第 27 节
作者:乐乐陶陶      更新:2022-11-23 12:11      字数:9322
  summit of life had been attained; the highest possible point
  of felicity。  Henceforward the course could only be at a
  levelperhaps downward。  It might be brief; at the best it
  could not be very long。  It was madness to lose a day; an
  hour。  That would be the only fatal mistake: to forfeit
  anything of the bargain that he had made。 He would have it; and
  hold it; and enjoy it all to the full。  The world might have
  nothing better to give than it had already given; but surely it
  had many things that were new; and Marcion should help him to
  find them。
  Under his learned counsel the House of the Golden Pillars
  took on a new magnificence。  Artists were brought from Corinth
  and Rome and Alexandria to adorn it with splendour。  Its fame
  glittered around the world。  Banquets of incredible luxury
  drew the most celebrated guests into its triclinium; and
  filled them with envious admiration。  The bees swarmed and
  buzzed about the golden hive。  The human insects; gorgeous
  moths of pleasure and greedy flies of appetite; parasites and
  flatterers and crowds of inquisitive idlers; danced and
  fluttered in the dazzling light that surrounded Hermas。
  Everything that he touched prospered。  He bought a tract
  of land in the Caucasus; and emeralds were discovered among
  the mountains。  He sent a fleet of wheat…ships to Italy; and
  the price of grain doubled while it was on the way。  He sought
  political favour with the emperor; and was rewarded with the
  governorship of the city。  His name was a word to conjure with。
  The beauty of Athenais lost nothing with the passing
  seasons; but grew more perfect; even under the inexplicable
  shade of dissatisfaction that sometimes veiled it。  〃Fair as
  the wife of Hermas〃 was a proverb in Antioch; and soon men
  began to add to it; 〃Beautiful as the son of Hermas〃; for the
  child developed swiftly in that favouring clime。  At nine
  years of age he was straight and strong; firm of limb and
  clear of eye。  His brown head was on a level with his father's
  heart。  He was the jewel of the House of the Golden Pillars;
  the pride of Hermas; the new Fortunatus。
  That year another drop of success fell into his brimming
  cup。  His black Numidian horses; which he had been training
  for the world…renowned chariot…races of Antioch; won the
  victory over a score of rivals。  Hermas received the prize
  carelessly from the judge's hands; and turned to drive once
  more around the circus; to show himself to the people。  He
  lifted the eager boy into the chariot beside him to share his
  triumph。
  Here; indeed; was the glory of his lifethis matchless
  son; his brighter counterpart carved in breathing ivory;
  touching his arm; and balancing himself proudly on the swaying
  floor of the chariot。  As the horses pranced around the ring;
  a great shout of applause filled the amphitheatre; and
  thousands of spectators waved their salutations of praise:
  〃Hail; fortunate Hermas; master of success!  Hail; little
  Hermas; prince of good luck!〃
  The; sudden tempest of acclamation; the swift fluttering
  of innumerable garments in the air; startled the horses。  They
  dashed violently forward; and plunged upon the bits。  The left
  rein broke。  They swerved to the right; swinging the chariot
  sideways with a grating noise; and dashing it against the
  stone parapet of the arena。  In an instant the wheel was
  shattered。  The axle struck the ground; and the chariot was
  dragged onward; rocking and staggering。
  By a strenuous effort Hermas kept his place on the frail
  platform; clinging to the unbroken rein。  But the boy was
  tossed lightly from his side at the first shock。  His head struck
  the wall。  And when Hermas turned to look for him; he was lying
  like a broken flower on the sand。
  VI
  They carried the boy in a litter to the House of the Golden
  Pillars; summoning the most skilful physician of Antioch to
  attend him。  For hours the child was as quiet as death。
  Hermas watched the white eyelids; folded close like lily…buds
  at night; even as one watches for the morning。  At last they
  opened; but the fire of fever was burning in the eyes; and the
  lips were moving in a wild delirium。
  Hour after hour that sweet childish voice rang through the
  halls and chambers of the splendid; helpless house; now rising
  in shrill calls of distress and senseless laughter; now
  sinking in weariness and dull moaning。  The stars shone and
  faded; the sun rose and set; the roses bloomed and fell in the
  garden; the birds sang and slept among the jasmine…bowers。
  But in the heart of Hermas there was no song; no bloom; no
  lightonly speechless anguish; and a certain fearful looking…for
  of desolation。
  He was like a man in a nightmare。  He saw the shapeless
  terror that was moving toward him; but he was impotent to stay
  or to escape it。  He had done all that he could。  There was
  nothing left but to wait。
  He paced to and fro; now hurrying to the boy's bed as if
  he could not bear to be away from it; now turning back as if
  he could not endure to be near it。  The people of the house;
  even Athenais; feared to speak to him; there was something so
  vacant and desperate in his face。
  At nightfall on the second of those eternal days he shut
  himself in the library。  The unfilled lamp had gone out;
  leaving a trail of smoke in the air。  The sprigs of mignonette
  and rosemary; with which the room was sprinkled every day;
  were unrenewed; and scented the gloom with close odours of
  decay。  A costly manuscript of Theocritus was tumbled in
  disorder on the floor。  Hermas sank into a chair like a man in
  whom the very spring of being is broken。  Through the darkness
  some one drew near。  He did not even lift his head。  A hand
  touched him; a soft arm was laid over his shoulders。  It was
  Athenais; kneeling beside him and speaking very low:
  〃Hermasit is almost overthe child!  His voice grows
  weaker hour by hour。  He moans and calls for some one to help
  him; then he laughs。  It breaks my heart。  He has just fallen
  asleep。  The moon is rising now。  Unless a change comes he
  cannot last till sunrise。  Is there nothing we can do?  Is
  there no power that can save him?  Is there no one to pity us
  and spare us?  Let us call; let us beg for compassion and
  help; let us pray for his life!〃
  Yes; this was what he wantedthis was the only thing that
  could bring relief: to pray; to pour out his sorrow somewhere;
  to find a greater strength than his own and cling to it and
  plead for mercy and help。  To leave this undone was to be
  false to his manhood; it was to be no better than the dumb
  beasts when their young perish。  How could he let his boy
  suffer and die; without an effort; a cry; a prayer?
  He sank on his knees beside Athenais。
  〃Out of the depthsout of the depths we call for pity。
  The; light of our eyes is fadingthe child is dying。  Oh; the
  child; the child!  Spare the child's life; thou merciful〃
  Not a word; only that deathly blank。  The hands of Hermas;
  stretched out in supplication; touched the marble table。  He
  felt the cool hardness of the polished stone beneath his
  fingers。  A roll of papyrus; dislodged by his touch; fell
  rustling to the floor。  Through the open door; faint and far
  off; came the footsteps of the servants; moving cautiously。
  The heart of Hermas was like a lump of ice in his bosom。  He
  rose slowly to his feet; lifting Athenais with him。
  〃It is in vain;〃 he said; 〃there is nothing for us to do。
  Long ago I knew something。  I think it would have helped us。
  But I have forgotten it。  It is all gone。  But I would give
  all that I have; if I could bring it back again now; at this
  hour; in this time of our bitter trouble。〃
  A slave entered the room while he was speaking; and
  approached hesitatingly。
  〃Master;〃 he said; 〃John of Antioch; whom we were
  forbidden to admit to the house; has come again。  He would
  take no denial。  Even now he waits in the peristyle; and the
  old man Marcion is with him; seeking to turn him away。〃
  〃Come;〃 said Hermas to his wife; 〃let us go to him。〃
  In the central hall the two men were standing; Marcion;
  with disdainful eyes and sneering lips; taunting the unbidden
  guest; John; silent; quiet; patient; while the wondering
  slaves looked on in dismay。  He lifted his searching gaze to
  the haggard face of Hermas。
  〃My son; I knew that I should see you again; even though
  you did not send for me。  I have come to you because I have
  heard that you are in trouble。〃
  〃It is true;〃 answered Hermas; passionately; 〃we are in
  trouble; desperate trouble; trouble accursed。  Our child is
  dying。  We are poor; we are destitute; we are afflicted。  In
  all this house; in all the world; there is no one that can
  help us。  I knew something long ago; when I was with you;a
  word; a name;in which we might have found hope。  But I have
  lost it。  I gave it to this man。  He has taken it away from me
  forever。〃
  He pointed to Marcion。  The old man's lips curled
  scornfully。  〃A word; a name!〃 he sneered。  〃What is that; O
  most wise man and holy Presbyter?  A thing of air; a thing
  that men make to describe their own dreams and fancies。  Who
  would go about to rob any one of such a thing as that?  It is
  a prize that only a fool would think of taking。  Besides; the
  young man pa