第 42 节
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  but it is still a consolation; for I have always prided myself upon
  being an artist in my line。  As I propose to put myself beyond the
  reach of further cross…examination; I take this opportunity to make
  a last statement of such things as I care to have known。  After this
  is finished I shall sup on acetate of lead and bid good…night to the
  expectant public。
  〃Lest some may marvel how I came by this poison; and even lay
  suspicions upon my jailers; let me explain that there is a small
  piece of lead water…pipe crossing the west angle of my room。  This
  being Sunday; I was permitted to have beans and brown bread for
  breakfast。  I asked for a little vinegar for my beans; and a small
  cruet was brought to me。  I had no difficulty in secreting a
  considerable quantity of the vinegar in order that I might; when
  occasion served; apply it to the lead pipe。  This I have done; and
  have now by me enough acetate of lead to kill a dozen men。  This
  form of death will not be particularly pleasant; I am aware; but I
  prefer it to its only alternative。  So much for that。
  〃I was horn in Marseilles; and my right name is Jean Fouchet。  My
  father intended me for the priesthood; and gave me a good college
  education in Paris。  His hopes; however; were destined to
  disappointment。  In college I formed the habit of gambling; and a
  year after my graduation found me at Monte Carlo。  While there I
  quarrelled with a gambling accomplice and ended by killing him。
  This made my stay in France dangerous for me; and I took the first
  opportunity which presented itself to embark for America。
  〃Familiarity with criminals had made me familiar with crime; and I
  added the occupation of detective to my profession of gambling。
  These two avocations had now become my sole means of support; and I
  plied my trades in New York; Boston; and Philadelphia for several
  years; during which time I became a naturalised citizen of the
  United States。
  〃When the Cuban rebellion broke out I could not restrain my longing
  for adventure; and joined a filibustering expedition sailing from
  New York。  I did this from no love I bore the Cuban cause; but merely
  for the excitement it promised。  While handling a heavy shot during
  my first engagement I accidentally dropped it upon my left foot;
  crushing that member so badly that it has never regained its shape。
  This deformity has rendered it impossible for me to conceal my
  identity。  Three months after this accident I was taken prisoner by
  the Spanish and shipped to Spain as a political malefactor。  A farce
  of a trial was granted to me; not to see whether or not I was guilty;
  but simply to determine between the dungeon and the garrote。  It
  would have been far better for me had I been sentenced to the latter
  instead of the former。
  〃As a political offender I was doomed to imprisonment at Ceuta; an
  old Moorish seaport town in Morocco; opposite Gibraltar and upon
  the side of the ancient mountain Abyla。  This mountain forms one
  of the 'Pillars of Hercules;' the Rock of Gibraltar being the other。
  It is almost impregnable; and is used by Spain as Siberia is used
  by Russia; only it is far; far more horrible。  The town was built
  by the Moors in 945; and nowhere else on earth are there to be found
  an equal number of devices for the torture of human beings。  If
  anyone thinks the horrors of the Inquisition are no longer
  perpetrated let him get sent to Ceuta: I have good cause to believe
  that the Inquisition itself is far from dead in Spain。  Alas for the
  person who is sent to Ceuta!  The town is small; and; to guard
  against possible attack; the Moors constructed a chain of fortresses
  around it。  It is in the black cellars of these disintegrating
  fortresses that the dungeons are located。  They are in tiers to the
  depth of fifty or sixty feet; and are hewn out of the solid rock。
  They are reached through narrow openings in the stone floors of the
  fortresses; and when one of these horrible holes is opened the foul
  odor of filth and decomposition is utterly overpowering。  Some of
  these dungeons contain as many as thirty or forty men。  I was placed
  in a cell reserved for solitary confinement。  I have never been a
  man who regarded life seriously; or feared to risk it upon sufficient
  occasion; but my heart froze within me when the horror of my
  situation was revealed to me。  A stone box perhaps eight feet square
  … as I lay upon the floor I could touch its opposite sides with my
  hands and feet … had been prepared for my entrance by cutting a slit
  in one of its walls just large enough for the passage of my body。
  Through this narrow opening I was dropped into the total darkness
  within。  A blacksmith followed and welded my fetters; for locks and
  keys are never used。  A chain having a heavy weight pendant from it
  was riveted to my ankle; and an iron band was similarly fastened to
  my waist。  This band was fastened by a chain to an iron ring deeply
  sunk in the solid rock。  When these horrible preparations were
  completed the blacksmith left me and a mason bricked up the slit
  through which I had entered; leaving only a hand…breadth of space
  for air and the thrusting through of such scraps of food as were to
  be allowed me。  Language is powerless to describe the feelings of a
  man in such a position。  He realises that his only hope is in disease
  … disease bred of the darkness; the dampness; the starvation; and
  the horrible filth。  He says to himself: 'How long; 0 God!  how
  long?' … For hours I remained prone and inert … how long I do not
  know; night and day are all one in the dungeons of Ceuta。  Then I
  began to think。  Could I escape?  I felt that all power of thought;
  all cleverness would soon desert me; and I said to myself: 'If
  anything is to be done; it must be done at once。'  I knew not then
  what long…drawn horrors a mortal could endure。  Whenever I attempted
  to walk the iron mass fastened to my leg would 'bring me up short;'
  often; in my early forgetfulness of it; throwing me prone upon my
  face。  After a little I learned to move with a halting gait;
  striding out with the free limb and pausing to pull my burden after
  me with the other。  This habit; learned in the squalor and darkness
  of the dungeon hells of Ceuta; I have never been able to unlearn。
  〃It was many days before I could see how anything short of a miracle
  could enable me to escape。  I tried to calmly reason it all out; and
  every time came to the same horrible conclusion; viz。: I must rot
  there unless help came to me from without。  This seemed impossible;
  and all the horrors of a lingering death stared me in the face。
  Every two or three days one of the jailers would come to the slit
  in the masonry and leave there a dish of water and a few crusts of
  bread。  I tried on one occasion to speak with him; but he only
  laughed in my face and turned away。  Finally I hit upon a plan which
  seemed to offer the only possible means of escape。  In my college
  days I was well acquainted with M。 Charcot; and even assisted in
  some of his earlier hypnotic experiments。  The subject interested
  me; and I followed it closely till I became something of an adept
  myself。  There were in those days but few people I could not
  mesmerise; provided sufficient opportunity were allowed me for
  hypnotic suggestion。  I determined to see if any of this old power
  still remained with me; and; if so; to strive to render my jailer
  subservient to my will。  But how should I keep him within ear…shot
  long enough to work upon him?  Clearly all appeals to pity were
  useless。  I must excite his greed; nothing else would reach him。
  This was not an easy thing to do without a sou in my possession;
  yet I did it。  When I heard his step I crawled to the opening in
  the wall and mumbled in a crazy sort of a way about a hidden
  treasure。  At the word 'treasure' I saw him pause and listen; but
  I pretended not to be aware of his presence and rambled on; in a
  loose; disjointed fashion; about piracies committed by me and the
  great amount of booty I had secreted。  My plan worked perfectly。
  The jailer came to the aperture in the wall and called me to him。
  Muttering incoherently; I obeyed。  He asked me what offence brought
  me there; and I; with a good deal of intentional misunderstanding;
  told him I was a pirate and a smuggler。  He asked me where the
  treasure I had been talking about was hidden。  My reply; … I
  remember the exact words in which I couched it; … made him mine
  completely。  I said: 'We buried it near Fez …  Treasure?  I don't
  know anything about any treasure。'
  〃To all the many questions he then asked me I returned only
  incoherent replies; but I was careful to be again raving about
  buried riches upon the next visit。  In this way I kept him by me
  long enough to influence him; and in less than a month he was
  completely subject to my will。  I tested my power over him in divers
  ways。  Any delicacy I wished I compelled him to bring me。  In this
  way I was enabled to regain a portion of my lost strength。  When I
  concluded the time had come for me to make good my escape; I caused
  him to come to my cell at midnight and remove the bricks from the
  slit while I put on the disguise he had brought me。  Once out of my
  stone tomb we carefully walled it up ag