第 2 节
作者:白寒      更新:2022-04-12 11:59      字数:7918
  gout in their backs; and cried; 〃Creak;〃 it was all exactly like the
  first time; for in that house; one day and one hour were just like
  another。 〃I cannot bear it any longer;〃 said the tin soldier; 〃I
  have wept tears of tin; it is so melancholy here。 Let me go to the
  wars; and lose an arm or a leg; that would be some change; I cannot
  bear it。 Now I know what it is to have visits from one's old
  recollections; and all they bring with them。 I have had visits from
  mine; and you may believe me it is not altogether pleasant。 I was very
  nearly jumping from the shelf。 I saw you all in your house opposite;
  as if you were really present。 It was Sunday morning; and you children
  stood round the table; singing the hymn that you sing every morning。
  You were standing quietly; with your hands folded; and your father and
  mother。 You were standing quietly; with your hands folded; and your
  father and mother were looking just as serious; when the door
  opened; and your little sister Maria; who is not two years old; was
  brought into the room。 You know she always dances when she hears music
  and singing of any sort; so she began to dance immediately; although
  she ought not to have done so; but she could not get into the right
  time because the tune was so slow; so she stood first on one leg and
  then on the other; and bent her head very low; but it would not suit
  the music。 You all stood looking very grave; although it was very
  difficult to do so; but I laughed so to myself that I fell down from
  the table; and got a bruise; which is there still; I know it was not
  right to laugh。 So all this; and everything else that I have seen;
  keeps running in my head; and these must be the old recollections that
  bring so many thoughts with them。 Tell me whether you still sing on
  Sundays; and tell me about your little sister Maria; and how my old
  comrade is; the other tin soldier。 Ah; really he must be very happy; I
  cannot endure this life。〃
  〃You are given away;〃 said the little boy; 〃you must stay。 Don't
  you see that?〃 Then the old man came in; with a box containing many
  curious things to show him。 Rouge…pots; scent…boxes; and old cards; so
  large and so richly gilded; that none are ever seen like them in these
  days。 And there were smaller boxes to look at; and the piano was
  opened; and inside the lid were painted landscapes。 But when the old
  man played; the piano sounded quite out of tune。 Then he looked at the
  picture he had bought at the broker's; and his eyes sparkled
  brightly as he nodded at it; and said; 〃Ah; she could sing that tune。〃
  〃I will go to the wars! I will go to the wars!〃 cried the tin
  soldier as loud as he could; and threw himself down on the floor。
  Where could he have fallen? The old man searched; and the little boy
  searched; but he was gone; and could not be found。 〃I shall find him
  again;〃 said the old man; but he did not find him。 The boards of the
  floor were open and full of holes。 The tin soldier had fallen
  through a crack between the boards; and lay there now in an open
  grave。 The day went by; and the little boy returned home; the week
  passed; and many more weeks。 It was winter; and the windows were quite
  frozen; so the little boy was obliged to breathe on the panes; and rub
  a hole to peep through at the old house。 Snow drifts were lying in all
  the scrolls and on the inscriptions; and the steps were covered with
  snow as if no one were at home。 And indeed nobody was home; for the
  old man was dead。 In the evening; a hearse stopped at the door; and
  the old man in his coffin was placed in it。 He was to be taken to
  the country to be buried there in his own grave; so they carried him
  away; no one followed him; for all his friends were dead; and the
  little boy kissed his hand to the coffin as the hearse moved away with
  it。 A few days after; there was an auction at the old house; and
  from his window the little boy saw the people carrying away the
  pictures of old knights and ladies; the flower…pots with the long
  ears; the old chairs; and the cup…boards。 Some were taken one way;
  some another。 Her portrait; which had been bought at the picture
  dealer's; went back again to his shop; and there it remained; for no
  one seemed to know her; or to care for the old picture。 In the spring;
  they began to pull the house itself down; people called it complete
  rubbish。 From the street could be seen the room in which the walls
  were covered with leather; ragged and torn; and the green in the
  balcony hung straggling over the beams; they pulled it down quickly;
  for it looked ready to fall; and at last it was cleared away
  altogether。 〃What a good riddance;〃 said the neighbors' houses。 Very
  shortly; a fine new house was built farther back from the road; it had
  lofty windows and smooth walls; but in front; on the spot where the
  old house really stood; a little garden was planted; and wild vines
  grew up over the neighboring walls; in front of the garden were
  large iron railings and a great gate; which looked very stately。
  People used to stop and peep through the railings。 The sparrows
  assembled in dozens upon the wild vines; and chattered all together as
  loud as they could; but not about the old house; none of them could
  remember it; for many years had passed by; so many indeed; that the
  little boy was now a man; and a really good man too; and his parents
  were very proud of him。 He was just married; and had come; with his
  young wife; to reside in the new house with the garden in front of it;
  and now he stood there by her side while she planted a field flower
  that she thought very pretty。 She was planting it herself with her
  little hands; and pressing down the earth with her fingers。 〃Oh
  dear; what was that?〃 she exclaimed; as something pricked her。 Out
  of the soft earth something was sticking up。 It was… only think!… it
  was really the tin soldier; the very same which had been lost up in
  the old man's room; and had been hidden among old wood and rubbish for
  a long time; till it sunk into the earth; where it must have been
  for many years。 And the young wife wiped the soldier; first with a
  green leaf; and then with her fine pocket…handkerchief; that smelt
  of such beautiful perfume。 And the tin soldier felt as if he was
  recovering from a fainting fit。 〃Let me see him;〃 said the young
  man; and then he smiled and shook his head; and said; 〃It can scarcely
  be the same; but it reminds me of something that happened to one of my
  tin soldiers when I was a little boy。〃 And then he told his wife about
  the old house and the old man; and of the tin soldier which he had
  sent across; because he thought the old man was lonely; and he related
  the story so clearly that tears came into the eyes of the young wife
  for the old house and the old man。 〃It is very likely that this is
  really the same soldier;〃 said she; and I will take care of him; and
  always remember what you have told me; but some day you must show me
  the old man's grave。〃
  〃I don't know where it is;〃 he replied; 〃no one knows。 All his
  friends are dead; no one took care of him; and I was only a little
  boy。〃
  〃Oh; how dreadfully lonely he must have been;〃 said she。
  〃Yes; terribly lonely;〃 cried the tin soldier; 〃still it is
  delightful not to be forgotten。〃
  〃Delightful indeed;〃 cried a voice quite near to them; no one
  but the tin soldier saw that it came from a rag of the leather which
  hung in tatters; it had lost all its gilding; and looked like wet
  earth; but it had an opinion; and it spoke it thus:…
  〃Gilding will fade in damp weather;
  To endure; there is nothing like leather。〃
  But the tin soldier did not believe any such thing。
  THE END
  。