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  accept the  society  of  those  good   ladies   in   Laura…place;  and  enjoy
  all   the   advantages   of   the   connexion   as   far  as   possible?   You   may
  depend   upon   it;   that   they   will   move   in   the   first   set   in   Bath   this
  winter;   and   as   rank   is   rank;   your   being   known   to   be   related   to
  them will have its use in fixing your family (our family let me say)
  in that degree of consideration which we must all wish for。”
  “Yes;” sighed Anne; “we shall; indeed; be known to be related
  to    them!”     then    recollecting      herself;    and    not   wishing      to   be
  answered; she added; “I certainly do think   there   has been   by  far
  too   much   trouble   taken   to   procure   the   acquaintance。   I   suppose
  (smiling) I have more pride than any of you; but I confess it does
  vex   me;   that   we   should   be   so   solicitous   to   have   the   relationship
  acknowledged; which we may  be   very  sure   is a   matter  of  perfect
  indifference to them。”
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  “Pardon me; dear cousin; you are unjust in your own claims。 In
  London; perhaps; in your present quiet style of living; it might be
  as you say; but in Bath; Sir Walter Elliot and his family will always
  be worth knowing; always acceptable as acquaintance。”
  “Well;” said Anne; “I certainly am proud; too proud to enjoy a
  welcome which depends so entirely upon place。”
  “I love your indignation;” said he; “it is very natural。 But here
  you are in Bath; and the   object  is   to  be   established   here   with  all
  the credit and dignity which ought to belong to Sir Walter Elliot。
  You talk of being proud; I am called proud; I know; and I shall not
  wish   to   believe   myself   otherwise;   for   our   pride;   if    investigated;
  would have the same object; I have no doubt; though the kind may
  seem   a  little  different。 In   one   point;   I   am   sure;   my   dear   cousin;”
  (he continued; speaking lower; though there was no one else in the
  room) “in one point; I   am   sure;   we must  feel alike。 We   must  feel
  that   every   addition   to   your   father’s   society;   among   his   equals   or
  superiors; may be of use in diverting his thoughts from those who
  are beneath him。”
  He looked; as he   spoke;   to  the   seat  which  Mrs。   Clay  had   been
  lately   occupying;   a   sufficient   explanation   of   what   he   particularly
  meant;   and   though   Anne   could   not   believe   in   their   having   the
  same sort  of  pride; she   was   pleased   with   him   for   not   liking   Mrs。
  Clay; and her conscience admitted that his wishing to promote her
  father’s   getting   great   acquaintance   was   more   than   excusable   in
  the view of defeating her。
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  CHAPTER V
  hile    Sir   Walter     and    Elizabeth      were    assiduously
  Wpushing  their  good   fortune   in   Laura…place;   Anne   was
  renewing       an    acquaintance        of   a    very    different
  description。
  She  had   called   on   her   former   governess;   and   had   heard   from
  her of there being an old school…fellow in Bath; who had   the  two
  strong     claims    on   her   attention    of  past   kindness     and   present
  suffering。     Miss    Hamilton;      now    Mrs。    Smith;    had    shewn      her
  kindness in one of those periods of her life when it had been most
  valuable。 Anne had gone unhappy to school; grieving for the loss
  of   a   mother   whom   she   had   dearly   loved;   feeling   her   separation
  from home; and suffering as a girl of fourteen; of strong sensibility
  and     not   high   spirits;  must     suffer   at  such    a  time;   and    Miss
  Hamilton; three years older than herself; but still from the want of
  near    relations    and   a  settled   home;    remaining      another    year   at
  school;    had    been   useful   and   good    to  her  in   a  way   which    had
  considerably        lessened      her    misery;      and     could     never     be
  remembered with indifference。
  Miss Hamilton had left school; had married not long afterwards;
  was said   to  have married a   man   of  fortune;   and   this   was all   that
  Anne   had   known   of   her;   till   now   that   their   governess’s   account
  brought her situation forward in a more decided but very different
  form。
  She was a widow and poor。 Her husband had been extravagant;
  and    at  his   death;   about    two   years   before;    had   left  his  affairs
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  dreadfully      involved。    She    had   had    difficulties   of  every    sort  to
  contend with; and in addition to these distresses had been afflicted
  with  a   severe   rheumatic   fever;   which;   finally   settling   in   her   legs;
  had made her for the present a cripple。 She had come to Bath on
  that account; and was now in lodgings near the hot baths; living in
  a very humble way; unable even to afford herself the comfort of a
  servant; and of course almost excluded from society。
  Their mutual friend answered for the satisfaction which a visit
  from   Miss   Elliot  would   give  Mrs。   Smith;   and Anne   therefore   lost
  no time in going。 She mentioned nothing of what she had   heard;
  or what she intended; at home。 It would excite no proper interest
  there。   She   only   consulted   Lady   Russell;   who   entered   thoroughly
  into her sentiments; and was most happy to convey her as near to
  Mrs。 Smith’s lodgings in Westgate…buildings; as Anne chose to be
  taken。
  The    visit  was    paid;   their   acquaintance      re…established;      their
  interest in each other more than re…kindled。 The first ten minutes
  had   its   awkwardness   and   its   emotion。   Twelve   years   were   gone
  since   they  had   parted;   and   each  presented   a   somewhat   different
  person     from    what    the   other   had    imagined。     Twelve     years   had
  changed Anne from the blooming; silent; unformed girl of fifteen;
  to the elegant little woman of seven…and…twenty; with every beauty
  except bloom; and with manners as consciously right as they were
  invariably      gentle;   and   twelve    years    had   transformed      the   fine…
  looking;   well…grown   Miss   Hamilton;   in   all  the   glow   of   health   and
  confidence       of  superiority;    into  a   poor;   infirm;   helpless    widow;
  receiving the visit of her former protegeé as a favour; but all that
  was uncomfortable in the meeting had soon passed away; and left
  only the interesting charm of remembering former partialities and
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  talking over old times。
  Anne     found     in  Mrs。    Smith     the   good    sense    and    agreeable
  manners       which   she    had    almost   ventured      to  depend     on;   and   a
  disposition   to   converse   and   be   cheerful   beyond   her   expectation。
  Neither the dissipations of the past—and she had lived very much
  in the world; nor the   restrictions   of  the   present;   neither  sickness
  nor sorrow seemed to have closed her heart or ruined her spirits。
  In the course of a second visit she talked with great openness;
  and Anne’s astonishment increased。 She could scarcely imagine a
  more cheerless situation in itself than Mrs。 Smith’s。 She had been
  very   fond   of   her   husband;—she   had   buried   him。   She   had   been
  used to affluence;—it  was   gone。   She   had no  child   to  connect  her
  with     life  and    happiness      again;    no   relations    to   assist   in   the
  arrangement   of   perplexed   affairs;   no   health   to   make   all   the   rest
  supportable。 Her accommodations were limited to a noisy parlour;
  and   a   dark   bedroom   behind;   with   no   possibility   of   moving   from
  one   to   the   other   without   assistance;      which   there     was   only   one
  servant in the house to afford; and she never quitted the house but
  to be conveyed into the warm bath。—Yet; in spite of all this; Anne
  had reason to believe that she had   moments   only  of languor  and
  depressi