第 28 节
作者:乐乐陶陶      更新:2022-11-23 12:11      字数:9322
  would go about to rob any one of such a thing as that?  It is
  a prize that only a fool would think of taking。  Besides; the
  young man parted with it of his own free will。  He bargained
  with me cleverly。  I promised him wealth and pleasure and
  fame。  What did he give in return?  An empty name; which was
  a burden〃
  〃Servant of demons; be still!〃  The voice of John rang
  clear; like a trumpet; through the hall。  〃There is a name
  which none shall dare to take in vain。  There is a name which
  none can lose without being lost。  There is a name at which
  the devils tremble。  Go quickly; before I speak it!〃
  Marcion shrank into the shadow of one of the pillars。  A
  lamp near him tottered on its pedestal and fell with a crash。  In
  the confusion he vanished; as noiselessly as a shade。
  John turned to Hermas; and his tone softened as he said:
  〃My son; you have sinned deeper than you know。  The word with
  which you parted so lightly is the keyword of all life。
  Without it the world has no meaning; existence no peace; death
  no refuge。  It is the word that purifies love; and comforts
  grief; and keeps hope alive forever。  It is the most precious
  word that ever ear has heard; or mind has known; or heart has
  conceived。  It is the name of Him who has given us life and
  breath and all things richly to enjoy; the name of Him who;
  though we may forget Him; never forgets us; the name of Him
  who pities us as you pity your suffering child; the name of
  Him who; though we wander far from Him; seeks us in the
  wilderness; and sent His Son; even as His Son has sent me this
  night; to breathe again that forgotten name in the heart that
  is perishing without it。  Listen; my son; listen with all your
  soul to the blessed name of God our Father。〃
  The cold agony in the breast of Hermas dissolved like a
  fragment of ice that melts in the summer sea。  A sense of sweet
  release spread through him from head to foot。  The lost was
  found。  The dew of peace fell on his parched soul; and the
  withering flower of human love raised its head again。  He stood
  upright; and lifted his hands high toward heaven。
  〃Out of the depths have I cried unto Thee; O Lord!  O my
  God; be merciful to me; for my soul trusteth in Thee。  My God;
  Thou hast given; take not Thy gift away from me; O my God!
  Spare the life of this my child; O Thou God; my Father; my
  Father!〃
  A deep hush followed the cry。  〃Listen!〃 whispered
  Athenais; breathlessly。
  Was it an echo?  It could not be; for it came againthe
  voice of the child; clear and low; waking from sleep; and
  calling:  〃Father!〃
  THE FIRST CHRISTMAS…TREE
  I
  The day before Christmas; in the year of our Lord 722。
  Broad snow…meadows glistening white along the banks of the
  river Moselle; steep hill…sides blooming with mystic
  forget…me…not where the glow of the setting sun cast long
  shadows down their eastern slope; an arch of clearest; deepest
  gentian bending overhead; in the centre of the aerial garden
  the walls of the cloister of Pfalzel; steel…blue to the east;
  violet to the west; silence over all;a gentle; eager;
  conscious stillness; diffused through the air; as if earth and
  sky were hushing themselves to hear the voice of the river
  faintly murmuring down the valley。
  In the cloister; too; there was silence at the sunset
  hour。  All day long there had been a strange and joyful stir
  among the nuns。  A breeze of curiosity and excitement had
  swept along the corridors and through every quiet cell。  A famous
  visitor had come to the convent。
  It was Winfried of England; whose name in the Roman tongue
  was Boniface; and whom men called the Apostle of Germany。  A
  great preacher; a wonderful scholar; but; more than all; a
  daring traveller; a venturesome pilgrim; a priest of romance。
  He had left his home and his fair estate in Wessex; he
  would not stay in the rich monastery of Nutescelle; even
  though they had chosen him as the abbot; he had refused a
  bishopric at the court of King Karl。  Nothing would content
  him but to go out into the wild woods and preach to the
  heathen。
  Through the forests of Hesse and Thuringia; and along the
  borders of Saxony; he had wandered for years; with a handful
  of companions; sleeping under the trees; crossing mountains
  and marshes; now here; now there; never satisfied with ease
  and comfort; always in love with hardship and danger。
  What a man he was!  Fair and slight; but straight as a
  spear and strong as an oaken staff。 His face was still young; the
  smooth skin was bronzed by wind and sun。  His gray eyes; clean
  and kind; flashed like fire when he spoke of his adventures; and
  of the evil deeds of the false priests with whom he contended。
  What tales he had told that day!  Not of miracles wrought
  by sacred relics; not of courts and councils and splendid
  cathedrals; though he knew much of these things。  But to…day
  he had spoken of long journeyings by sea and land; of perils
  by fire and flood; of wolves and bears; and fierce snowstorms;
  and black nights in the lonely forest; of dark altars of
  heathen gods; and weird; bloody sacrifices; and narrow escapes
  from murderous bands of wandering savages。
  The little novices had gathered around him; and their
  faces had grown pale and their eyes bright as they listened
  with parted lips; entranced in admiration; twining their arms
  about one another's shoulders and holding closely together;
  half in fear; half in delight。  The older nuns had turned from
  their tasks and paused; in passing by; to bear the pilgrim's
  story。  Too well they knew the truth of what he spoke。  Many a
  one among them had seen the smoke rising from the ruins of her
  father's roof。  Many a one had a brother far away in the wild
  country to whom her heart went out night and day; wondering if he
  were still among the living。
  But now the excitements of that wonderful day were over;
  the hour of the evening meal had come; the inmates of the
  cloister were assembled in the refectory。
  On the dais sat the stately Abbess Addula; daughter of
  King Dagobert; looking a princess indeed; in her purple tunic;
  with the hood and cuffs of her long white robe trimmed with
  ermine; and a snowy veil resting like a crown on her silver
  hair。  At her right hand was the honoured guest; and at her
  left hand her grandson; the young Prince Gregor; a big; manly
  boy; just returned from school。
  The long; shadowy hall; with its dark…brown rafters and
  beams; the double row of nuns; with their pure veils and fair
  faces; the ruddy glow of the slanting sunbeams striking upward
  through the tops of the windows and painting a pink glow
  high up on the walls;it was all as beautiful as a picture;
  and as silent。  For this was the rule of the cloister; that at
  the table all should sit in stillness for a little while; and
  then one should read aloud; while the rest listened。
  〃It is the turn of my grandson to read to…day;〃 said the
  abbess to Winfried; 〃we shall see how much he has learned in
  the school。  Read; Gregor; the place in the book is marked。〃
  The lad rose from his seat and turned the pages of the
  manuscript。  It was a copy of Jerome's version of the
  Scriptures in Latin; and the marked place was in the letter of
  St。 Paul to the Ephesians;the passage where he describes the
  preparation of the Christian as a warrior arming for battle。
  The young voice rang out clearly; rolling the sonorous words;
  without slip or stumbling; to the end of the chapter。
  Winfried listened smiling。  〃That was bravely read; my
  son;〃 said he; as the reader paused。  〃Understandest thou what
  thou readest?〃
  〃Surely; father;〃 answered the boy; 〃it was taught me by
  the masters at Treves; and we have read this epistle from
  beginning to end; so that I almost know it by heart。〃
  Then he began to repeat the passage; turning away from the
  page as if to show his skill。
  But Winfried stopped him with a friendly lifting of the
  hand。
  〃Not so; my son; that was not my meaning。  When we pray;
  we speak to God。  When we read; God speaks to us。  I ask
  whether thou hast heard what He has said to thee in the common
  speech。  Come; give us again the message of the warrior and
  his armour and his battle; in the mother…tongue; so that all
  can understand it。〃
  The boy hesitated; blushed; stammered; then he came around
  to Winfried's seat; bringing the book。  〃Take the book; my
  father;〃 he cried; 〃and read it for me。  I cannot see the
  meaning plain; though I love the sound of the words。  Religion
  I know; and the doctrines of our faith; and the life of
  priests and nuns in the cloister; for which my grandmother
  designs me; though it likes me little。  And fighting I know;
  and the life of warriors and heroes; for I have read of it in
  Virgil and the ancients; and heard a bit from the soldiers at
  Treves; and I would fain taste more of it; for it likes me much。
  But how the two lives fit together; or what need there is of
  armour for a clerk in holy orders; I can never see。  Tell me the
  meaning; for if there is a man in all the world that knows it;
  I am sure it is thou。〃
  So Winfried took the book and closed it; clasping the
  boy's hand with his own。
  〃Let us first dismiss the others to their vespers said he;
  〃lest they should be weary。〃
  A sign