第 20 节
作者:寻找山吹      更新:2022-11-28 19:12      字数:9322
  appealed      to   all  that  was    masculine      in  him。     Bella;    the   experienced;
  clinging to   him;  felt   herself swept   from  head   to   foot   by  a   queer   electric
  tingling   that   was   very   pleasant   but   that   still   had   in   it   something   of   the
  sensation of a wholesale bumping of one's crazy bone。                       If she had been
  anything but a stupid little flirt; she would have realized that here was a
  specimen of the virile male with which she could not trifle。                    She glanced
  up at him now; smiling faintly。            〃My; I was scared!〃          She stepped away
  from him a littlevery little。
  〃Aw; he wouldn't hurt a flea。〃
  But Bella looked over her shoulder fearfully to where Dunder stood by
  the roadside; regarding Ben with a look of uncertainty。                    He still thought
  that perhaps this was a new game。              Not a game that he cared for; but still
  one to be played if his master fancied it。             Ben stooped; picked up a stone;
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  and threw it at Dunder; striking him in the flank。
  〃Go    on   home!〃    he   commanded       sternly。  〃Go     home!〃     He    started
  toward the dog   with a   well…feigned   gesture of   menace。          Dunder;   with   a
  low howl; put his tail between his legs and loped off home; a disillusioned
  dog。
  Bella stood looking up at Ben。         Ben looked down at her。         〃You're the
  new teacher; ain't you?〃
  〃Yes。    I guess you must think I'm a fool; going on like a baby about
  that dog。〃
  〃Most   girls   would   be   scared   of   him  if   they  didn't   know   he   wouldn't
  hurt nobody。      He's pretty big。〃
  He paused a moment; awkwardly。             〃My name's Ben Westerveld。〃
  〃Pleased     to  meet   you;〃   said  Bella。   〃Which      way    was   you   going?
  There's a dog down at Tietjens' that's enough to scare anybody。                He looks
  like a pony; he's so big。〃
  〃I   forgot   something   at   the   school   this   afternoon;   and   I   was   walking
  over to get it。〃     Which was a lie。        〃I hope it won't get dark before I get
  there。    You were going the other way; weren't you?〃
  〃Oh; I wasn't going no place in particular。          I'll be pleased to keep you
  company   down   to   the   school   and   back。〃     He   was   surprised   at   his   own
  sudden masterfulness。
  They   set   off   together;   chatting   as   freely   as   if   they   had   known   one
  another for years。      Ben had been on his way to the Byers farm; as usual。
  The Byers farm and Emma Byers passed out of his mind as completely as
  if they had been whisked away on a magic rug。
  Bella Huckins had never meant to marry him。              She hated farm life。
  She    was   contemptuous      of   farmer   folk。   She    loathed   cooking     and
  drudgery。     The Huckinses lived above the saloon in Commercial and Mrs。
  Huckins was   always   boiling   ham  and tongue  and   cooking pigs'  feet   and
  shredding cabbage for slaw; all these edibles being destined for the free…
  lunch counter downstairs。          Bella had early  made up her mind that there
  should be no boiling and stewing and frying in her life。                 Whenever she
  could find an excuse she loitered about the saloon。              There she found life
  and talk and color。       Old Red Front Huckins used to chase her away; but
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  she always turned up again; somehow; with a dish for the lunch counter or
  with an armful of clean towels。
  Ben Westerveld never said clearly to himself; 〃I want to marry Bella。〃
  He never dared meet the thought。             He intended honestly to marry Emma
  Byers。     But this thing was too strong for him。            As for Bella; she laughed
  at him; but she was scared; too。          They both fought the thing; she selfishly;
  he    unselfishly;   for   the  Byers    girl;  with   her   clear;  calm    eyes   and   her
  dependable   ways;   was   heavy   on   his   heart。      Ben's   appeal   for   Bella   was
  merely  that   of   the   magnetic   male。     She  never   once  thought   of   his   finer
  qualities。    Her appeal for him was that of the frail and alluring woman。
  But    in   the   end   they   married。     The     neighborhood       was    rocked    with
  surprise。
  Usually in a courtship it is the male who assumes the bright colors of
  pretense   in   order   to   attract   a   mate。 But   Ben   Westerveld   had   been   too
  honest to be anything but himself。            He was so honest and fundamentally
  truthful that he refused at first to allow himself to believe that this slovenly
  shrew was the fragile and exquisite creature he had married。                   He had the
  habit   of   personal   cleanliness;   had   Ben;   in   a   day   when   tubbing   was   a
  ceremony       in  an   environment       that  made     bodily   nicety    difficult。   He
  discovered   that   Bella   almost   never   washed   and   that   her   appearance   of
  fragrant immaculateness; when dressed; was due to a natural clearness of
  skin   and   eye;   and   to   the   way  her   blond   hair   swept away  in   a   clean   line
  from her forehead。         For the rest; she was a slattern; with a vocabulary of
  invective that would have been a credit to any of the habitues of old Red
  Front Huckins' bar。
  They     had   three   children;    a  girl  and    two   boys。    Ben     Westerveld
  prospered   in   spite   of   his   wife。  As   the   years   went   on   he   added   eighty
  acres here; eighty acres there; until his land swept down to the very banks
  of the Mississippi。        There is no doubt that she hindered him greatly; but
  he   was   too   expert   a   farmer   to   fail。 At   threshing   time   the   crew   looked
  forward to working for Ben; the farmer; and dreaded the meals prepared
  by Bella; his wife。       She was notoriously the worst cook and housekeeper
  in the county。      And all through the years; in trouble and in happiness; her
  plaint was the same 〃If I'd thought I was going to stick down on a farm
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  all my life; slavin' for a pack of menfolks day and night; I'd rather have
  died。    Might as well be dead as rottin' here。〃
  Her   schoolteacher   English   had   early   reverted。     Her   speech   was   as
  slovenly  as   her dress。     She   grew   stout;  too;   and   unwieldy;  and   her   skin
  coarsened from lack of care and from overeating。               And in her children's
  ears she continually dinned a hatred of farm life and farming。                〃You can
  get away from it;〃 she counseled her daughter; Minnie。                〃Don't you be a
  rube like your pa;〃 she cautioned John; the older boy。             And they profited
  by   her   ad…   vice。 Minnie   went   to   work   in   Commercial   when   she   was
  seventeen; an overdeveloped girl with an inordinate love of cheap finery。
  At twenty; she married an artisan; a surly fellow with roving tendencies。
  They moved from town to town。             He never stuck long at one job。          John;
  the older boy; was as much his mother's son as Minnie was her mother's
  daughter。     Restless; dissatisfied; emptyheaded; he was the despair of his
  father。    He drove the farm horses as if they were racers; lashing them up
  hill   and  down     dale。   He    was   forever   lounging    off  to  the   village  or
  wheedling   his   mother   for   money   to   take   him   to   Commercial。      It   was
  before the day of the ubiquitous automobile。            Given one of those present
  adjuncts to farm life; John would have ended his career much earlier。                 As
  it was; they found him lying by the roadside at dawn one morning after the
  horses had trotted into the yard with the wreck of the buggy bumping the
  road behind them。        He had stolen the horses out of the barn after the help
  was asleep; had led them stealthily down the road; and then had whirled
  off to a rendezvous of his own in town。             The fall from the buggy might
  not have hurt him; but evidently he had been dragged almost a mile before
  his battered body became somehow disentangled from the splintered wood
  and the reins。
  That horror might have served to bring Ben Westerveld and his wife
  together; but it did not。      It only increased her bitterness and her hatred of
  the locality and the life。
  〃I   hope   you're   good    an'  satisfied   now;〃    she  repeated    in  endless
  reproach。 〃I hope you're good