第 13 节
作者:左思右想      更新:2022-08-26 22:12      字数:9321
  misfortunes were then half forgotten; his mind considering;
  not without regret; this unsentimental return to his old
  love。
  He was thus engaged; when that bustling woman noiselessly re…
  entered。
  'Have you eaten?' said she。  'Then tell me all about it。'
  It was a long and (as the reader knows) a pitiful story; but
  Flora heard it with compressed lips。  She was lost in none of
  those questionings of human destiny that have; from time to
  time; arrested the flight of my own pen; for women; such as
  she; are no philosophers; and behold the concrete only。  And
  women; such as she; are very hard on the imperfect man。
  'Very well;' said she; when he had done; 'then down upon your
  knees at once; and beg God's forgiveness。'
  And the great baby plumped upon his knees; and did as he was
  bid; and none the worse for that!  But while he was heartily
  enough requesting forgiveness on general principles; the
  rational side of him distinguished; and wondered if; perhaps;
  the apology were not due upon the other part。  And when he
  rose again from that becoming exercise; he first eyed the
  face of his old love doubtfully; and then; taking heart;
  uttered his protest。
  'I must say; Flora;' said he; 'in all this business; I can
  see very little fault of mine。'
  'If you had written home;' replied the lady; 'there would
  have been none of it。  If you had even gone to Murrayfield
  reasonably sober; you would never have slept there; and the
  worst would not have happened。  Besides; the whole thing
  began years ago。  You got into trouble; and when your father;
  honest man; was disappointed; you took the pet; or got
  afraid; and ran away from punishment。  Well; you've had your
  own way of it; John; and I don't suppose you like it。'
  'I sometimes fancy I'm not much better than a fool;' sighed
  John。
  'My dear John;' said she; 'not much!'
  He looked at her; and his eye fell。  A certain anger rose
  within him; here was a Flora he disowned; she was hard; she
  was of a set colour; a settled; mature; undecorative manner;
  plain of speech; plain of habit … he had come near saying;
  plain of face。  And this changeling called herself by the
  same name as the many…coloured; clinging maid of yore; she of
  the frequent laughter; and the many sighs; and the kind;
  stolen glances。  And to make all worse; she took the upper
  hand with him; which (as John well knew) was not the true
  relation of the sexes。  He steeled his heart against this
  sick…nurse。
  'And how do you come to be here?' he asked。
  She told him how she had nursed her father in his long
  illness; and when he died; and she was left alone; had taken
  to nurse others; partly from habit; partly to be of some
  service in the world; partly; it might be; for amusement。
  'There's no accounting for taste;' said she。  And she told
  him how she went largely to the houses of old friends; as the
  need arose; and how she was thus doubly welcome as an old
  friend first; and then as an experienced nurse; to whom
  doctors would confide the gravest cases。
  'And; indeed; it's a mere farce my being here for poor
  Maria;' she continued; 'but your father takes her ailments to
  heart; and I cannot always be refusing him。  We are great
  friends; your father and I; he was very kind to me long ago …
  ten years ago。
  A strange stir came in John's heart。  All this while had he
  been thinking only of himself?  All this while; why had he
  not written to Flora?  In penitential tenderness; he took her
  hand; and; to his awe and trouble; it remained in his;
  compliant。  A voice told him this was Flora; after all … told
  him so quietly; yet with a thrill of singing。
  'And you never married?' said he。
  'No; John; I never married;' she replied。
  The hall clock striking two recalled them to the sense of
  time。
  'And now;' said she; 'you have been fed and warmed; and I
  have heard your story; and now it's high time to call your
  brother。'
  'Oh!' cried John; chap…fallen; 'do you think that absolutely
  necessary?'
  'I can't keep you here; I am a stranger;' said she。  'Do you
  want to run away again?  I thought you had enough of that。'
  He bowed his head under the reproof。  She despised him; he
  reflected; as he sat once more alone; a monstrous thing for a
  woman to despise a man; and strangest of all; she seemed to
  like him。  Would his brother despise him; too?  And would his
  brother like him?
  And presently the brother appeared; under Flora's escort;
  and; standing afar off beside the doorway; eyed the hero of
  this tale。
  'So this is you?' he said; at length。
  'Yes; Alick; it's me … it's John;' replied the elder brother;
  feebly。
  'And how did you get in here?' inquired the younger。
  'Oh; I had my pass…key;' says John。
  'The deuce you had!' said Alexander。  'Ah; you lived in a
  better world!  There are no pass…keys going now。'
  'Well; father was always averse to them;' sighed John。  And
  the conversation then broke down; and the brothers looked
  askance at one another in silence。
  'Well; and what the devil are we to do?' said Alexander。  'I
  suppose if the authorities got wind of you; you would be
  taken up?'
  'It depends on whether they've found the body or not;'
  returned John。  'And then there's that cabman; to be sure!'
  'Oh; bother the body!' said Alexander。  'I mean about the
  other thing。  That's serious。'
  'Is that what my father spoke about?' asked John。  'I don't
  even know what it is。'
  'About your robbing your bank in California; of course;'
  replied Alexander。
  It was plain; from Flora's face; that this was the first she
  had heard of it; it was plainer still; from John's; that he
  was innocent。
  'I!' he exclaimed。  'I rob my bank!  My God!  Flora; this is
  too much; even you must allow that。'
  'Meaning you didn't?' asked Alexander。
  'I never robbed a soul in all my days;' cried John: 'except
  my father; if you call that robbery; and I brought him back
  the money in this room; and he wouldn't even take it!'
  'Look here; John;' said his brother; 'let us have no
  misunderstanding upon this。  Macewen saw my father; he told
  him a bank you had worked for in San Francisco was wiring
  over the habitable globe to have you collared … that it was
  supposed you had nailed thousands; and it was dead certain
  you had nailed three hundred。  So Macewen said; and I wish
  you would be careful how you answer。  I may tell you also;
  that your father paid the three hundred on the spot。'
  'Three hundred?' repeated John。  'Three hundred pounds; you
  mean?  That's fifteen hundred dollars。  Why; then; it's
  Kirkman!' he broke out。  'Thank Heaven!  I can explain all
  that。  I gave them to Kirkman to pay for me the night before
  I left … fifteen hundred dollars; and a letter to the
  manager。  What do they suppose I would steal fifteen hundred
  dollars for?  I'm rich; I struck it rich in stocks。  It's the
  silliest stuff I ever heard of。  All that's needful is to
  cable to the manager: Kirkman has the fifteen hundred … find
  Kirkman。  He was a fellow…clerk of mine; and a hard case; but
  to do him justice; I didn't think he was as hard as this。'
  'And what do you say to that; Alick?' asked Flora。
  'I say the cablegram shall go to…night!' cried Alexander;
  with energy。  'Answer prepaid; too。  If this can be cleared
  away … and upon my word I do believe it can … we shall all be
  able to hold up our heads again。  Here; you John; you stick
  down the address of your bank manager。  You; Flora; you can
  pack John into my bed; for which I have no further use to…
  night。  As for me; I am off to the post…office; and thence to
  the High Street about the dead body。  The police ought to
  know; you see; and they ought to know through John; and I can
  tell them some rigmarole about my brother being a man of
  highly nervous organisation; and the rest of it。  And then;
  I'll tell you what; John … did you notice the name upon the
  cab?'
  John gave the name of the driver; which; as I have not been
  able to command the vehicle; I here suppress。
  'Well;' resumed Alexander; 'I'll call round at their place
  before I come back; and pay your shot for you。  In that way;
  before breakfast…time; you'll be as good as new。'
  John murmured inarticulate thanks。  To see his brother thus
  energetic in his service moved him beyond expression; if he
  could not utter what he felt; he showed it legibly in his
  face; and Alexander read it there; and liked it the better in
  that dumb delivery。
  'But there's one thing;' said the latter; 'cablegrams are
  dear; and I dare say you remember enough of the governor to
  guess the state of my finances。'
  'The trouble is;' said John; 'that all my stamps are in that
  beastly house。'
  'All your what?' asked Alexander。
  'Stamps … money;' explained John。  'It's an American
  expression; I'm afraid I contracted one or two。'
  'I have some;'