第 23 节
作者:人生几何      更新:2022-07-08 12:26      字数:9322
  All was prepared; triumph hung in my hand as a ripe fruit to the hand
  of the plucker。 Yet as I sat at the royal feast my heart was heavy;
  and a shadow of coming woe lay cold within my mind。 I sat there in a
  place of honour; near the majesty of Cleopatra; and looked down the
  lines of guests; bright with gems and garlanded with flowers; marking
  those whom I had doomed to die。 There before me lay Cleopatra in all
  her beauty; which thrilled the beholder as he is thrilled by the
  rushing of the midnight gale; or by the sight of stormy waters。 I
  gazed on her as she touched her lips with wine and toyed with the
  chaplet of roses on her brow; thinking of the dagger beneath my robe
  that I had sworn to bury in her breast。 Again; and yet again; I gazed
  and strove to hate her; strove to rejoice that she must dieand could
  not。 There; too; behind herwatching me now; as ever; with her deep…
  fringed eyeswas the lovely Lady Charmion。 Who; to look at her
  innocent face; would believe that she was the setter of that snare in
  which the Queen who loved her should miserably perish? Who would dream
  that the secret of so much death was locked in her girlish breast? I
  gazed; and grew sick at heart because I must anoint my throne with
  blood; and by evil sweep away the evil of the land。 At that hour I
  wished; indeed; that I was nothing but some humble husbandman; who in
  its season grows and in its season garners the golden grain! Alas! the
  seed that I had been doomed to sow was the seed of Death; and now I
  must reap the red fruit of the harvest!
  〃Why; Harmachis; what ails thee?〃 said Cleopatra; smiling her slow
  smile。 〃Has the golden skein of stars got tangled; my astronomer? or
  dost thou plan some new feat of magic? Say what is it that thou dost
  so poorly grace our feast? Nay; now; did I not know; having made
  inquiry; that things so low as we poor women are far beneath thy gaze;
  why; I should swear that Eros had found thee out; Harmachis!〃
  〃Nay; that I am spared; O Queen;〃 I answered。 〃The servant of the
  stars marks not the smaller light of woman's eyes; and therein is he
  happy!〃
  Cleopatra leaned herself towards me; looking on me long and steadily
  in such fashion that; despite my will; the blood fluttered at my
  heart。
  〃Boast not; thou proud Egyptian;〃 she said in a low voice which none
  but I and Charmion could hear; 〃lest perchance thou dost tempt me to
  match my magic against thine。 What woman can forgive that a man should
  push us by as things of no account? It is an insult to our sex which
  Nature's self abhors;〃 and she leaned back again and laughed most
  musically。 But; glancing up; I saw Charmion; her teeth on her lip and
  an angry frown upon her brow。
  〃Pardon; royal Egypt;〃 I answered coldly; but with such wit as I could
  summon; 〃before the Queen of Heaven even stars grow pale!〃 This I said
  of the moon; which is the sign of the Holy Mother whom Cleopatra dared
  to rival; naming herself Isis come to earth。
  〃Happily said;〃 she answered; clapping her white hands。 〃Why; here's
  an astronomer who has wit and can shape a compliment! Nay; such a
  wonder must not pass unnoted; lest the Gods resent it。 Charmion; take
  this rose…chaplet from my hair and set it upon the learned brow of our
  Harmachis。 He shall be crowned /King of Love/; whether he will it or
  not。〃
  Charmion lifted the chaplet from Cleopatra's brows and; bearing it to
  where I was; with a smile set it upon my head yet warm and fragrant
  from the Queen's hair; but so roughly that she pained me somewhat。 She
  did this because she was wroth; although she smiled with her lips and
  whispered; 〃An omen; royal Harmachis。〃 For though she was so very much
  a woman; yet; when she was angered or suffered jealousy; Charmion had
  a childish way。
  Having thus fixed the chaplet; she curtsied low before me; and with
  the softest tone of mockery named me; in the Greek tongue; 〃Harmachis;
  King of Love。〃 Then Cleopatra laughed and pledged me as 〃King of
  Love;〃 and so did all the company; finding the jest a merry one。 For
  in Alexandria they love not those who live straitly and turn aside
  from women。
  But I sat there; a smile upon my lips; and black wrath in my heart。
  For; knowing who and what I was; it irked me to think myself a jest
  for the frivolous nobles and light beauties of Cleopatra's Court。 But
  I was chiefly angered against Charmion; because she laughed the
  loudest; and I did not then know that laughter and bitterness are
  often the veils with which a sore heart wraps its weakness from the
  world。 〃An omen〃 she said it wasthat crown of flowersand so it
  proved indeed。 For I was fated to barter the Double Diadem of the
  Upper and the Lower Land for a wreath of passion's roses that fade
  before they fully bloom; and Pharaoh's ivory bed of state for the
  pillow of a faithless woman's breast。
  〃/King of Love!/〃 they crowned me in their mockery; ay; and King of
  Shame! And I; with the perfumed roses on my browI; by descent and
  ordination the Pharaoh of Egyptthought of the imperishable halls of
  Abouthis and of that other crowning which on the morrow should be
  consummate。
  But still smiling; I pledged them back; and answered with a jest。 For
  rising; I bowed before Cleopatra and craved leave to go。 〃Venus;〃 I
  said; speaking of the planet that we know as Donaou in the morning and
  Bonou in the evening; 〃was in the ascendant。 Therefore; as new…crowned
  King of Love; I must now pass to do my homage to its Queen。〃 For these
  barbarians name Venus Queen of Love。
  And so amidst their laughter I withdraw to my watch…tower; and;
  dashing that shameful chaplet down amidst the instruments of my craft;
  made pretence to note the rolling of the stars。 There I waited;
  thinking on many things that were to be; until Charmion should come
  with the last lists of the doomed and the messages of my uncle Sepa;
  whom she had seen that evening。
  At length the door opened softly; and she came jewelled and clad in
  her white robes; as she had left the feast。
  CHAPTER V
  OF THE COMING OF CLEOPATRA TO THE CHAMBER OF HARMACHIS; OF
  THE THROWING FORTH OF THE KERCHIEF OF CHARMION; OF THE
  STARS; AND OF THE GIFT BY CLEOPATRA OF HER FRIENDSHIP TO HER
  SERVANT HARMACHIS
  〃At length thou art come; Charmion;〃 I said。 〃It is over…late。〃
  〃Yea; my Lord; but by no means could I escape Cleopatra。 Her mood is
  strangely crossed to…night。 I know not what it may portend。 Strange
  whims and fancies blow across it like light and contrary airs upon a
  summer sea; and I cannot read her purpose。〃
  〃Well; well; enough of Cleopatra。 Hast thou seen our uncle?〃
  〃Yes; royal Harmachis。〃
  〃And hast thou the last lists?〃
  〃Yes; here they are;〃 and she drew them from her bosom。 〃Here is the
  list of those who; after the Queen; must certainly be put to the
  sword。 Among them thou wilt note is the name of that old Gaul Brennus。
  I grieve for him; for we are friends; but it must be。 It is a heavy
  list。〃
  〃It is so;〃 I answered conning it; 〃when men write out their count
  they forget no item; and our count is long。 What must be must be。 Now
  for the next。〃
  〃Here is the list of those to be spared; as friendly or uncertain; and
  here that of the towns which will certainly rise as soon as the
  messenger reaches their gates with tidings of the death of Cleopatra。〃
  〃Good。 And now〃and I paused〃and now as to the manner of
  Cleopatra's death。 How hast thou settled it? Must it be by my own
  hand?〃
  〃Yea; my Lord;〃 she answered; and again I caught that note of
  bitterness in her voice。 〃Doubtless Pharaoh will rejoice that his
  should be the hand to rid the land of this false Queen and wanton
  woman; and at one blow break the chains which gall the neck of Egypt。〃
  〃Talk not thus; girl;〃 I said; 〃thou knowest well that I do not
  rejoice; being but driven to the act by deep necessity and the
  pressure of my vows。 Can she not; then; be poisoned? Or can no one of
  the eunuchs be suborned to slay her? My soul turns from this bloody
  work! Indeed; I marvel; however heavy be her crimes; that thou canst
  speak so lightly of the death by treachery of one who loves thee!〃
  〃Surely Pharaoh is over…tender; forgetting the greatness of the moment
  and all that hangs upon this dagger…stroke that shall cut the thread
  of Cleopatra's life。 Listen; Harmachis。 /Thou/ must do the deed; and
  /thou/ alone! Myself I would do it; had my arm the strength; but it
  has not。 It cannot be done by poison; for every drop she drinks and
  every morsel that shall touch her lips is strictly tasted by three
  separate tasters; who cannot be suborned。 Nor may the eunuchs of the
  guard be trusted。 Two; indeed; are sworn to us; but the third cannot
  be come at。 He must be cut down afterwards; and; indeed; when so many
  men must fall; what matters a eunuch more or less? Thus it shall be;
  then。 To…morrow night; at three hours before midnight thou dost cast
  the final augury o