第 2 节
作者:月寒      更新:2022-08-21 16:33      字数:9321
  they were not afraid to blaspheme God and talk atheistically; making
  a jest of my calling the plague the hand of God; mocking; and even
  laughing; at the word judgement; as if the providence of God had no
  concern in the inflicting such a desolating stroke; and that the people
  calling upon God as they saw the carts carrying away the dead bodies
  was all enthusiastic; absurd; and impertinent。
  I made them some reply; such as I thought proper; but which I found
  was so far from putting a check to their horrid way of speaking that it
  made them rail the more; so that I confess it filled me with horror and
  a kind of rage; and I came away; as I told them; lest the hand of that
  judgement which had visited the whole city should glorify His
  vengeance upon them; and all that were near them。
  They received all reproof with the utmost contempt; and made the
  greatest mockery that was possible for them to do at me; giving me all
  the opprobrious; insolent scoffs that they could think of for preaching
  to them; as they called it; which indeed grieved me; rather than angered me;
  and I went away; blessing God; however; in my mind that I had not spared them;
  though they had insulted me so much。
  They continued this wretched course three or four days after this;
  continually mocking and jeering at all that showed themselves
  religious or serious; or that were any way touched with the sense of
  the terrible judgement of God upon us; and I was informed they
  flouted in the same manner at the good people who; notwithstanding
  the contagion; met at the church; fasted; and prayed to God to remove
  His hand from them。
  I say; they continued this dreadful course three or four days … I think
  it was no more … when one of them; particularly he who asked the
  poor gentleman what he did out of his grave; was struck from Heaven
  with the plague; and died in a most deplorable manner; and; in a
  word; they were every one of them carried into the great pit which I
  have mentioned above; before it was quite filled up; which was not
  above a fortnight or thereabout。
  These men were guilty of many extravagances; such as one would
  think human nature should have trembled at the thoughts of at such a
  time of general terror as was then upon us; and particularly scoffing
  and mocking at everything which they happened to see that was
  religious among the people; especially at their thronging zealously to
  the place of public worship to implore mercy from Heaven in such a
  time of distress; and this tavern where they held their dub being
  within view of the church…door; they had the more particular occasion
  for their atheistical profane mirth。
  But this began to abate a little with them before the accident which I
  have related happened; for the infection increased so violently at this
  part of the town now; that people began to be afraid to come to the
  church; at least such numbers did not resort thither as was usual。
  Many of the clergymen likewise were dead; and others gone into the
  country; for it really required a steady courage and a strong faith for a
  man not only to venture being in town at such a time as this; but
  likewise to venture to come to church and perform the office of a
  minister to a congregation; of whom he had reason to believe many of
  them were actually infected with the plague; and to do this every day;
  or twice a day; as in some places was done。
  It is true the people showed an extraordinary zeal in these religious
  exercises; and as the church…doors were always open; people would go
  in single at all times; whether the minister was officiating or no; and
  locking themselves into separate pews; would be praying to God with
  great fervency and devotion。
  Others assembled at meeting…houses; every one as their different
  opinions in such things guided; but all were promiscuously the subject
  of these men's drollery; especially at the beginning of the visitation。
  It seems they had been checked for their open insulting religion in
  this manner by several good people of every persuasion; and that; and
  the violent raging of the infection; I suppose; was the occasion that
  they had abated much of their rudeness for some time before; and
  were only roused by the spirit of ribaldry and atheism at the clamour
  which was made when the gentleman was first brought in there; and
  perhaps were agitated by the same devil; when I took upon me to
  reprove them; though I did it at first with all the calmness; temper;
  and good manners that I could; which for a while they insulted me the
  more for thinking it had been in fear of their resentment; though
  afterwards they found the contrary。
  I went home; indeed; grieved and afflicted in my mind at the
  abominable wickedness of those men; not doubting; however; that
  they would be made dreadful examples of God's justice; for I looked
  upon this dismal time to be a particular season of Divine vengeance;
  and that God would on this occasion single out the proper objects of
  His displeasure in a more especial and remarkable manner than at
  another time; and that though I did believe that many good people
  would; and did; fall in the common calamity; and that it was no
  certain rule to ' judge of the eternal state of any one by their being
  distinguished in such a time of general destruction neither one way or
  other; yet; I say; it could not but seem reasonable to believe that God
  would not think fit to spare by His mercy such open declared enemies;
  that should insult His name and Being; defy His vengeance; and mock
  at His worship and worshippers at such a time; no; not though His
  mercy had thought fit to bear with and spare them at other times; that
  this was a day of visitation; a day of God's anger; and those words
  came into my thought; Jer。 v。 9: 'Shall I not visit for these things? saith
  the Lord: and shall not My soul be avenged of such a nation as this?'
  These things; I say; lay upon my mind; and I went home very much
  grieved and oppressed with the horror of these men's wickedness; and
  to think that anything could be so vile; so hardened; and notoriously
  wicked as to insult God; and His servants; and His worship in such a
  manner; and at such a time as this was; when He had; as it were; His
  sword drawn in His hand on purpose to take vengeance not on them
  only; but on the whole nation。
  I had; indeed; been in some passion at first with them … though it
  was really raised; not by any affront they had offered me personally;
  but by the horror their blaspheming tongues filled me with。  However;
  I was doubtful in my thoughts whether the resentment I retained was
  not all upon my own private account; for they had given me a great
  deal of ill language too … I mean personally; but after some pause; and
  having a weight of grief upon my mind; I retired myself as soon as I
  came home; for I slept not that night; and giving God most humble
  thanks for my preservation in the eminent danger I had been in; I set
  my mind seriously and with the utmost earnestness to pray for those
  desperate wretches; that God would pardon them; open their eyes; and
  effectually humble them。
  By this I not only did my duty; namely; to pray for those who
  despitefully used me; but I fully tried my own heart; to my fun
  satisfaction; that it was not filled with any spirit of resentment as they
  had offended me in particular; and I humbly recommend the method
  to all those that would know; or be certain; how to distinguish
  between their zeal for the honour of God and the effects of their
  private passions and resentment。
  But I must go back here to the particular incidents which occur to
  my thoughts of the time of the visitation; and particularly to the time
  of their shutting up houses in the first part of their sickness; for before
  the sickness was come to its height people had more room to make
  their observations than they had afterward; but when it was in the
  extremity there was no such thing as communication with one
  another; as before。
  During the shutting up of houses; as I have said; some violence was
  offered to the watchmen。  As to soldiers; there were none to be
  found。… the few guards which the king then had; which were nothing
  like the number entertained since; were dispersed; either at Oxford
  with the Court; or in quarters in the remoter parts of the country; small
  detachments excepted; who did duty at the Tower and at Whitehall;
  and these but very few。  Neither am I positive that there was any other
  guard at the Tower than the warders; as they called them; who stand at
  the gate with gowns and caps; the same as the yeomen of the guard;
  except the ordinary gunners; who were twenty…four; and the officers
  appointed to look after the magazine; who were called armourers。  As
  to trained bands; there was no possibility of raising any; neither; if the
  Lieutenancy; either of London or Middlesex; had ordered the drums to
  beat for the militia; would any of the companies; I believe;