第 91 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  you should fear me?〃
  Tom did not speak; but nestled up to him with more confidence。
  〃There! that's better!  Poor child! what he must have suffered!  He
  was not fit for the place!  I had thought him looking ill。  Little
  did I guess the cause。〃
  〃He says his head has ached ever since Sunday;〃 said Norman; 〃and I
  believe he has hardly eaten or slept properly since。〃
  〃He shall never be under their power again!  Thanks to you; Norman。
  Do you hear that; Tommy?〃
  The answer was hardly audible。  The little boy was already almost
  asleep; worn out with all he had undergone。  Norman began to clear
  the sofa; that they might lay him down; but his father would not hear
  of disturbing him; and; sending Norman away; sat still for more than
  an hour; until the child slowly awoke; and scarcely recalling what
  had happened; stood up between his father's knees; rubbing his eyes;
  and looking bewildered。
  〃You are better now; my boy?〃
  〃I thought you would be very angry;〃 slowly murmured Tom; as the past
  returned on him。
  〃Never; while you are sorry for your faults; and own them freely。〃
  〃I'm glad I did;〃 said the boy; still half asleep。  〃I did not know
  you would be so kind。〃
  〃Ah! Tom; I fear it was as much my fault as yours that you did not
  know it。  But; my dear; there is a pardon that can give you better
  peace than mine。〃
  〃I think;〃 muttered Tom; looking down〃I think I could say my
  prayers again now; if〃
  〃If what; my dear?〃
  〃If you would help me; as mamma used〃
  There could be but one response to this speech。
  Tom was still giddy and unwell; his whole frame affected by the
  troubles of the last week; and Dr。 May arranged him on the sofa; and
  desired him to be quiet; offering to send Mary to be his companion。
  Tom was languidly pleased; but renewed his entreaty; that his
  confession might be a secret from his sisters。  Dr。 May promised; and
  Mary; quite satisfied at being taken into favour; asked no questions;
  but spent the rest of the morning in playing at draughts with him;
  and in having inflicted on her the history of the Bloody Fire King's
  Ghosta work of Tom's imagination; which he was wont to extemporise;
  to the extreme terror of much enduring Mary。
  When Dr。 May had called Mary; he next summoned Norman; who found him
  in the hall; putting on his hat; and looking very stern and
  determined。
  〃Norman!〃 said he hastily; 〃don't say a wordit must be doneHoxton
  must hear of this。〃
  Norman's face expressed utter consternation。
  〃It is not your doing。  It is no concern of yours;〃 said Dr。 May;
  walking impetuously into the garden。  〃I find my boy ill; broken
  down; shatteredit is the usage of this crew of fellowswhat right
  have I to conceal itleave other people's sons to be so served?〃
  〃I believe they did so to Tom out of ill…will to me;〃 said Norman;
  〃and because they thought he had ratted。〃
  〃Hush! don't argue against it;〃 said Dr。 May; almost petulantly。  〃I
  have stood a great deal to oblige you; but I cannot stand this。  When
  it is a matter of corruption; base crueltyno; Norman; it is not
  rightnot another word!〃
  Norman's words had not been many; but he felt a conviction that; in
  spite of the dismay and pain to himself; Dr。 May ought to meet with
  submission to his judgment; and he acquiesced by silence。
  〃Don't you see;〃 continued the doctor; 〃if they act thus; when your
  back is turned; what is to happen next half?  'Tis not for Tom's
  sake; but how could we justify it to ourselves; to expose other boys
  to this usage?〃
  〃Yes;〃 said Norman; not without a sigh。  〃I suppose it must be。〃
  〃That is right;〃 said Dr。 May; as if much relieved。  〃I knew you must
  see it in that light。  I do not mean to abuse your confidence。〃
  〃No; indeed;〃 answered Norman warmly。
  〃But you see yourself; that where the welfare of so many is at stake;
  it would be wickednessyes; wickednessto be silent。  Could I see
  that little fellow prostrated; trembling in my arms; and think of
  those scamps inflicting the same on other helpless childrenaway
  from their homes!〃
  〃I see; I see!〃 said Norman; carried along by the indignation and
  tenderness that agitated his father's voice in his vehemence〃it is
  the only thing to be done。〃
  〃It would be sharing the guilt to hide it;〃 said Dr。 May。
  〃Very well;〃 said Norman; still reluctantly。  〃What do you wish me to
  do?  You see; as dux; I know nothing about it。  It happened while I
  was away。〃
  〃True; true;〃 said his father。  〃You have learned it as brother; not
  as senior boy。  Yes; we had better have you out of the matter。  It is
  I who complain of their usage of my son。〃
  〃Thank you;〃 said Norman; with gratitude。
  〃You have not told me the names of these fellows!  No; I had best not
  know them。〃
  〃I think it might make a difference;〃 hesitated Norman。
  〃No; no; I will not hear them。  It ought to make none。  The fact is
  the same; be they who they may。〃
  The doctor let himself out at the garden gate; and strode off at a
  rapid pace; conscious perhaps; in secret; that if he did not at once
  yield to the impulse of resentment; good nature would overpower the
  sense of justice。  His son returned to the house with a heavy sigh;
  yet honouring the generosity that had respected his scruples; when
  merely his own worldly loss was involved; but set them aside when the
  good of others was concerned。  By…and…by Dr。 May reappeared。  The
  head…master had been thoroughly roused to anger; and had begged at
  once to examine May junior; for whom his father was now come。
  Tom was quite unprepared for such formidable consequences of his
  confession; and began by piteous tears and sobs; and when these had;
  with some difficulty; been pacified; he proved to be really so unwell
  and exhausted; that his father could not take him to Minster Street;
  and was obliged to leave him to his brother's keeping; while he
  returned to the school。
  Upon this; Dr。 Hoxton came himself; and the sisters were extremely
  excited and alarmed by the intelligence that he was in the study with
  papa and Tom。
  Then away went the gentlemen; and Mary was again called to comfort
  Tom; who; broken down into the mere longing for sympathy; sobbed out
  all his troubles to her; while her eyes expanded more and more in
  horror; and her soft heart giving way; she cried quite as pitifully;
  and a great deal more loudly; and so the other sisters learned the
  whole; and Margaret was ready for her father when he came in; in the
  evening; harassed and sorrowful。  His anger was all gone now; and he
  was excessively grieved at finding that the ringleaders; Samuel
  Axworthy and Edward Anderson; could; in Dr。 Hoxton's opinion; receive
  no sentence but expulsion; which was to be pronounced on them on
  Monday。
  Sam Axworthy was the son of a low; uneducated man; and his best
  chance had been the going to this school; but he was of a surly;
  obstinate temper; and showed so little compunction; that even such
  superabundant kindness as Dr。 May's could not find compassion for
  him; especially since it had appeared that Tom had been by no means
  the only victim; and that he had often been the promoter of the like
  malpractices; which many boys were relieved to be forced to expose。
  For Edward Anderson; however; or rather for his mother; Dr。 May was
  very sorry; and had even interceded for his pardon; but Dr。 Hoxton;
  though slow to be roused; was far less placable than the other
  doctor; and would not hear of anything but the most rigorous justice。
  〃Poor Mrs。 Anderson; with her pride in her children!〃 Flora spoke it
  with a shade of contemptuous pity; but it made her father groan。
  〃I shall never be able to look in her face again!  I shall never see
  that boy without feeling that I have ruined him!〃
  〃He needed nobody to do that for him;〃 said Flora。
  〃With every disadvantage!〃 continued Dr。 May; 〃unable even to
  remember his father!  Why could I not be more patient and
  forbearing?〃
  〃Oh; papa!〃 was the general cryNorman's voice giving decision to
  the sisters' exclamation。
  〃Perhaps;〃 said Margaret; 〃the shock may be the best thing for him。〃
  〃Right; Margaret;〃 said her father。  〃Sometimes such a thing is the
  first that shows what a course of evil really is。〃
  〃They are an affectionate family too;〃 said Margaret; 〃and his
  mother's grief may have an effect on him。〃
  〃If she does not treat him as an injured hero;〃 said Flora; besides;
  I see no reason for regret。  These are but two; and the school is not
  to be sacrificed to them。〃
  〃Yes; 〃said Norman; 〃I believe that Ashe will be able to keep much
  better order without Axworthy。  It is much better as it is; but Harry
  will be very sorry to hear it; and I wish this half was over。〃
  Poor Mrs。 Anderson! her shower of notes rent the heart of the one
  doctor; but were tossed carelessly aside by the other。  On that
  Sunday; Norman held various conversations with his probable
  successor; Ashe; a gentle; well…disposed boy; hitherto in much dread
  of the post of authority; but owning that; in Axworthy's absence; the
  task would be comparatively easy; and that Anderson would probably
  originate far less mischief。
  Edward Anderson himself fell in Norman's way in the street; and was
  shrinking aside; when a word; of not unfriendly g