downtown   el   together。      You   saw   them;   flushed   of   face;   with   twitching
  fingers; indulging in a sort of orgy of dime spending in the five…and…ten…
  cent store on the wrong side of State Street。
  They pawed over bolts of cheap lace and bits of stuff in the stifling air
  of the crowded place。         They would buy a sack of salted peanuts from the
  great mound in the glass case; or a bag of the greasy pink candy piled in
  profusion on the counter; and this they would munch as they went。
  They   came   home   late;   fagged   and   irritable;   and   supplemented   their
  hurried dinner with hastily bought food from the near…by delicatessen。
  Thus ran the life of ease for Ben Westerveld; retired farmer。                And so
  now he lay impatiently in bed; rubbing a nervous forefinger over the edge
  of the sheet and saying to himself that; well; here was another day。                What
  day was it?      L'see now。       Yesterday wasyesterday。          A little feeling of
  panic came   over him。        He   couldn't remember   what yesterday  had   been。
  He   counted   back   laboriously   and   decided   that   today   must   be   Thursday。
  Not that it made any difference。
  They had lived in the city almost   a year now。             But   the city had not
  digested   Ben。     He   was   a   leathery   morsel   that   could   not   be   assimilated。
  There he  stuck in   Chicago's   crop;  contributing nothing;  gaining nothing。
  A rube in a comic collar ambling aimlessly about Halsted Street or State
  downtown。 You saw him conversing hungrily with the gritty and taciturn
  Swede   who   was   janitor   for   the   block   of   red…brick   flats。  Ben   used   to
  follow him around pathetically; engaging him in the talk of the day。                  Ben
  knew no men except the surly Gus; Minnie's husband。                 Gus; the firebrand;
  thought Ben hardly worthy of his contempt。               If Ben thought; sometimes;
  of the respect with which he had always been greeted when he clumped
  down the main street of Commercialif he thought of how the farmers for
  miles   around   had   come   to   him   for   expert   advice   and   opinionhe   said
  nothing。
  Sometimes the janitor graciously allowed Ben to attend to the furnace
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  of the building in which he lived。          He took out ashes; shoveled coal。           He
  tinkered   and   rattled   and   shook   things。     You   heard   him   shoveling   and
  scraping down there; and smelled the acrid odor of his pipe。                  It gave him
  something to do。        He would emerge sooty and almost happy。
  〃You been monkeying with that furnace again!〃                  Bella would scold。
  〃If you want something to do; why don't you plant a garden in the back
  yard and grow something?            You was crazy about it on the farm。〃
  His face flushed a slow; dull red at that。           He could not explain to her
  that he lost no dignity in his own eyes in fussing about an inadequate little
  furnace; but that self…respect would not allow him to stoop to gardening
  he who had reigned over six hundred acres of bountiful soil。
  On winter afternoons you saw him sometimes at the movies; whiling
  away one of his many idle hours in the dim; close…smelling atmosphere of
  the    place。   Tokyo      and   Rome     and   Gallipoli    came    to   him。    He    saw
  beautiful     tiger…women      twining    fair;  false  arms    about   the  stalwart    but
  yielding     forms   of   young    men    with   cleft  chins。   He    was    only   mildly
  interested。     He talked to anyone who would talk to him; though he was
  naturally a shy man。        He talked to the barber; the grocer; the druggist; the
  streetcar conductor; the milkman; the iceman。               But the price of wheat did
  not interest these gentlemen。          They did not know that the price of wheat
  was the most vital topic of conversation in the world。
  〃Well;   now;〃   he   would   say;   〃you   take   this   year's   wheat   crop;   with
  about 917;000;000 bushels of wheat harvested; why; that's what's going to
  win the war!      Yes; sirree!     No wheat; no winning; that's what I say。〃
  〃Ya…as;  it   is!〃 the   city   men   would scoff。    But   the   queer   part of   it   is
  that Farmer Ben was right。
  Minnie got into the habit of using him as a sort of nursemaid。                It gave
  her many hours of freedom for gadding and gossiping。
  〃Pa; will you look after Pearlie for a little while this morning?                I got
  to   run   downtown   to   match   something   and   she   gets   so   tired   and   mean…
  acting if I take her along。       Ma's going with me。〃
  He   loved   the   feel   of   Pearlie's   small;   velvet…soft   hand   in   his   big   fist。
  He    called   her   〃little  feller;〃  and  fed   her  forbidden     dainties。   His    big
  brown   fingers   were   miraculously   deft   at   buttoning   and   unbuttoning   her
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  tiny garments; and wiping her soft lips; and performing a hundred tender
  offices。    He was playing a sort of game with himself; pretending this was
  Dike     become     a  baby    again。    Once     the   pair   managed     to   get  over   to
  Lincoln   Park;   where   they   spent   a   glorious   day   looking   at   the   animals;
  eating popcorn; and riding on the miniature railway。
  They returned; tired; dusty; and happy; to a double tirade。
  Bella engaged in a great deal of what she called worrying about Dike。
  Ben spoke of him seldom; but the boy was always present in his thoughts。
  They   had   written   him   of   thei