第 7 节
作者:这就是结局      更新:2022-08-21 16:39      字数:9322
  as a boast。  He would scarcely have thus spoken to any one but
  Etheldred; to whom; as well as to himself; it seemed mere matter…of…
  fact。  The others had in the meantime halted at the top of the hill;
  and were looking back at the townthe great old Minster; raising its
  twin towers and long roof; close to the river; where rich green
  meadows spread over the valley; and the town rising irregularly on
  the slope above; plentifully interspersed with trees and gardens; and
  one green space on the banks of the river; speckled over with a flock
  of little black dots in rapid motion。
  〃Here you are!〃 exclaimed Flora。  〃I told them it was of no use to
  wait when you and Norman had begun a dissertation。〃
  〃Now; Mr。 Ernescliffe; I should like you to say;〃 cried Ethel; 〃which
  do you think is the best; the name of it; or the thing?〃  Her
  eloquence always broke down with any auditor but her brother; or;
  perhaps; Margaret。
  〃Ethel!〃 said Norman; 〃how is any one to understand you?  The
  argument is this: Ethel wants people to do great deeds; and be
  utterly careless of the fame of them; I say; that love of glory is a
  mighty spring。〃
  〃A mighty one!〃 said Alan: 〃but I think; as far as I understand the
  question; that Ethel has the best of it。〃
  〃I don't mean that people should not serve the cause first of all;〃
  said Norman; 〃but let them have their right place and due honour。〃
  〃They had better make up their minds to do without it;〃 said Alan。
  〃Remember
  〃The world knows nothing of its greatest men。〃
  〃Then it is a great shame;〃 said Norman。
  〃But do you think it right;〃 said Ethel; 〃to care for distinction?
  It is a great thing to earn it; but I don't think one should care for
  the outer glory。〃
  〃I believe it is a great temptation;〃 said Alan。  〃The being over…
  elated or over…depressed by success or failure in the eyes of the
  world; independently of the exertion we have used。〃
  〃You call it a temptation?〃 said Ethel。
  〃Decidedly so。〃
  〃But one can't live or get on without it;〃 said Norman。
  There they were cut short。  There was a plantation to be crossed;
  with a gate that would not open; and that seemed an effectual barrier
  against both Miss Winter and the donkey; until by persuasive
  eloquence and great gallantry; Mr。 Ernescliffe performed the
  wonderful feat of getting the former over the tall fence; while
  Norman conducted the donkey a long way round; undertaking to meet
  them at the other side of the plantation。
  The talk became desultory; as they proceeded for at least a mile
  along a cart…track through soft…tufted grass and heath and young fir…
  trees。  It ended in a broad open moor; stony; and full of damp boggy
  hollows; forlorn and desolate under the autumn sky。  Here they met
  Norman again; and walked on along a very rough and dirty road; the
  ground growing more decidedly into hills and valleys as they
  advanced; till they found themselves before a small; but very steep
  hillock; one side of which was cut away into a slate quarry。  Round
  this stood a colony of roughly…built huts; of mud; turf; or large
  blocks of the slate。  Many workmen were engaged in splitting up the
  slates; or loading wagons with them; rude wild…looking men; at the
  sight of whom the ladies shrank up to their protectors; but who
  seemed too busy even to spare time for staring at them。
  They were directed to John Taylor's house; a low mud cottage; very
  wretched looking; and apparently so smoky that Mr。 Ernescliffe and
  Norman were glad to remain outside and survey the quarry; while the
  ladies entered。
  Inside they found more cleanliness and neatness than they had
  expected; but there was a sad appearance of poverty; insufficient
  furniture; and the cups and broken tea…pot on the table; holding
  nothing but toast and water; as a substitute for their proper
  contents。  The poor woman was sitting by the fire with one twin on
  her lap; and the other on a chair by her side; and a larger child was
  in the corner by the fire; looking heavy and ill; while others of
  different ages lounged about listlessly。  She was not untidy; but
  very pale; and she spoke in a meek; subdued way; as if the ills of
  life were so heavy on her that she had no spirit even to complain。
  She thanked them for their gifts but languidly; and did not visibly
  brighten when told that her husband was better。
  Flora asked when the babes would be christened。
  〃I can't hardly tell; Miss'tis so far to go。〃
  〃I suppose none of the children can go to school?  I don't know their
  faces there;〃 said Flora; looking at a nice tall; smooth…haired girl
  of thirteen or fourteen。
  〃No; Miss'tis so far。  I am sorry they should not; for they always
  was used to it where we lived before; and my oldest girl she can work
  very nicely。  I wish I could get a little place for her。〃
  〃You would hardly know what to do without her;〃 said Miss Winter。
  〃No; ma'am; but she wants better food than I can give her; and it is
  a bad wild place for a girl to grow up。  It is not like what I was
  used to; ma'am; I was always used to keep to my school and to my
  churchbut it is a bad place to live in here。〃
  No one could deny it; and the party left the cottage gravely。  Alan
  and Norman joined them; having heard a grievous history of the
  lawlessness of the people from a foreman with whom they had met。
  There seemed to be no visible means of improvement。  The parish
  church was Stoneborough; and there the living was very poor; the
  tithes having been appropriated to the old Monastery; and since its
  dissolution having fallen into possession of a Body that never did
  anything for the town。  The incumbent; Mr。 Ramsden; had small means;
  and was not a high stamp of clergyman; seldom exerting himself; and
  leaving most of his parish work to the two under masters of the
  school; Mr。 Wilmot and Mr。 Harrison; who did all they had time and
  strength for; and more too; within the town itself。  There was no
  hope for Cocksmoor!
  〃There would be a worthy ambition!〃 said Etheldred; as they turned
  their steps homeward。  〃Let us propose that aim to ourselves; to
  build a church on Cocksmoor!〃
  〃How many years do you give us to do it in?〃 said Norman。
  〃Few or many; I don't care。  I'll never leave off thinking about it
  till it is done。〃
  〃It need not be long;〃 said Flora; 〃if one could get up a
  subscription。〃
  〃A penny subscription?〃 said Norman。  〃I'd rather have it my own
  doing。〃
  〃You agree then;〃 said Ethel; 〃do you; Mr。 Ernescliffe?〃
  〃I may safely do so;〃 he answered; smiling。  Miss Winter looked at
  Etheldred reprovingly; and she shrank into herself; drew apart; and
  indulged in a reverie。  She had heard in books of girls writing
  poetry; romance; historygaining fifties and hundreds。  Could not
  some of the myriads of fancies floating in her mind thus be made
  available?  She would compose; publish; earn moneysome day call
  papa; show him her hoard; beg him to take it; and; never owning
  whence it came; raise the building。  Spire and chancel; pinnacle and
  buttress; rose before her eyes; and she and Norman were standing in
  the porch with an orderly; religious population; blessing the unknown
  benefactor; who had caused the news of salvation to be heard among
  them。
  They were almost at home; when the sight of a crowd in the main
  street checked them。  Norman and Mr。 Ernescliffe went forward to
  discover the cause; and spoke to some one on the outskirtsthen Mr。
  Ernescliffe hurried back to the ladies。
  〃There's been an accident;〃 he said hastily〃you had better go down
  the lane and in by the garden。〃
  He was gone in an instant; and they obeyed in silence。  Whence came
  Ethel's certainty that the accident concerned themselves?  In an
  agony of apprehension; though without one outward sign of it; she
  walked home。  They were in the gardenall was apparently as usual;
  but no one was in sight。  Ethel had been first; but she held back;
  and let Miss Winter go forward into the house。  The front door was
  openservants were standing about in confusion; and one of the
  maids; looking dreadfully frightened; gave a cry; 〃Oh! MissMiss
  have you heard?〃
  〃Nowhat?  What has happened?  Not Mrs。 May〃 exclaimed Miss
  Winter。
  〃Oh; ma'am! it is all of them。  The carriage is overturned; and〃
  〃Who's hurt?  Mamma! papa!  Oh; tell me!〃 cried Flora。
  〃There's nurse;〃 and Ethel flew up to her。  〃What is it?  Oh; nurse!〃
  〃My poor; poor children;〃 said old nurse; passionately kissing Ethel。
  Harry and Mary were on the stairs behind her; clinging together。
  A stranger looked into the house; followed by Adams; the stableman。
  〃They are going to bring Miss May in;〃 some one said。
  Ethel could bear it no longer。  As if she could escape; she fled
  upstairs into her room; and; falling on her knees; hid her face on
  her bed。
  There were heavy steps in the house; then a sound of hasty feet
  coming up to her。  Norman dashed into the room; and threw himself on
  a chair。  He was ghastly pale; and shuddered all over。
  〃Oh; Norman; Norman; speak!  What is it?〃  He groaned; but could not
  speak; he rested his head against her; and gasped。 She was terribly
  frightened。  〃I'll call〃 and she would have gone; but he held her。
  〃Nonothey can't!〃  He was prevented from saying mor