第 26 节
作者:负债赌博      更新:2022-07-12 16:19      字数:9321
  r for an hour。  For the fourth or fifth time the woman had talked to him with great earnestness and he could not make out what she meant by her talk。  He began to believe she must be in love with him and the thought was both pleasing and annoying。
  Up from the log he sprang and began to pile sticks on the fire。  Looking about to be sure he was alone he talked aloud pretending he was in the presence of the woman; 〃Oh;; you're just letting on; you know you are;〃 he declared。  〃I am going to find out about you。  You wait and see。〃
  The young man got up and went back along the path toward town leaving the fire blazing in the wood。  As he went through the streets the skates clanked in his pocket。  In his own room in the New Willard House he built a fire in the stove and lay down on top of the bed。  He began to have lustful thoughts and pulling down the shade of the window closed his eyes and turned his face to the wall。  He took a pillow into his arms and embraced it thinking first of the school teacher; who by her words had stirred something within him; and later of Helen White; the slim daughter of the town banker; with whom he had been for a long time half in love。
  By nine o'clock of that evening snow lay deep in the streets and the weather had become bitter cold。 It was difficult to walk about。  The stores were dark and the people had crawled away to their houses。 The evening train from Cleveland was very late but nobody was interested in its arrival。  By ten o'clock all but four of the eighteen hundred citizens of the town were in bed。
  Hop Higgins; the night watchman; was partially awake。  He was lame and carried a heavy stick。  On dark nights he carried a lantern。  Between nine and ten o'clock he went his rounds。  Up and down Main Street he stumbled through the drifts trying the doors of the stores。  Then he went into alleyways and tried the back doors。  Finding all tight he hurried around the corner to the New Willard House and beat on the door。  Through the rest of the night he intended to stay by the stove。  〃You go to bed。  I'll keep the stove going;〃 he said to the boy who slept on a cot in the hotel office。
  Hop Higgins sat down by the stove and took off his shoes。  When the boy had gone to sleep he began to think of his own affairs。  He intended to paint his house in the spring and sat by the stove calculating the cost of paint and labor。  That led him into other calculations。  The night watchman was sixty years old and wanted to retire。  He had been a soldier in the Civil War and drew a small pension。  He hoped to find some new method of making a living and aspired to become a professional breeder of ferrets。 Already he had four of the strangely shaped savage little creatures; that are used by sportsmen in the pursuit of rabbits; in the cellar of his house。  〃Now I have one male and three females;〃 he mused。  〃If I am lucky by spring I shall have twelve or fifteen。 In another year I shall be able to begin advertising ferrets for sale in the sporting papers。〃
  The nightwatchman settled into his chair and his mind became a blank。  He did not sleep。  By years of practice he had trained himself to sit for hours through the long nights neither asleep nor awake。 In the morning he was almost as refreshed as though he had slept。
  With Hop Higgins safely stowed away in the chair behind the stove only three people were awake in Winesburg。  George Willard was in the office of the Eagle pretending to be at work on the writing of a story but in reality continuing the mood of the morning by the fire in the wood。  In the bell tower of the Presbyterian Church the Reverend Curtis Hartman was sitting in the darkness preparing him… self for a revelation from God; and Kate Swift; the school teacher; was leaving her house for a walk in the storm。
  It was past ten o'clock when Kate Swift set out and the walk was unpremeditated。  It was as though the man and the boy; by thinking of her; had driven her forth into the wintry streets。  Aunt Elizabeth Swift had gone to the county seat concerning some business in connection with mortgages in which she had money invested and would not be back until the next day。  By a huge stove; called a base burner; in the living room of the house sat the daughter reading a book。  Suddenly she sprang to her feet and; snatching a cloak from a rack by the front door; ran out of the house。
  At the age of thirty Kate Swift was not known in Winesburg as a pretty woman。  Her complexion was not good and her face was covered with blotches that indicated ill health。  Alone in the night in the winter streets she was lovely。  Her back was straight; her shoulders square; and her features were as the features of a tiny goddess on a pedestal in a garden in the dim light of a summer evening。
  During the afternoon the school teacher had been to see Doctor Welling concerning her health。  The doctor had scolded her and had declared she was in danger of losing her hearing。  It was foolish for Kate Swift to be abroad in the storm; foolish and perhaps dangerous。
  The woman in the streets did not remember the words of the doctor and would not have turned back had she remembered。  She was very cold but after walking for five minutes no longer minded the cold。 First she went to the end of her own street and then across a pair of hay scales set in the ground before a feed barn and into Trunion Pike。  Along Trunion Pike she went to Ned Winters' barn and turning east followed a street of low frame houses that led over Gospel Hill and into Sucker Road that ran down a shallow valley past Ike Smead's chicken farm to Waterworks Pond。  As she went along; the bold; ex… cited mood that had driven her out of doors passed and then returned again。
  There was something biting and forbidding in the character of Kate Swift。  Everyone felt it。  In the schoolroom she was silent; cold; and stern; and yet in an odd way very close to her pupils。  Once in a long while something seemed to have come over her and she was happy。  All of the children in the schoolroom felt the effect of her happiness。  For a time they did not work but sat back in their chairs and looked at her。
  With hands clasped behind her back the school teacher walked up and down in the schoolroom and talked very rapidly。  It did not seem to matter what subject came into her mind。  Once she talked to the children of Charles Lamb and made up strange; inti… mate little stories concerning the life of the dead writer。  The stories were told with the air of one who had lived in a house with Charles Lamb and knew all the secrets of his private life。  The children were somewhat confused; thinking Charles Lamb must be someone who had once lived in Winesburg。
  On another occasion the teacher talked to the chil… dren of Benvenuto Cellini。  That time they laughed。 What a bragging; blustering; brave; lovable fellow she made of the old artist! Concerning him also she invented anecdotes。  There was one of a German music teacher who had a room above Cellini's lodg… ings in the city of Milan that made the boys guffaw。 Sugars McNutts; a fat boy with red cheeks; laughed so hard that he became dizzy and fell off his seat and Kate Swift laughed with him。  Then suddenly she became again cold and stern。
  On the winter night when she walked through the deserted snow…covered streets; a crisis had come into the life of the school teacher。  Although no one in Winesburg would have suspected it; her life had been very adventurous。  It was still adventurous。 Day by day as she worked in the schoolroom or walked in the streets; grief; hope; and desire fought within her。  Behind a cold exterior the most extraor… dinary events transpired in her mind。  The people of the town thought of her as a confirmed old maid and because she spoke sharply and went her own way thought her lacking in all the human feeling that did so much to make and mar their own lives。 In reality she was the most eagerly passionate soul among them; and more than once; in the five years since she had come back from her travels to settle in Winesburg and become a school teacher; had been compelled to go out of the house and walk half through the night fighting out some battle raging within。  Once on a night when it rained she had stayed out six hours and when she came home had a quarrel with Aunt Elizabeth Swift。  〃I am glad you're not a man;〃 said the mother sharply。  〃More than once I've waited for your father to come home; not knowing what new mess he had got into。  I've had my share of uncertainty and you cannot blame me if I do not want to see the worst side of him reproduced in you。〃
  Kate Swift's mind was ablaze with thoughts of George Willard。  In something he had written as a school boy she thought she had recognized the spark of genius and wanted to blow on the spark。 One day in the summer she had gone to the Eagle office and finding the boy unoccupied had taken him out Main Street to the Fair Ground; where the two sat on a grassy bank and talked。  The school teacher tried to bring home to the mind of the boy some conception of the difficulties he would have to face as a writer。  〃You will have to know life;〃 she declared; and her voice trembled with earnestness。 She took hold of George Willard's shoulders and turned him