第 5 节
作者:九十八度      更新:2022-04-08 20:59      字数:9321
  〃No; I think not。  George does not seem to care for cathedrals。  And he has plans for me; no doubt。〃
  Miss Vance brushed the bonnet and carefully rolled up the strings。  〃Are you satisfied?  Is London the London you have been thinking of these twenty years?〃 she asked。
  〃Oh; a thousand times more!  And George has been with me every dayevery day!〃
  Miss Vance picked up the gloves; looking impatiently at the poor lady's happy face。  〃Now she has gone off into one of her silly transports of delight; and for no earthly reason!〃
  〃I noticed that George has seen very little of Lisa lately;〃 she said tentatively。  〃If he really means to marry her〃
  〃Marry her!  Clara!  You surely never feared THAT?〃
  〃He certainly told us plainly enough that he would do it;〃 said Miss Vance testily。
  〃Oh; you don't understand him!  You have had so little to do with young men。  They are all liable to attacks like thatas to measles and scarlet fever。  But they pass off。  Now; George is not as susceptible as most of them。  But;〃 lowering her voice; 〃he was madly in love with the butcher's Kate when he was ten; and five years afterward offered to marry the widow Potts。  I thought he had outgrown the disease。  There has been nothing of the kind since; until this fancy。  It is passing off。  Of course it is mortifying enough to think that such a poor creature as that could attract him for an hour。〃
  〃I was to blame;〃 Miss Vance said; with an effort。  〃I brought her in his way。  But how was I to know that she was such a cat; and he such  If he should marry her〃
  Mrs。 Waldeaux laughed angrily。  〃You are too absurd; Clara。  A flirtation with such a woman was degrading enough; but George is not quite mad。  He has not even spoken of her for days。  Oh; here he comes!  That is his step on the stairs。〃  She ran to the door。  〃He found that I was out and has followed me。  He is the most ridiculous mother's boy!  Well; George; here I am!  Have you thought of some thing new for me to see?〃  She glanced at Miss Vance; well pleased that she should see the lad's foolish fondness for her。
  George forced a smile。  He looked worn and jaded。  Miss Vance noticed that his usually neat cravat was awry and his hands were gloveless。  〃Yes;〃 he said。  〃It is a lit… tle church。  The oldest in London。  I want to show it to you。〃
  Miss Vance tied on Mrs。 Waldeaux's bonnet; smoothing her hair affectionately。  〃There are too many gray hairs here for your age; Frances;〃 she said。  〃George; you should keep your mother from worry and work。  Don't let her hair grow gray so soon。〃
  George bowed。  〃I hope I shall do my duty;〃 he said; with dignity。  〃Come; mother。〃
  As they drove down Piccadilly Mrs。 Waldeaux chattered eagerly to her son。  She could not pour out her teeming fancies about this new world to any body else; but she could not talk fast enough to him。  Had they not both been waiting for a lifetime to see this London?
  〃The thing;〃 she said earnestly; as she settled herself beside him; 〃the thing that has impressed me most; I think; were those great Ninevite gods yesterday。  I sat for hours before them while you were gone。  There they sit; their hands on their knees; and stare out of their awful silence at the London fog; just as they stared at the desert before Christ was born。  I felt so miserably young and sham!〃
  George adjusted his cravat impatiently。  〃I'm afraid I don't quite follow you; mother。  These little flights of yours  They belong to your generation; I suppose。  It was a more sentimental one than mine。  You are not very young。  And you certainly are not a sham。  The statues are interesting; but I fail to see why they should have had such an effect upon you。〃
  〃Oh!〃 said Frances。  〃But you did not stay alone with them as long as I did; or you would have felt it too。  Now I am sure that the debates in Parliament impressed you just as they did me?〃
  George said nothing; but she went on eagerly。  It never occurred to her that he could be bored by her impressions in these greatest days of her life。  〃To see a half…dozen well…groomed young men settle the affairs of India and Australia in a short; indifferent colloquy!  How shy and awkward they were; too!  They actually stuttered out their sentences in their fear of posing or seeming pretentious。  So English!  Don't you think it was very English; George?〃
  〃I really did not think about it at all。  I have had very different things to occupy me;〃 said George; coldly superior to all mothers and Parliaments。  This is the church。〃
  The cab stopped before an iron door between two shops in the most thronged part of Bishopsgate Street。  He pushed it open; and they passed suddenly out of the hurrying crowd into the solemn silence of an ancient dingy building。  A dim light fell through a noble window of the thirteenth century upon cheap wooden pews。  The church was empty; and had that curious significance and half…spoken message of its own which belongs to a vacant house。
  〃I remember;〃 whispered Frances; awestruck。  〃This was built by the first Christian convert; St。 Ethelburga。〃
  〃You believe every thing; mother!〃 said George irritably。 She wandered about; looking at the sombre walls and inscriptions; and then back uneasily; to his moody face。
  Suddenly she came up to him as he stood leaning against a pillar。  〃Something has happened!〃 she said。  〃You did not bring me here to look at the church。  You have something to tell me。〃
  The young man looked at her and turned away。  〃Yes; I have。  It isn't a death;〃 he said; with a nervous laugh。  〃You need not look in that way。  It issomething very different。  II was married in this church yesterday to Lisa Arpent。〃
  Frances did not at first comprehend the great disaster that bulked black across her whole life; but; woman…like; grasped at a fragment of it。
  〃You were married and I was not there!  Yesterday!  My boy was married and he forgot me!〃
  〃Mother!  Don't look like that!  Here; sit down;〃 grabbing her helplessly by the arms。  〃I didn't want to hurt you。  I brought you here to tell you quietly。  Cry!  Why don't you cry if you're worried!  Oh! I believe she's dying!〃 he shouted; staring around the empty church。
  She spoke at last。
  〃You were married and I couldn't say God bless you!  You forgot me!  I never forgot you; George; for one minute since you were born。〃
  〃Mother; what fool talk is that?  I only didn't want a scene。  I kept away from Lisa for weeks so as not to vex you。  Forget you!  I think I have been very considerate of you under the circumstances。  You have a dislike to Lisa; a most groundless dislike〃
  〃Oh; what is Lisa? 〃 said Frances haughtily。  〃It is that you have turned away from me。  She has nothing to do with the relation between you and me。  How can any woman come between me and my son?〃  She held up her hands。  〃Why; you are my boy; Georgy。  You are all I have!〃
  He looked at the face; curiously pinched and drawn as if by death; that was turned up to his; and shrugged his shoulders impatiently。  〃Now this is exactly what I tried to escape yesterday。  Am I never to be a man; nor have the rights of a man?  You must accept the situation; mother。  Lisa is my wife; and dearer to me than all the world beside。〃
  He saw her lips move。  〃Dearer?  Dearer than me!〃 She sat quite still after that; and did not seem to hear when he spoke。  Something in her silence frightened him。  She certainly had been a fond; indulgent mother; and he perhaps had been abrupt in cutting the tie between them。  It must be cut。  He had promised Lisa the whole matter should be settled to…day。  But his mother certainly was a weak woman; and he must be patient with her。  Secretly he approved the manliness of his patience。
  〃The cab is waiting; dear;〃 he said。  She rose and walked to the street; standing helpless there while the crowd jostled her。  Was she blind and deaf?  He put her into the cab and sat down opposite to her。  〃Half Moon Street;〃 he called to the driver。
  〃Mother;〃 touching her on the knee。
  〃Yes; George。〃
  〃I told him to drive to Half Moon Street。  I will take you to Clara Vance。  We may as well arrange things now; finally。  You do not like my wife。  That is clear。  For the present; therefore; it is better that we should separate。  I have consulted with Lisa; and she has suggested that you shall join Clara Vance's party while we go our own way。〃
  She stared at him。  〃Do you mean that you and I are not to see London together?  Not to travel through Europe together?〃
  He pitied her a little; and; leaning forward; kissed her clammy lips。  〃The thing will seem clearer to you to…morrow; no doubt。  I must leave you now。  Go to Clara and her girls。  They all like to pet and make much of you。  I will bring Lisa in the morning; to talk business a little。  She has an uncommonly clear head for business。  Good…by; dear!〃  He stopped the cab; jumped out; and walked briskly to the corner where his wife was waiting for him。
  〃You have told her?〃 she asked breathlessly。
  〃Yes。  It's over。〃
  〃That we must separate?〃
  〃Yes; yes。  I told her you thought it best。〃
  〃And she was not willing?〃
  〃Well; she did not approve very cordially;〃 said George; evading her eye。
  〃But she shall approve!〃 hanging upon his arm; her burning