第 44 节
作者:古诗乐      更新:2022-04-16 12:03      字数:9322
  The garret!  The garret again … and Gypsy Nan!  Her surroundings
  seemed to become a blank to her; her actions to be prompted by some
  purely mechanical sense。  She was conscious only that finally; after
  an interminable time; she was in New York again; and after that;
  long; long after that; dressed as Gypsy Nan; she was stumbling up
  the dark; ladder…like steps to the attic。
  How her footsteps dragged!  She opened the door; staggered inside;
  locked the door again; and staggered toward the cot; and dropped
  upon it; and the gray dawn came in with niggardly light through
  the grimy little window panes; as though timorously inquisitive
  of this shawled and dissolute figure prone and motionless; this
  figure who in other dawns had found neither sleep nor rest … this
  figure who lay there now as one dead。
  XVIII。  THE OLD SHED
  Rhoda Gray opened her eyes; and; from the cot upon which she lay;
  stared with drowsy curiosity around the garret … and in another
  instant was sitting bolt upright; alert and tense; as the full flood
  of memory swept upon her。
  There was still a meager light creeping in through the small; grimy
  window panes; but it was the light of waning day。  She must have
  slept; then; all through the morning and the afternoon; slept the
  dead; heavy sleep of exhaustion from the moment she had flung
  herself down here a few hours before daybreak。
  She rose impulsively to her feet。  It was strange that she had not
  been disturbed; that no one had come to the garret!  The recollection
  of the events of the night before were crowding themselves upon her
  now。  In view of last night; in view of her failure to keep that
  appointment in the role of Danglar's wife; it was very strange
  indeed that she had been left undisturbed!
  Subconsciously she was aware that she was hungry; that it was long
  since she had eaten; and; almost mechanically; she prepared herself
  something now from the store the garret possessed; but; even as she
  ate; her mind was far from thoughts of food。  From the first night
  she had come here and self…preservation had thrust this miserable
  role of Gypsy Nan upon her; from that first night and from the
  following night when; to save the Sparrow; she had been whirled
  into the vortex of the gang's criminal activities; her mind raced
  on through the sequence of events that seemed to have spanned some
  vast; immeasurable space of time until they had brought her to
  … last night。
  Last night!  She had thought it was the end last night; but instead
  …  The dark eyes grew suddenly hard and intent。  Yes; she had
  counted upon last night; when; with the necessary proof in her
  possession with which to confront Danglar with the crime of murder;
  she could wring from the man all that now remained necessary to
  substantiate her own story and clear herself in the eyes of the law
  of that robbery at Skarbolov's antique store of which she was held
  guilty … and instead she had barely escaped with her life。  That
  was the story of last night。
  Her eyes grew harder。  Well; the way was still open; wasn't it?
  Last night had changed nothing in that respect。  To…night; as the
  White Moll; she had only to find and corner Danglar as she had
  planned to do last night。  She had still only to get the man alone
  somewhere。
  Rhoda Gray's hands clenched tightly。  That was all that was necessary
  … just the substantiation of her own story that the plot to rob
  Skarbolov lay at the door of Danglar and his gang; or; rather; perhaps;
  that the plot was in existence before she had ever heard of Skarbolov。
  It would prove her own statement of what the dying woman had said。
  It would exonerate her from guilt; it would prove that; rather than
  having any intention of committing crime; she had taken the only means
  within her power of preventing one。  The real Gypsy Nan; Danglar's
  wife; who had died that night; bad; even in eleventh…hour penitence;
  refused to implicate her criminal associates。  There was a crime
  projected which; unless she; Rhoda Gray; would agree to forestall
  it in person and would give her oath not to warn the police about
  it and so put the actual criminals in jeopardy; would go on to its
  fulfillment!
  She remembered that night in the hospital。  The scene came vividly
  before her now。  The woman's pleading; the woman's grim loyalty
  even in death to her pals。  She; Rhoda Gray; had given her oath。
  It became necessary only to substantiate those facts。  Danglar
  could be made to do it。  She had now in her possession the evidence
  that would convict him of complicity in the murder of Deemer; and
  for which murder the original Gypsy Nan had gone into hiding; she
  even had in her possession the missing jewels that had prompted that
  murder; she had; too; the evidence now to bring the entire gang to
  justice for their myriad depredations; she knew where their secret
  hoard of ill…gotten gains was hidden … here in this attic; behind
  that ingeniously contrived trap…door in the ceiling。  She knew all
  this; and this information placed before the police; providing
  only it was backed by the proof that the scheme to rob Skarbolov
  was to be carried out by the gang; as she; Rhoda Gray; would say
  the dying woman had informed her; would be more than enough to
  clear her。  She had not had this proof on that first night when
  she had snatched at the mantle of Gypsy Nan as the sole means of
  escape from Rough Rorke; of headquarters; she did not have it
  now … but she would have it; stake all and everything in life she
  had to have it; for it; in itself; literally meant everything and
  all … and Danglar would make a written confession; or else … or
  else …  She smiled mirthlessly。  That was all!  Last night she had
  failed。  To…night she would not fail。  Before morning came; if it
  were humanly within her power; she and Danglar would have played
  out their game … to the end。
  And now a pucker came and gathered her forehead into little furrows;
  and anxiety and perplexity crept into her eyes。  Another thought
  tormented her。  In the exposure that was to come the Adventurer;
  alias the Pug; was involved。  Was there any way to save the man to
  whom she owed so much; the splendidly chivalrous; high…couraged
  gentleman she loved; the thief she abhorred?
  She pushed the remains of her frugal meal away from her; stood up
  abruptly from the rickety washstand at which she had been seated;
  and commenced to pace nervously up and down the stark; bare garret。
  Where was the line of demarcation between right and wrong?  Was it
  a grievous sin; or an infinitely human thing to do; to warn the
  man she loved; and give him a chance to escape the net she meant
  to furnish the police?  He was a thief; even a member of the gang
  … though he used the gang as his puppets。  Did ethics count when
  one who had stood again and again between her and peril was himself
  in danger now?  Would it be a righteous thing; or an act of
  despicable ingratitude; to trap him with the rest?
  She laughed out shortly。  Warn him!  Of course; she would warn him!
  But then … what?  She shivered a little; and her face grew drawn and
  tired。  It was the old; old story of the pitcher and the well。  It was
  almost inevitable that sooner or later; for some crime or another;
  the man she loved would be caught at last; and would spend the
  greater portion of his days behind prison bars。  That was what the
  love that had come into her life held as its promise to her!  It was
  terrible enough without her agency being the means of placing him
  there!
  She did not want to think about it。  She forced her mind into other
  channels; though they were scarcely less disquieting。  Why was it
  that during the day just past there had been not a sign from Danglar
  or any one of the gang; when every plan of theirs had gone awry last
  night; and she had failed to keep her appointment in the role of
  Danglar's wife?  Why was it?  What did it mean?  Surely Danglar
  would never allow what had happened to pass unchallenged; and … was
  that some one now?
  She halted suddenly by the door to listen; her hand going
  instinctively to the wide; voluminous pocket of her greasy skirt
  for her revolver。  Yes; there was a footstep in the hall below; but
  it was descending now to the ground floor; not coming up。  She even
  heard the street door close; but still she hung there in a strained;
  tense way; and into her face there came creeping a gray dismay。  Her
  pocket was empty。
  The revolver was gone!  Its loss; pregnant with a hundred ominous
  possibilities; seemed to bring a panic fear upon her; holding her
  for a moment inert … and then she rushed frantically to the cot。
  Perhaps it had fallen out of her pocket during the hours she had
  lain there asleep。  She searched the folds of the soiled and
  crumpled blanket; that was the cot's sole covering; then snatched
  the blanket completely off the cot and shook it; and then; down on
  her knees; she searched the floor under the cot。  There was no sign
  of the revolver。
  Rhoda Gray stood up; and stared in a stunned way about her。  Was
  this; then; the explanation of her having seemingly been left
  undisturbed here all through the day?  Had some one; after all;
  been here; and …?  She shook her head suddenly with a quick;
  emphatic ges