第 3 节
作者:漂亮格子      更新:2022-08-26 22:13      字数:9322
  her。  She seemed the only sensible person in the
  town; and he would congratulate himself frankly
  before her face on having secured such a level…
  headed wife for his son。  The rest of the town; he
  confided to her once; in a fit of temper; was certainly
  queer。  The way they looked at youthe way they
  talked to you!  He had never got on with any one
  in the place。  Didn't like the people。  He would
  not have left his own country if it had not been
  clear that his son had taken a fancy to Colebrook。
  She humoured him in silence; listening patiently
  by the fence; crocheting with downcast eyes。
  Blushes came with difficulty on her dead…white
  complexion; under the negligently twisted opu…
  lence of mahogany…coloured hair。  Her father was
  frankly carroty。
  She had a full figure; a tired; unrefreshed face。
  When Captain Hagberd vaunted the necessity and
  propriety of a home and the delights of one's own
  fireside; she smiled a little; with her lips only。  Her
  home delights had been confined to the nursing of
  her father during the ten best years of her life。
  A bestial roaring coming out of an upstairs win…
  dow would interrupt their talk。  She would begin
  at once to roll up her crochet…work or fold her sew…
  ing; without the slightest sign of haste。  Mean…
  while the howls and roars of her name would go on;
  making the fishermen strolling upon the sea…wall
  on the other side of the road turn their heads to…
  wards the cottages。  She would go in slowly at the
  front door; and a moment afterwards there would
  fall a profound silence。  Presently she would re…
  appear; leading by the hand a man; gross and un…
  wieldy like a hippopotamus; with a bad…tempered;
  surly face。
  He was a widowed boat…builder; whom blindness
  had overtaken years before in the full flush of busi…
  ness。  He behaved to his daughter as if she had
  been responsible for its incurable character。  He
  had been heard to bellow at the top of his voice;
  as if to defy Heaven; that he did not care: he had
  made enough money to have ham and eggs for his
  breakfast every morning。  He thanked God for it;
  in a fiendish tone as though he were cursing。
  Captain Hagberd had been so unfavourably im…
  pressed by his tenant; that once he told Miss Bes…
  sie; 〃He is a very extravagant fellow; my dear。〃
  She was knitting that day; finishing a pair of
  socks for her father; who expected her to keep up
  the supply dutifully。  She hated knitting; and; as
  she was just at the heel part; she had to keep her
  eyes on her needles。
  〃Of course it isn't as if he had a son to provide
  for;〃 Captain Hagberd went on a little vacantly。
  〃Girls; of course; don't require so muchh'm
  h'm。  They don't run away from home; my dear。〃
  〃No;〃 said Miss Bessie; quietly。
  Captain Hagberd; amongst the mounds of
  turned…up earth; chuckled。  With his maritime rig;
  his weather…beaten face; his beard of Father Nep…
  tune; he resembled a deposed sea…god who had ex…
  changed the trident for the spade。
  〃And he must look upon you as already pro…
  vided for; in a manner。  That's the best of it with
  the girls。  The husbands 。 。 。〃  He winked。  Miss
  Bessie; absorbed in her knitting; coloured faintly。
  〃Bessie! my hat!〃 old Carvil bellowed out sud…
  denly。  He had been sitting under the tree mute
  and motionless; like an idol of some remarkably
  monstrous superstition。  He never opened his
  mouth but to howl for her; at her; sometimes about
  her; and then he did not moderate the terms of his
  abuse。  Her system was never to answer him at all;
  and he kept up his shouting till he got attended to
  till she shook him by the arm; or thrust the
  mouthpiece of his pipe between his teeth。  He was
  one of the few blind people who smoke。  When he
  felt the hat being put on his head he stopped his
  noise at once。  Then he rose; and they passed to…
  gether through the gate。
  He weighed heavily on her arm。  During their
  slow; toilful walks she appeared to be dragging
  with her for a penance the burden of that infirm
  bulk。  Usually they crossed the road at once (the
  cottages stood in the fields near the harbour; two
  hundred yards away from the end of the street);
  and for a long; long time they would remain in
  view; ascending imperceptibly the flight of wooden
  steps that led to the top of the sea…wall。  It ran
  on from east to west; shutting out the Channel like
  a neglected railway embankment; on which no train
  had ever rolled within memory of man。  Groups
  of sturdy fishermen would emerge upon the sky;
  walk along for a bit; and sink without haste。  Their
  brown nets; like the cobwebs of gigantic spiders;
  lay on the shabby grass of the slope; and; looking
  up from the end of the street; the people of the
  town would recognise the two Carvils by the creep…
  ing slowness of their gait。  Captain Hagberd; pot…
  tering aimlessly about his cottages; would raise his
  head to see how they got on in their promenade。
  He advertised still in the Sunday papers for
  Harry Hagberd。  These sheets were read in for…
  eign parts to the end of the world; he informed Bes…
  sie。  At the same time he seemed to think that his
  son was in Englandso near to Colebrook that he
  would of course turn up 〃to…morrow。〃  Bessie;
  without committing herself to that opinion in so
  many words; argued that in that case the expense
  of advertising was unnecessary; Captain Hagberd
  had better spend that weekly half…crown on him…
  self。  She declared she did not know what he lived
  on。  Her argumentation would puzzle him and cast
  him down for a time。  〃They all do it;〃 he pointed
  out。  There was a whole column devoted to appeals
  after missing relatives。  He would bring the news…
  paper to show her。  He and his wife had advertised
  for years; only she was an impatient woman。  The
  news from Colebrook had arrived the very day after
  her funeral; if she had not been so impatient she
  might have been here now; with no more than one
  day more to wait。  〃You are not an impatient
  woman; my dear。〃
  〃I've no patience with you sometimes;〃 she
  would say。
  If he still advertised for his son he did not offer
  rewards for information any more; for; with the
  muddled lucidity of a mental derangement he had
  reasoned himself into a conviction as clear as day…
  light that he had already attained all that could be
  expected in that way。  What more could he want?
  Colebrook was the place; and there was no need to
  ask for more。  Miss Carvil praised him for his good
  sense; and he was soothed by the part she took in
  his hope; which had become his delusion; in that
  idea which blinded his mind to truth and probabil…
  ity; just as the other old man in the other cottage
  had been made blind; by another disease; to the
  light and beauty of the world。
  But anything he could interpret as a doubt
  any coldness of assent; or even a simple inattention
  to the development of his projects of a home with
  his returned son and his son's wifewould irritate
  him into flings and jerks and wicked side glances。
  He would dash his spade into the ground and walk
  to and fro before it。  Miss Bessie called it his tan…
  trums。  She shook her finger at him。  Then; when
  she came out again; after he had parted with her
  in anger; he would watch out of the corner of his
  eyes for the least sign of encouragement to ap…
  proach the iron railings and resume his fatherly
  and patronising relations。
  For all their intimacy; which had lasted some
  years now; they had never talked without a fence
  or a railing between them。  He described to her all
  the splendours accumulated for the setting…up of
  their housekeeping; but had never invited her to an
  inspection。  No human eye was to behold them till
  Harry had his first look。  In fact; nobody had ever
  been inside his cottage; he did his own housework;
  and he guarded his son's privilege so jealously that
  the small objects of domestic use he bought some…
  times in the town were smuggled rapidly across the
  front garden under his canvas coat。  Then; coming
  out; he would remark apologetically; 〃It was only
  a small kettle; my dear。〃
  And; if not too tired with her drudgery; or wor…
  ried beyond endurance by her father; she woul