第 31 节
作者:淋雨      更新:2022-11-23 12:09      字数:9321
  everything for you that could give you pleasure? have I not
  devoted myself to your tulip?〃
  〃You are bitter; Rosa; you reproach me with the only
  unalloyed pleasure which I have had in this world。〃
  〃I reproach you with nothing; Mynheer Cornelius; except;
  perhaps; with the intense grief which I felt when people
  came to tell me at the Buytenhof that you were about to be
  put to death。〃
  〃You are displeased; Rosa; my sweet girl; with my loving
  flowers。〃
  〃I am not displeased with your loving them; Mynheer
  Cornelius; only it makes me sad to think that you love them
  better than you do me。〃
  〃Oh; my dear; dear Rosa! look how my hands tremble; look at
  my pale cheek; hear how my heart beats。 It is for you; my
  love; not for the black tulip。 Destroy the bulb; destroy the
  germ of that flower; extinguish the gentle light of that
  innocent and delightful dream; to which I have accustomed
  myself; but love me; Rosa; love me; for I feel deeply that I
  love but you。〃
  〃Yes; after the black tulip;〃 sighed Rosa; who at last no
  longer coyly withdrew her warm hands from the grating; as
  Cornelius most affectionately kissed them。
  〃Above and before everything in this world; Rosa。〃
  〃May I believe you?〃
  〃As you believe in your own existence。〃
  〃Well; then; be it so; but loving me does not bind you too
  much。〃
  〃Unfortunately; it does not bind me more than I am bound;
  but it binds you; Rosa; you。〃
  〃To what?〃
  〃First of all; not to marry。〃
  She smiled。
  〃That's your way;〃 she said; 〃you are tyrants all of you。
  You worship a certain beauty; you think of nothing but her。
  Then you are condemned to death; and whilst walking to the
  scaffold; you devote to her your last sigh; and now you
  expect poor me to sacrifice to you all my dreams and my
  happiness。〃
  〃But who is the beauty you are talking of; Rosa?〃 said
  Cornelius; trying in vain to remember a woman to whom Rosa
  might possibly be alluding。
  〃The dark beauty with a slender waist; small feet; and a
  noble head; in short; I am speaking of your flower。〃
  Cornelius smiled。
  〃That is an imaginary lady love; at all events; whereas;
  without counting that amorous Jacob; you by your own account
  are surrounded with all sorts of swains eager to make love
  to you。 Do you remember Rosa; what you told me of the
  students; officers; and clerks of the Hague? Are there no
  clerks; officers; or students at Loewestein?〃
  〃Indeed there are; and lots of them。〃
  〃Who write letters?〃
  〃They do write。〃
  〃And now; as you know how to read  〃
  Here Cornelius heaved a sigh at the thought; that; poor
  captive as he was; to him alone Rosa owed the faculty of
  reading the love…letters which she received。
  〃As to that;〃 said Rosa; 〃I think that in reading the notes
  addressed to me; and passing the different swains in review
  who send them to me; I am only following your instructions。〃
  〃How so? My instructions?〃
  〃Indeed; your instructions; sir;〃 said Rosa; sighing in her
  turn; 〃have you forgotten the will written by your hand on
  the Bible of Cornelius de Witt? I have not forgotten it; for
  now; as I know how to read; I read it every day over and
  over again。 In that will you bid me to love and marry a
  handsome young man of twenty…six or eight years。 I am on the
  look…out for that young man; and as the whole of my day is
  taken up with your tulip; you must needs leave me the
  evenings to find him。〃
  〃But; Rosa; the will was made in the expectation of death;
  and; thanks to Heaven; I am still alive。〃
  〃Well; then; I shall not be after the handsome young man;
  and I shall come to see you。〃
  〃That's it; Rosa; come! come!〃
  〃Under one condition。〃
  〃Granted beforehand!〃
  〃That the black tulip shall not be mentioned for the next
  three days。〃
  〃It shall never be mentioned any more; if you wish it;
  Rosa。〃
  〃No; no;〃 the damsel said; laughing; 〃I will not ask for
  impossibilities。〃
  And; saying this; she brought her fresh cheek; as if
  unconsciously; so near the iron grating; that Cornelius was
  able to touch it with his lips。
  Rosa uttered a little scream; which; however; was full of
  love; and disappeared。
  Chapter 21
  The Second Bulb
  The night was a happy one; and the whole of the next day
  happier still。
  During the last few days; the prison had been heavy; dark;
  and lowering; as it were; with all its weight on the
  unfortunate captive。 Its walls were black; its air chilling;
  the iron bars seemed to exclude every ray of light。
  But when Cornelius awoke next morning; a beam of the morning
  sun was playing about those iron bars; pigeons were hovering
  about with outspread wings; whilst others were lovingly
  cooing on the roof or near the still closed window。
  Cornelius ran to that window and opened it; it seemed to him
  as if new life; and joy; and liberty itself were entering
  with this sunbeam into his cell; which; so dreary of late;
  was now cheered and irradiated by the light of love。
  When Gryphus; therefore; came to see his prisoner in the
  morning; he no longer found him morose and lying in bed; but
  standing at the window; and singing a little ditty。
  〃Halloa!〃 exclaimed the jailer。
  〃How are you this morning?〃 asked Cornelius。
  Gryphus looked at him with a scowl。
  〃And how is the dog; and Master Jacob; and our pretty Rosa?〃
  Gryphus ground his teeth; saying。
  〃Here is your breakfast。〃
  〃Thank you; friend Cerberus;〃 said the prisoner; 〃you are
  just in time; I am very hungry。〃
  〃Oh! you are hungry; are you?〃 said Gryphus。
  〃And why not?〃 asked Van Baerle。
  〃The conspiracy seems to thrive;〃 remarked Gryphus。
  〃What conspiracy?〃
  〃Very well; I know what I know; Master Scholar; just be
  quiet; we shall be on our guard。〃
  〃Be on your guard; friend Gryphus; be on your guard as long
  as you please; my conspiracy; as well as my person; is
  entirely at your service。〃
  〃We'll see that at noon。〃
  Saying this; Gryphus went out。
  〃At noon?〃 repeated Cornelius; 〃what does that mean? Well;
  let us wait until the clock strikes twelve; and we shall
  see。〃
  It was very easy for Cornelius to wait for twelve at midday;
  as he was already waiting for nine at night。
  It struck twelve; and there were heard on the staircase not
  only the steps of Gryphus; but also those of three or four
  soldiers; who were coming up with him。
  The door opened。 Gryphus entered; led his men in; and shut
  the door after them。
  〃There; now search!〃
  They searched not only the pockets of Cornelius; but even
  his person; yet they found nothing。
  They then searched the sheets; the mattress; and the straw
  mattress of his bed; and again they found nothing。
  Now; Cornelius rejoiced that he had not taken the third
  sucker under his own care。 Gryphus would have been sure to
  ferret it out in the search; and would then have treated it
  as he did the first。
  And certainly never did prisoner look with greater
  complacency at a search made in his cell than Cornelius。
  Gryphus retired with the pencil and the two or three leaves
  of white paper which Rosa had given to Van Baerle; this was
  the only trophy brought back from the expedition。
  At six Gryphus came back again; but alone; Cornelius tried
  to propitiate him; but Gryphus growled; showed a large tooth
  like a tusk; which he had in the corner of his mouth; and
  went out backwards; like a man who is afraid of being
  attacked from behind。
  Cornelius burst out laughing; to which Gryphus answered
  through the grating;
  〃Let him laugh that wins。〃
  The winner that day was Cornelius; Rosa came at nine。
  She was without a lantern。 She needed no longer a light; as
  she could now read。 Moreover; the light might betray her; as
  Jacob was dogging her steps more than ever。 And lastly; the
  light would have shown her blushes。
  Of what did the young people speak that evening? Of those
  matters of which lovers speak at the house doors in France;
  or from a balcony into the street in Spain; or down from a
  terrace into a garden in the East。
  They spoke of those things which give wings to the hours;
  they spoke of everything except the black tulip。
  At last; when the clock struck ten; they parted as usual。
  Cornelius was happy; as thoroughly happy as a tulip…fancier
  would be to whom one has not spoken of his tulip。
  He found Rosa pretty; good; graceful; and charming。
  But why did Rosa object to the tulip being spoken of?
  This was indeed a great defect in Rosa。
  Cornelius confessed to himself; sighing; that woman was not
  perfect。
  Part of the night he thought of this imperfection; that is
  to say; so long as he was awake he thought of Rosa。
  After having fallen asleep; he dreamed of her。
  But the Rosa of his dreams was by far more perfect than the
  Rosa of real life。 Not only did the Rosa of his dreams speak
  of the tulip; but also brought to him a black one in a china
  vase。
  Cornelius then awoke; trembling with joy; and muttering;
  〃Rosa; Rosa; I love you。〃
  And as it was already day; he thought it right not to fall
  asleep again; and he continued following up