第 50 节
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  Wentworth;       her   imperfect     knowledge      of  the  matter    might    add
  another shade of prejudice against him。
  The   following  morning Anne   was   out   with   her   friend;   and   for
  the first hour; in an incessant and fearful sort of watch for him in
  vain;     but   at   last;   in   returning      down     Pulteney…street;       she
  distinguished him on the right hand pavement at such a distance
  as to have him in view the greater part of the   street。   There   were
  many other men about him; many groups walking the same way;
  but there was no mistaking him。 She looked instinctively at Lady
  Russell; but not from any mad idea of her recognising him so soon
  as she did herself。 No; it was not to be supposed that Lady Russell
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  would perceive   him   till   they  were   nearly  opposite。  She looked   at
  her however; from time to time; anxiously; and when the moment
  approached which must point him out; though not daring to look
  again   (for  her  own   countenance   she   knew   was   unfit   to   be   seen);
  she    was    yet  perfectly     conscious     of  Lady    Russell’s    eyes    being
  turned   exactly   in   the   direction   for   him—of   her   being;   in   short;
  intently observing him。 She could thoroughly comprehend the sort
  of   fascination     he   must    possess    over   Lady     Russell’s    mind;    the
  difficulty it must be for her to withdraw her eyes; the astonishment
  she   must   be   feeling   that   eight   or   nine   years   should   have   passed
  over him; and in foreign climes and in active service too; without
  robbing him of one personal grace!
  At  last;   Lady  Russell drew  back   her  head。—“Now;   how   would
  she speak of him?”
  “You   will   wonder;”   said  she;   “what  has   been   fixing my  eye   so
  long; but  I   was   looking   after   some   window…curtains;   which   Lady
  Alicia    and   Mrs。   Frankland       were   telling   me   of   last  night。  They
  described the drawing…room window…curtains of one of the houses
  on   this   side   of   the   way;   and   this   part   of   the   street;   as   being   the
  handsomest and best hung of any in Bath; but could not recollect
  the   exact   number;   and   I   have   been   trying   to   find   out   which   it
  could     be;  but   I  confess    I  can  see   no   curtains    hereabouts      that
  answer their description。”
  Anne sighed and blushed and smiled; in pity and disdain; either
  at her friend or herself。—The part which provoked her most; was
  that in all this waste of foresight and caution; she should have lost
  the right moment for seeing whether he saw them。
  A day or two passed without producing anything。—The theatre
  or the rooms; where he was most likely to be; were not fashionable
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  enough for the Elliots; whose evening amusements were solely in
  the elegant stupidity of private parties; in which they were getting
  more   and   more   engaged;   and   Anne;   wearied   of   such   a   state   of
  stagnation; sick of knowing nothing; and fancying herself stronger
  because   her   strength   was   not   tried;   was   quite   impatient   for   the
  concert     evening。    It  was   a  concert    for  the   benefit   of  a  person
  patronised by Lady Dalrymple。 Of course they must attend。 It was
  really expected to be a good one; and Captain Wentworth was very
  fond of music。 If she could only have a few minutes conversation
  with him again; she fancied she should be satisfied; and as to the
  power      of   addressing     him;    she    felt  all  over    courage     if  the
  opportunity       occurred。     Elizabeth     had   turned     from    him;   Lady
  Russell   overlooked   him;   her   nerves   were   strengthened   by   these
  circumstances; she felt that she owed him attention。
  She had once partly promised Mrs。 Smith to spend the evening
  with her; but in a short hurried call she excused herself and put it
  off; with the more decided promise of a longer visit on the morrow。
  Mrs。 Smith gave a most good…humoured acquiescence。
  “By all means;” said she; “only tell me all about it; when you do
  come。 Who is your party?”
  Anne named them all。 Mrs。 Smith made no reply; but when she
  was   leaving   her   said;   and   with   an   expression   half   serious;   half
  arch; “Well; I heartily wish your concert may answer; and do not
  fail me to…morrow if you can come; for I begin to have a foreboding
  that I may not have many more visits from you。”
  Anne      was    startled   and    confused;     but   after   standing     in  a
  moment’s   suspense;   was   obliged;   and   not   sorry   to   be   obliged;   to
  hurry away。
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  CHAPTER VIII
  ir  Walter;    his  two   daughters;    and    Mrs。   Clay;  were    the
  earliest of all their party at the rooms in the evening; and
  S
  as   Lady   Dalrymple   must   be   waited      for;  they   took  their
  station by one of the fires in the Octagon Room。 But hardly were
  they    so   settled;   when    the   door    opened     again;    and   Captain
  Wentworth   walked   in   alone。   Anne   was   the   nearest   to   him;   and
  making yet a little advance; she instantly spoke。 He was preparing
  only to bow and pass on; but her gentle “How do you do?” brought
  him out of the straight line to stand near her; and make enquiries
  in return; in spite of the formidable father and sister  in   the   back
  ground。   Their   being   in   the   back   ground   was   a   support   to   Anne;
  she knew nothing of their looks; and felt equal to everything which
  she believed right to be done。
  While they were speaking; a whispering between her father and
  Elizabeth caught her ear。 She could not distinguish; but she must
  guess   the   subject; and   on   Captain Wentworth’s   making  a distant
  bow; she comprehended that  her  father  had   judged   so  well   as   to
  give   him   that  simple acknowledgement  of  acquaintance;   and   she
  was    just   in   time   by   a   side  glance  to   see   a  slight   curtsey  from
  Elizabeth herself。 This; though late; and reluctant; and ungracious;
  was yet better than nothing; and her spirits improved。
  After    talking;   however;     of  the  weather;     and   Bath;    and   the
  concert; their conversation began to flag; and so little was said at
  last; that she was   expecting  him   to  go  every  moment;   but  he did
  not;   he   seemed     in  no  hurry    to  leave   her;  and   presently    with
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  renewed spirit; with a little smile; a little glow; he said;
  “I have hardly seen you since our day at Lyme。 I am afraid you
  must   have   suffered   from   the   shock;   and   the   more   from   its   not
  overpowering you at the time。”
  She assured him that she had not。
  “It   was  a  frightful   hour;”   said   he;  “a  frightful   day!”  and   he
  passed his hand across his eyes; as if the remembrance were still
  too painful; but in a moment; half smiling again; added; “The day
  has produced some effects however—has had some consequences
  which must be considered as the very reverse of frightful。—When
  you had the   presence  of  mind   to  suggest  that  Benwick   would   be
  the properest person to fetch a surgeon; you could have little idea
  of   his  being    eventually     one   of  those   most    concerned      in  her
  recovery。”
  “Certainly I could have none。 But it appears—I should hope it
  would     be   a  very  happy    match。    There    are   on  both   sides   good
  principles and good temper。”
  “Yes;” said he; looking not exactly forward—“but there I think
  ends   the   resemblance。   With   all   my   soul   I   wish   them   happy;   and
  rejoice    over   every   circumstance      in  favour   of  it。  They  have    no
  difficulties to contend with at home; no opposition; no caprice; no
  delays。—The        Musgroves      are    behaving     like  themselves;      most
  honourably and kindly; only anxious with true parental   hearts   to
  promote their daughter’s comfort。 All this