第 130 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9320
  you forfeited your security; and I had to pay。 I am willing and
  anxious to let by…gones be by…gones; and to forget the past。
  〃It is in your power (if you are still at the Private Inquiry
  Office) to do me a great service。 I am in sore anxiety and
  trouble on the subject of a person in whom I am interested。 The
  person is a lady。 Please don't make game of me for confessing
  this; if you can help it。 If you knew what I am now suffering; I
  think you would be more inclined to pity than to make game of me。
  〃I would enter into particulars; only I know your quick temper;
  and I fear exhausting your patience。 Perhaps it may be enough to
  say that I have reason to believe the lady's past life has not
  been a very creditable one; and that I am interestedmore
  interested than words can tellin finding out what her life has
  really been; and in making the discovery within a fortnight from
  the present time。
  〃Though I know very little about the ways of business in an
  office like yours; I can understand that; without first having
  the lady's present address; nothing can be done to help me。
  Unfortunately; I am not yet acquainted with her present address。
  I only know that she went to town to…day; accompanied by a
  gentleman; in whose employment I now am; and who (as I believe)
  will be likely to write to me for money before many days more are
  over his head。
  〃Is this circumstance of a nature to help us? I venture to say
  'us;' because I count already; my dear boy; on your kind
  assistance and advice。 Don't let money stand between us; I have
  saved a little something; and it is all freely at your disposal。
  Pray; pray write to me by return of post! If you will only try
  your best to end the dreadful suspense under which I am now
  suffering; you will atone for all the grief and disappointment
  you caused me in times that are past; and you will confer an
  obligation that he will never forget on
  〃Your affectionate father;
  〃FELIX BASHWOOD。〃
  After waiting a little; to dry his eyes; Mr。 Bashwood added the
  date and address; and directed the letter to his son; at 〃The
  Private Inquiry Office; Shadyside Place; London。〃 That done; he
  went out at once; and posted his letter with his own hands。 It
  was then Monday; and; if the answer was sent by return of post;
  the answer would be received on Wednesday morning。
  The interval day; the Tuesday; was passed by Mr。 Bashwood in the
  steward's office at the great house。 He had a double motive for
  absorbing himself as deeply as might be in the various
  occupations connected with the management of the estate。 In the
  first place; employment helped him to control the devouring
  impatience with which he looked for the coming of the next day。
  In the second place; the more forward he was with the business of
  the office; the more free he would be to join his son in London;
  without attracting suspicion to himself by openly neglecting the
  interests placed under his charge。
  Toward the Tuesday afternoon; vague rumors of something wrong at
  the cottage found their way (through Major Milroy's servants) to
  the servants at the great house; and attempted ineffectually
  through this latter channel to engage the attention of Mr。
  Bashwood; impenetrably fixed on other things。 The major and Miss
  Neelie had been shut up together in mysterious conference; and
  Miss Neelie's appearance after the close of the interview plainly
  showed that she had been crying。 This had happened on the Monday
  afternoon; and on the next day (that present Tuesday) the major
  had startled the household by announcing briefly that his
  daughter wanted a change to the air of the seaside; and that he
  proposed taking her himself; by the next train; to Lowestoft。 The
  two had gone away together; both very serious and silent; but
  both; apparently; very good friends; for all that。 Opinions at
  the great house attributed this domestic revolution to the
  reports current on the subject of Allan and Miss Gwilt。 Opinions
  at the cottage rejected that solution of the difficulty; on
  practical grounds。 Miss Neelie had remained inaccessibly shut up
  in her own room; from the Monday afternoon to the Tuesday morning
  when her father took her away。 The major; during the same
  interval; had not been outside the door; and had spoken to nobody
  And Mrs。 Milroy; at the first attempt of her new attendant to
  inform her of the prevailing scandal in the town; had sealed the
  servant's lips by flying into one of her terrible passions the
  instant Miss Gwilt's name was mentioned。 Something must have
  happened; of course; to take Major Milroy and his daughter so
  suddenly from home; but that something was certainly not Mr。
  Armadale's scandalous elopement; in broad daylight; with Miss
  Gwilt。
  The afternoon passed; and the evening passed; and no other event
  happened but the purely private and personal event which had
  taken place at the cottage。 Nothing occurred (for nothing in the
  nature of things _could_ occur) to dissipate the delusion on
  which Miss Gwilt had countedthe delusion which all Thorpe
  Ambrose now shared with Mr。 Bashwood; that she had gone privately
  to London with Allan in the character of Allan's future wife。
  On the Wednesday morning; the postman; entering the street in
  which Mr。 Bashwood lived; was encountered by Mr。 Bashwood
  himself; so eager to know if there was a letter for him that he
  had come out without his hat。 There _was_ a letter for himthe
  letter that he longed for from his vagabond son。
  These were the terms in which Bashwood the younger answered his
  father's supplication for helpafter having previously ruined
  his father's prospects for life:
  〃Shadyside Place。 Tuesday; July 29th。
  〃MY DEAR DADWe have some little practice in dealing with
  mysteries at this office; but the mystery of your letter beats me
  altogether。 Are you speculating on the interesting hidden
  frailties of some charming woman? Or; after _your_ experience of
  matrimony; are you actually going to give me a stepmother at this
  time of day? Whichever it is; upon my life your letter interests
  me。
  〃I am not joking; mindthough the temptation is not an easy one
  to resist。 On the contrary; I have given you a quarter of an hour
  of my valuable time already。 The place you date from sounded
  somehow familiar to me。 I referred back to the memorandum book;
  and found that I was sent down to Thorpe Ambrose to make private
  inquiries not very long since。 My employer was a lively old lady;
  who was too sly to give us her right name and address。 As a
  matter of course; we set to work at once; and found out who she
  was。 Her name is Mrs。 Oldershaw; and; if you think of _her_ for
  my stepmother; I strongly recommend you to think again before you
  make her Mrs。 Bashwood。
  〃If it is not Mrs。 Oldershaw; then all I can do; so far; is to
  tell you how you may find out the unknown lady's address。 Come to
  town yourself as soon as you get the letter you expect from the
  gentleman who has gone away with her (I hope he is not a handsome
  young man; for your sake) and call here。 I will send somebody to
  help you in watching his hotel or lodgings; and if he
  communicates with the lady; or the lady with him; you may
  consider her address discovered from that moment。 Once let me
  identify her; and know where she is; and you shall see all her
  charming little secrets as plainly as you see the paper on which
  your affectionate son is now writing to you。
  〃A word more about the terms。 I am as willing as you are to be
  friends again; but; though I own you were out of pocket by me
  once; I can't afford to be out of pocket by you。 It must be
  understood that you are answerable for all the expenses of the
  inquiry。 We may have to employ some of the women attached to this
  office; if your lady is too wideawake or too nice…looking to be
  dealt with by a man。 There will be cab hire; and
  postage…stampsadmissions to public amusements; if she is
  inclined that wayshillings for pew…openers; if she is serious;
  and takes our people into churches to hear popular preachers; and
  so on。 My own professional services you shall have gratis; but I
  can't lose by you as well。 Only remember that; and you shall have
  your way。 By…gones shall be by…gones; and we will forget the
  past。
  〃Your affectionate son;
  〃JAMES BASHWOOD。〃
  In the ecstasy of seeing help placed at last within his reach;
  the father put his son's atrocious letter to his lips。 〃My good
  boy!〃 he murmured; tenderly〃my dear; good boy!〃
  He put the letter down; and fell into a new train of thought。 The
  next question to face was the serious question of time。 Mr。
  Pedgift had told him Miss Gwilt might be married in a fortnight。
  One day of the fourteen had passed already; and another was
  passing。 He beat his hand impatiently on the table at his side;
  wondering how soon the want of money would force Allan to write
  to him from London。 〃To…morrow?〃 he asked himself。 〃Or next day?〃
  The morrow passed; and nothing happened。 The next day came; and
  the letter arrived! It was on business; as he had anticipated; it
  asked for money; as he had anticipated; and there; at the end of
  it; in a postscript; was the address added; concluding with the
  words; 〃You may count on my staying here till further notice。〃