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  that   revolts    other   people;   low   company;      paltry   rooms;    foul   air;
  disgusting associations are inviting to you。 But surely you may put
  off   this  old  lady   till  to…morrow。     She   is  not   so  near   her   end;   I
  presume; but that she may  hope  to  see  another  day。   What is   her
  age? Forty?”
  “No; Sir; she is not one…and…thirty; but I do not think I can put
  off my engagement; because  it  is   the   only  evening  for  some   time
  which will at once suit her  and myself。—She   goes   into  the   warm
  bath   to…morrow;   and   for   the   rest   of   the   week;   you   know;   we   are
  engaged。”
  “But    what    does    Lady    Russell    think    of  this  acquaintance?”
  asked Elizabeth。
  “She     sees   nothing     to  blame    in   it;”  replied   Anne;     “on   the
  contrary; she approves it; and has generally taken me; when I have
  called on Mrs。 Smith。
  “Westgate…buildings   must   have   been   rather   surprised   by   the
  appearance of a carriage drawn up near its pavement;” observed
  Sir Walter。—“Sir Henry Russell’s widow; indeed; has no honours
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  to distinguish her arms; but still it is a handsome equipage; and no
  doubt is well known to convey a Miss Elliot。—A widow Mrs。 Smith
  lodging  in   Westgate…buildings!  A   poor   widow   barely   able   to   live;
  between   thirty  and   forty—a mere   Mrs。   Smith;   an   every…day   Mrs。
  Smith; of all people and all names in the world; to be the chosen
  friend of Miss Anne Elliot; and to be preferred by her to her own
  family   connections   among   the   nobility   of   England   and   Ireland!
  Mrs。 Smith! Such a name!”
  Mrs。   Clay;   who   had   been   present   while   all   this   passed;   now
  thought it advisable to leave the room; and Anne could have said
  much; and did long to say a little in defence of her friend’s not very
  dissimilar claims to theirs; but her sense of personal respect to her
  father prevented her。 She made no reply。 She left it to himself to
  recollect; that Mrs。 Smith was not the only widow in Bath between
  thirty and forty; with little to live on; and no sirname of dignity。
  Anne     kept   her   appointment;       the   others    kept   theirs;   and   of
  course she heard the next morning that they had had a delightful
  evening。—She   had   been   the   only   one   of   the   set   absent;   for   Sir
  Walter   and   Elizabeth   had   not   only   been   quite   at   her   ladyship’s
  service   themselves;   but  had   actually  been   happy   to   be   employed
  by her in collecting others; and had been at the trouble of inviting
  both Lady Russell and Mr。 Elliot; and Mr。 Elliot had made a point
  of   leaving     Colonel    Wallis    early;   and    Lady    Russell     had   fresh
  arranged   all   her   evening   engagements   in   order   to   wait   on   her。
  Anne     had    the   whole   history   of   all   that   such  an  evening     could
  supply from Lady Russell。 To her; its greatest interest must be; in
  having   been      very   much     talked    of  between     her   friend   and   Mr。
  Elliot; in having been wished for; regretted; and at the same time
  honoured        for    staying     away     in   such     a   cause。—Her        kind;
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  compassionate   visits   to   this   old   schoolfellow;  sick   and        reduced;
  seemed to have quite delighted Mr。 Elliot。 He thought her a most
  extraordinary   young   woman;           in  her   temper;     manners;     mind;    a
  model of female excellence。 He could meet even Lady Russell in a
  discussion       of  her   merits;     and    Anne     could    not   be   given    to
  understand so much by her friend; could not know herself to be so
  highly rated by a sensible man;   without  many  of  those  agreeable
  sensations which her friend meant to create。
  Lady Russell   was now  perfectly  decided   in   her  opinion   of  Mr。
  Elliot。 She was as much convinced of his meaning to gain Anne in
  time   as   of   his   deserving   her;   and   was   beginning   to   calculate   the
  number   of   weeks   which   would   free   him   from   all   the   remaining
  restraints of widowhood; and leave him at liberty to exert his most
  open powers of pleasing。 She   would not  speak   to Anne   with  half
  the   certainty   she   felt   on   the   subject;   she   would   venture   on   little
  more      than    hints   of   what    might     be   hereafter;    of   a  possible
  attachment        on   his  side;   of  the   desirableness       of  the   alliance;
  supposing  such attachment  to  be   real   and   returned。   Anne   heard
  her; and made no violent exclamations。 She only smiled; blushed;
  and gently shook her head。
  “I   am  no match…maker;   as   you  well know;” said   Lady   Russell;
  “being much too well aware of the uncertainty of all human events
  and calculations。 I only mean that if  Mr。   Elliot  should   some   time
  hence pay his addresses to you; and if you should be disposed to
  accept him; I think there would be every possibility of your being
  happy      together。    A   most     suitable    connection      everybody      must
  consider it—but I think it might be a very happy one。”
  “Mr。    Elliot   is  an   exceedingly      agreeable     man;    and   in   many
  respects   I   think   highly   of   him;”   said   Anne;   “but   we   should   not
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  suit。”
  Lady   Russell   let   this   pass;   and   only   said   in   rejoinder;   “I   own
  that to be able to regard you as the future mistress of Kellynch; the
  future   Lady   Elliot—to   look   forward   and   see   you   occupying   your
  dear     mother’s     place;    succeeding      to  all  her   rights;   and    all  her
  popularity;      as   well   as  to  all  her   virtues;   would     be  the   highest
  possible      gratification     to   me。—You        are   your    mother’s      self  in
  countenance   and   disposition;   and   if   I   might   be   allowed   to   fancy
  you such as she was; in situation and name; and home; presiding
  and  blessing in   the   same spot;   and   only  superior  to  her  in   being
  more      highly   valued!   My   dearest   Anne;        it  would    give  me    more
  delight than is often felt at my time of life!”
  Anne   was   obliged   to   turn   away;   to   rise;   to   walk   to   a   distant
  table; and; leaning there in pretended employment; try to subdue
  the     feelings    this    picture    excited。     For    a   few    moments        her
  imagination and her heart were bewitched。 The idea of becoming
  what her mother had been; of having the precious name of “Lady
  Elliot”     first  revived    in  herself;    of  being    restored     to  Kellynch;
  calling it her home again; her home for ever; was a charm which
  she   could   not   immediately   resist。   Lady   Russell   said   not   another
  word;      willing   to   leave    the   matter    to   its  own    operation;      and
  believing that; could Mr。 Elliot at that moment with propriety have
  spoken   for   himself!—She   believed;   in   short;   what   Anne   did   not
  believe。 The same image of Mr。 Elliot speaking for himself brought
  Anne   to   composure   again。   The   charm   of   Kellynch   and   of   “Lady
  Elliot” all faded away。 She never could accept him。 And it was not
  only that her feelings were still adverse to any man save one; her
  judgment; on a serious consideration of the possibilities of such a
  case; was against Mr。 Elliot。
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  Though they had now been acquainted a month; she could not
  be   satisfied   that   she   really   knew   his   character。    That   he   was   a
  sensible   man;   an   agreeable   man;—that   he   talked   well;   professed
  good     opinions;     seemed     to   judge    properly     and    as  a   man     of
  principle;—this was all clear enough。 He certainly knew what was
  right; nor could she fix on any one article of moral duty evidently
  transgressed; but yet she would have been afraid to answer for his
  conduct。   She   distrusted   the   past;   if   not   the   pres