第 90 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:40      字数:9322
  and he was the more uneasy when; on Saturday morning; no calls from
  Mary availed to find the little boy; and bring him to the usual
  reading and Catechism。
  Margaret decided that they must begin without him; and poor Mary's
  verse was read; in consequence; with a most dolorous tone。  As soon
  as the books were shut; she ran off; and a few words passed among the
  elder ones about the truantFlora opining that the Andersons had led
  him away; Ethel suggesting that his gloom must arise from his not
  being well; and Margaret looking wistfully at Norman; and saying she
  feared they had judged much amiss last spring。  Norman heard in
  silence; and walked thoughtfully into the garden。  Presently he
  caught Mary's voice in expostulation: 〃How could you not come to
  read?〃
  〃Girls' work!〃 growled another voice; out of sight。
  〃But Norman; and Richard; and Harry; always come to the reading。
  Everybody ought。〃
  Norman; who was going round the shrubs that concealed the speakers
  from him; here lost their voices; but; as he emerged in front of the
  old tool…house; he heard a little scream from Mary; and; at the same
  moment; she darted back; and fell over a heap of cabbage…stumps in
  front of the old tool…house。  It was no small surprise to her to be
  raised by him; and tenderly asked whether she were hurt。  She was not
  hurt; but she could not speak without crying; and when Norman begged
  to hear what was the matter; and where Tom was; she would only plead
  for himthat he did not intend to hurt her; and that she had been
  teasing him。  What had he done to frighten her?  Oh! he had only run
  at her with a hoe; because she was troublesome; she did not mind it;
  and Norman must notand she clung to him as if to keep him back;
  while he pursued his researches in the tool…house; where; nearly
  concealed by a great bushel…basket; lurked Master Thomas; crouching
  down; with a volume of Gil Bias in his hand。
  〃You here; Tom!  What have you hidden yourself here for?  What can
  make you so savage to Mary?〃
  〃She should not bother me;〃 said Tom sulkily。
  Norman sent Mary away; pacifying her by promises that he would not
  revenge her quarrel upon Tom; and then; turning the basket upside
  down; and perching himself astride on it; he began: 〃That is the
  kindest; most forgiving little sister I ever did see。  What possesses
  you to treat her so ill?〃
  〃I wasn't going to hurt her。〃
  〃But why drive her away?  Why don't you come to read?〃  No answer;
  and Norman; for a moment; felt as if Tom were really hopelessly ill…
  conditioned and sullen; but he persevered in restraining his desire
  to cuff the ill…humour out of him; and continued; 〃Come! there's
  something wrong; and you will never be better till it is out。  Tell
  medon't be afraid。  Those fellows have been at you again?〃
  He took Tom by the arm to draw him nearer; but a cry and start of
  pain were the result。  〃So they have licked you?  Eh?  What have they
  been doing?〃
  〃They said they would spiflicate me if I told!〃 sighed Tom。
  〃They shall never do anything to you;〃 and; by…and…by; a sobbing
  confession was drawn forth; muttered at intervals; as low as if Tom
  expected the strings of onions to hear and betray him to his foes。
  Looking on him as a deserter; these town…boys had taken advantage of
  his brother's absence to heap on him every misery they could inflict。
  There had been a wager between Edward Anderson and Sam Axworthy as to
  what Tom could be made to do; and his personal timidity made him a
  miserable victim; not merely beaten and bruised; but forced to
  transgress every rule of right and wrong that had been enforced on
  his conscience。  On Sunday; they had profited by the absence of their
  dux to have a jollification at a little public…house; not far from
  the playing…fields; and here had Tom been dragged in; forced to
  partake with them; and frightened with threats that he had treated
  them all; and was liable to pay the whole bill; which; of course; he
  firmly believed; as well as that he should be at least half murdered
  if he gave his father any suspicion that the whole had not been
  consumed by himself。  Now; though poor Tom's conscience had lost many
  scruples during the last spring; the offence; into which he had been
  forced; was too heinous to a child brought up as he had been to be
  palliated even in his own eyes。  The profanation of Sunday; and the
  carousal in a public…house; had combined to fill him with a sense of
  shame and degradation; which was the real cause that he felt himself
  unworthy to come and read with his sisters。  His grief and misery
  were extreme; and Norman's indignation was such as could find no
  utterance。  He sat silent; quivering with anger; and clenching his
  fingers over the handle of the hoe。
  〃I knew it!〃 sighed Tom。  〃None of you will ever speak to me again!〃
  〃You!  Why; August; man; I have better hopes of you than ever。  You
  are more really sorry now than ever you were before。〃
  〃I had never been at the Green Man before;〃 said poor Tom; feeling
  his future life stained。
  〃You never will again!〃
  〃When you are gone〃and the poor victim's voice died away。
  〃Tom; you will not stay after me。  It is settled that when I go to
  Balliol; you leave Stoneborough; and go to Mr。 Wilmot as pupil。
  Those scamps shall never have you in their clutches again。〃
  It did not produce the ecstasy Norman had expected。  The boy still
  sat on the ground; staring at his brother; as if the good news hardly
  penetrated the gloom; and; after a disappointing silence; recurred to
  the most immediate cause of distress:  〃Eight shillings and tenpence
  halfpenny!  Norman; if you would only lend it to me; you shall have
  all my tin till I have made it upsixpence a week; and half…a…crown
  on New Year's Day。〃
  〃I am not going to pay Mr。 Axworthy's reckoning;〃 said Norman; rather
  angrily。  〃You will never be better till you have told my father the
  whole。〃
  〃Do you think they will send in the bill to my father?〃 asked Tom; in
  alarm。
  〃No; indeed! that is the last thing they will do;〃 said Norman; 〃but
  I would not have you come to him only for such a sneaking reason。〃
  〃But the girls would hear it。  Oh; if I thought Mary and Margaret
  would ever hear itNorman; I can't〃
  Norman assured him that there was not the slightest reason that these
  passages should ever come to the knowledge of his sisters。  Tom was
  excessively afraid of his father; but he could not well be more
  wretched than he was already; and he was brought to assent when
  Norman showed him that he had never been happy since the affair of
  the blotting…paper; when his father's looks and tones had become
  objects of dread to his guilty conscience。  Was not the only means of
  recovering a place in papa's esteem to treat him with confidence?
  Tom answered not; and would only shudder when his brother took upon
  him to declare that free confession would gain pardon even for the
  doings at the Green Man。
  Tom had grown stupefied and passive; and his sole dependence was on
  Norman; so; at last; he made no opposition when his brother offered
  to conduct him to his father and speak for him。  The danger now was
  that Dr。 May should not be forthcoming; and the elder brother was as
  much relieved; as the younger was dismayed; to see; through the
  drawing…room window; that he was standing beside Margaret。
  〃Papa; can you come and speak to me;〃 said Norman; 〃at the door?〃
  〃Coming!  What now?〃 said the doctor; entering the hall。  〃What; Tom;
  my boy; what is it?〃 as he saw the poor child; white; cold; almost
  sick with apprehension; with every pulse throbbing; and looking
  positively ill。  He took the chilly; damp hand; which shook
  nervously; and would fain have withdrawn itself。
  〃Come; my dear; let us see what is amiss;〃 and before Tom knew what
  he was doing; he had seated him on his knee; in the arm…chair in the
  study; and was feeling his pulse。  〃There; rest your head!  Has it
  not been aching all day?〃
  〃I do not think he is ill;〃 said Norman; 〃but there is something he
  thinks I had better tell you。〃
  Tom would fain have been on his feet; yet the support of that
  shoulder was inexpressibly comfortable to his aching temples; and he
  could not but wait for the shock of being roughly shaken and put
  down。  So; as his brother related what had occurred; he crouched and
  trembled more and more on his father's breast; till; to his surprise;
  he found the other arm passed round him in support; drawing him more
  tenderly close。
  〃My poor little fellow!〃 said Dr。 May; trying to look into the
  drooping face; 〃I grieve to have exposed you to such usage as this!
  I little thought it of Stoneborough fellows!〃
  〃He is very sorry;〃 said Norman; much distressed by the condition of
  the culprit。
  〃I see itI see it plainly;〃 said Dr。 May。  〃Tommy; my boy; why
  should you tremble when you are with me?〃
  〃He has; been in great dread of your being displeased。〃
  〃My boy; do you not know how I forgive you?〃  Tom clung round his
  neck; as if to steady himself。
  〃Oh; papa! I thought you would never〃
  〃Nay; you need never have thought so; my boy!  What have I done that
  you should fear me?〃
  Tom did not speak; but nestled up to him with more confidence。
  〃There! that's better!  Poor ch