第 29 节
作者:笑傲网络      更新:2021-12-13 08:43      字数:9322
  of LeNoir that he desired as that he should have the destroying of
  him。  While he cherished this feeling in his heart; it was not
  strange that the minister in his visits found Black Hugh
  unapproachable; and concluded that he was in a state of settled
  〃hardness of heart。〃  His wife knew better; but even she dared not
  approach Macdonald Dubh on that subject; which had not been
  mentioned between them since the morning he had opened his heart to
  her。  The dark; haggard; gloomy face haunted her。  She longed to
  help him to peace。  It was this that sent her to his brother;
  Macdonald Bhain; to whom she told as much of the story as she
  thought wise。
  〃I am afraid he will never come to peace with God until he comes to
  peace with this man;〃 she said; sadly; 〃and it is a bitter load
  that he is carrying with him。〃
  〃I will talk with him;〃 answered Macdonald Bhain; and at the end of
  the week he took his way across to his brother's home。
  He found him down in the brule; where he spent most of his days
  toiling hard with his ax; in spite of the earnest entreaties of
  Ranald。  He was butting a big tree that the fire had laid prone;
  but the ax was falling with the stroke of a weak man。
  As he finished his cut; his brother called to him; 〃That is no work
  for you; Hugh; that is no work for a man who has been for six weeks
  in his bed。〃
  〃It is work that must be done; however;〃 Black Hugh answered;
  bitterly。
  〃Give me the ax;〃 said Macdonald Bhain。  He mounted the tree as his
  brother stepped down; and swung his ax deep into the wood with a
  mighty blow。  Then he remembered; and stopped。  He would not add to
  his brother's bitterness by an exhibition of his mighty; unshaken
  strength。  He stuck the ax into the log; and standing up; looked
  over the brule。  〃It is a fine bit of ground; Hugh; and will raise
  a good crop of potatoes。〃
  〃Aye;〃 said Macdonald Dubh; sadly。  〃It has lain like this for
  three years; and ought to have been cleared long ago; if I had been
  doing my duty。〃
  〃Indeed; it will burn all the better for that;〃 said his brother;
  cheerfully。  〃And as for the potatoes; there is a bit of my
  clearing that Ranald might as well use。〃
  But Black Hugh shook his head。  〃Ranald will use no man's clearing
  but his own;〃 he said。  〃I am afraid he has got too much of his
  father in him for his own good。〃
  Macdonald Bhain glanced at his brother's face with a look of
  mingled pity and admiration。  〃Ah;〃 he said; 〃Hugh; it's a proud
  man you are。  Macdonalds have plenty of that; whatever; and we come
  by it good enough。  Do you remember at home; when our father〃and
  he went off into a reminiscence of their boyhood days; talking in
  gentle; kindly; loving tones; till the shadow began to lift from
  his brother's face; and he; too; began to talk。  They spoke of
  their father; who had always been to them a kind of hero; and of
  their mother; who had lived; and toiled; and suffered for her
  family with uncomplaining patience。
  〃She was a good woman;〃 said Macdonald Bhain; with a note of
  tenderness in his voice。  〃And it was the hard load she had to
  bear; and I would to God she were living now; that I might make up
  to her something of what she suffered for me。〃
  〃And I am thankful to God;〃 said his brother; bitterly; 〃that she
  is not here to see me now; for it would but add to the heavy burden
  I often laid upon her。〃
  〃You will not be saying that;〃 said Macdonald Bhain。  〃But I am
  saying that the Lord will be honored in you yet。〃
  〃Indeed; there is not much for me;〃 said his brother; gloomily;
  〃but the sick…bed and six feet or more of the damp earth。〃
  〃Hugh; man;〃 said his brother; hastily; 〃you must not be talking
  like that。  It is not the speech of a brave man。  It is the speech
  of a man that is beaten in his fight。〃
  〃Beaten!〃 echoed his brother; with a kind of cry。  〃You have said
  the word。  Beaten it is; and by a man that is no equal of mine。
  You know that;〃 he said; appealing; almost anxiously; to his
  brother。  〃You know that well。  You know that I am brought to
  this〃he held up his gaunt; bony hands〃by a man that is no equal
  of mine; and I will never be able to look him in the face and say
  as much to him。  But if the Almighty would send him to hell; I
  would be following him there。〃
  〃Whisht; Hugh;〃 said Macdonald Bhain; in a voice of awe。  〃It is a
  terrible word you have said; and may the Lord forgive you。〃
  〃Forgive me!〃 echoed his brother; in a kind of frenzy。  〃Indeed; he
  will not be doing that。  Did not the minister's wife tell me as
  much?〃
  〃No; no;〃 said his brother。  〃She would not be saying that。〃
  〃Indeed; that is her very word;〃 said Black Hugh。
  〃She could not say that;〃 said his brother; 〃for it is not the Word
  of God。〃
  〃Indeed;〃 replied Black Hugh; like a man who had thought it all
  out; 〃she would be reading it out of the Book to me that unless I
  would be forgiving; thatthat〃 he paused; not being able to find
  a word; but went on〃then I need not hope to be forgiven my own
  self。〃
  〃Yes; yes。  That is true;〃 assented Macdonald Bhain。  〃But; by the
  grace of God; you will forgive; and you will be forgiven。〃
  〃Forgive!〃 cried Black Hugh; his face convulsed with passion。
  〃Hear me!〃he raised his hand to heaven。〃If I ever forgive〃
  But his brother caught his arm and drew it down swiftly; saying:
  〃Whisht; man。  Don't tempt the Almighty。〃  Then he added; 〃You
  would not be shutting yourself out from the presence of the Lord
  and from the presence of those he has taken to himself?〃
  His brother stood silent a few moments; his hard; dark face swept
  with a storm of emotions。  Then he said; brokenly:  〃It is not for
  me; I doubt。〃
  But his brother caught him by the arm and said to him; 〃Hear me;
  Hugh。  It is for you。〃
  They walked on in silence till they were near the house。  Ranald
  and Yankee were driving their teams into the yard。
  〃That is a fine lad;〃 said Macdonald Bhain; pointing to Ranald。
  〃Aye;〃 said his brother; 〃it is a pity he has not a better chance。
  He is great for his books; but he has no chance whatever; and he
  will be a bowed man before he has cleared this farm and paid the
  debt on it。〃
  〃Never you fear;〃 said his brother。  〃Ranald will do well。  But;
  man; what a size he is!〃
  〃He is that;〃 said his father; proudly。  〃He is as big as his
  father; and I doubt some day he may be as good a man as his uncle。〃
  〃God grant he may be a better!〃 said Macdonald Bhain; reverently。
  〃If he be as good;〃 said his brother; kindly; 〃I will be content;
  but I will not be here to see it。〃
  〃Whisht; man;〃 said his brother; hastily。  〃You are not to speak
  such things; nor have them in your mind。〃
  〃Ah;〃 said Macdonald Dubh; sadly; 〃my day is not far off; and that
  I know right well。〃
  Macdonald Bhain flung his arm hastily round his brother's shoulder。
  〃Do not speak like that; Hugh;〃 he said; his voice breaking
  suddenly。  And then he drew away his arm as if ashamed of his
  emotion; and said; with kindly dignity; 〃Please God; you will see
  many days yet; and see your boy come to honor among men。〃
  But Black Hugh only shook his head in silence。
  Before they came to the door; Macdonald Bhain said; with seeming
  indifference; 〃You have not been to church since you got up; Hugh。
  You will be going to…morrow; if it is a fine day?〃
  〃It is too long a walk; I doubt;〃 answered his brother。
  〃That it is; but Yankee will drive you in his buckboard;〃 said
  Macdonald Bhain。
  〃In the buckboard?〃 said Macdonald Dubh。  〃And; indeed; I was never
  in a buckboard in my life。〃
  〃It is not too late to begin to…morrow;〃 said his brother; 〃and it
  will do you good。〃
  〃I doubt that;〃 said Black Hugh; gloomily。  〃The church will not be
  doing me much good any more。〃
  〃Do not say such a thing; and Yankee will drive you in his
  buckboard to…morrow。〃
  His brother did not promise; but next day the congregation received
  a shock of surprise to see Macdonald Dubh walk down the aisle to
  his place in the church。  And through all the days of the spring
  and summer his place was never empty; and though the shadow never
  lifted from his face; the minister's wife felt comforted about him;
  and waited for the day of his deliverance。
  CHAPTER XIII
  THE LOGGING BEE
  Macdonald Bhain's visit to his brother was fruitful in another way。
  After taking counsel with Yankee and Kirsty; he resolved that he
  would speak to his neighbors and make a 〃bee;〃 to attack the brule。
  He knew better than to consult either his brother or his nephew;
  feeling sure that their Highland pride would forbid accepting any
  such favor; and all the more because it seemed to be needed。  But
  without their leave the bee was arranged; and in the beginning of
  the following week the house of Macdonald Dubh was thrown into a
  state of unparalleled confusion; and Kirsty went about in a state
  of dishevelment that gave token that the daily struggle with dirt
  had reached the acute stage。  From top to bottom; inside and
  outside; everything that could be scrubbed was scrubbed; and then
  she settled about her baking; but with all caution; lest she should
  excite her brother's or her nephew's suspicion。  It was a good
  thing that little baking was required; for the teams that brough