第 85 节
作者:打死也不说      更新:2021-12-13 08:42      字数:9322
  the chord; her eyes fixed on the music; but her look far away。 The doctor is absent。 The care of his health and business has exiled him from Paris for some days; and the thoughts of the beautiful Mme。 Jenkins have taken that grave turn; as often happens in solitude; that analytical tendency which sometimes makes even momentary separations fatal in the most united households。 United they had not been for sometime。 They only saw each other at meal… times; before the servants; hardly speaking unless he; the man of unctuous manners; allowed himself to make some disobliging or brutal remark on her son; or on her age; which she began to show; or on some dress which did not become her。 Always gentle and serene; she stifled her tears; accepted everything; feigned not to understand; not that she loved him still after so much cruelty and contempt; but it was the story; as their coachman Joe told it; 〃of an old clinger who was determined to make him marry her。〃 Up to then a terrible obstaclethe life of the legitimate wifehad prolonged a dishonourable situation。 Now that the obstacle no longer existed she wished to put an end to the situation; because of Andre; who from one day to another might be forced to despise his mother; because of the world which they had deceived for ten yearsa world she never entered but with a beating heart; for fear of the treatment she would receive after a discovery。 To her allusions; to her prayers; Jenkins had answered at first by phrases; grand gestures: 〃Could you distrust me? Is not our engagement sacred?〃
  He pointed out the difficulty of keeping an act of this importance secret。 Then he shut himself up in a malignant silence; full of cold anger and violent determinations。 The death of the duke; the fall of an absurd vanity; had struck a final blow at the household; for disaster; which often brings hearts ready to understand one another nearer; finishes and completes disunions。 And it was indeed a disaster。 The popularity of the Jenkins pearls suddenly stopped; the situation of the foreign doctor and charlatan; ably defined by Bouchereau in the Journal of the Academy; and people of fashion looked at each other in fright; paler from terror than from the arsenic they had imbibed。 Already the Irishman had felt the effect of those counter blasts which make Parisian infatuations so dangerous。
  It was for that reason; no doubt; that Jenkins had judged it wise to disappear for some time; leaving madame to continue to frequent the houses still open to them; to gauge and hold public opinion in respect。 It was a hard task for the poor woman; who found everywhere the cool and distant welcome which she had received at the Hemerlingues。 But she did not complain; thus earning her marriage; she was putting between them as a last resource the sad tie of pity and common trials。 And as she knew that she was welcomed in the world on account of her talent; of the artistic distraction she lent to their private parties; she was always ready to lay on the piano her fan and long gloves; to play some fragment of her vast repertory。 She worked constantly; passing her afternoons in turning over new music; choosing by preference sad and complicated harmonies; the modern music which no longer contents itself with being an art; but becomes a science; and answers better to our nerves; to our restlessness; than to sentiment。
  Daylight flooded the room as a maid brought a card to her mistress; 〃Heurteux; business agent。〃
  The gentleman was there; he insisted on seeing madame。
  〃You have told him the doctor is travelling?〃
  He had been told; but it was to madame he wished to speak。
  〃To me?〃
  Disturbed; she examined this rough; crumpled card; this unknown name: 〃Heurteux。〃 What could it be?
  〃Well; show him in。〃
  Heurteux; business agent; coming from broad daylight into the semi… obscurity of the room; was blinking with an uncertain air; trying to see。 She; on the other hand; saw very distinctly a stiff figure; with iron…gray whiskers and protruding jaw; one of those hangers…on of the law whom one meets round the law courts; born fifty years old; with a bitter mouth; an envious air; and a morocco portfolio under the arm。 He sat down on the edge of the chair which she pointed out to him; turned his head to make sure that the servant had gone out; then opened his portfolio methodically to search for a paper。 Seeing that he did not speak; she began in a tone of impatience:
  〃I ought to warn you; sir; that my husband is absent; and that I am not acquainted with his business。〃
  Without any astonishment; his hand in his papers; the man answered: 〃I know that /M。 Jenkins/ is absent; madame〃he emphasized more particularly the two words 〃M。 Jenkins〃〃especially as I come on his behalf。〃
  She looked at him frightened。 〃On his behalf?〃
  〃Alas! yes; madame。 The doctor's situation; as you are no doubt aware; is one; for the moment; of very great embarrassment。 Unfortunate dealings on the Stock Exchange; the failure of a great financial enterprise in which his money is invested; the /OEuvre de Bethleem/ which weighs heavily on him; all these reverses coming at once have forced him to a grave resolution。 He is selling his mansion; his horses; everything that he possesses; and has given me a power of attorney for that purpose。〃
  He had at last found what he was looking forone of those stamped folded papers; interlined and riddled with references; where the impassible law makes itself responsible for so many lies。 Mme。 Jenkins was going to say: 〃But I was here。 I would have carried out all his wishes; all his orders〃 when she suddenly understood by the coolness of her visitor; his easy; almost insolent attitude; that she was included in this clearing up; in the getting rid of the costly mansion and useless riches; and that her departure would be the signal for the sale。
  She rose suddenly。 The man; still seated; went on: 〃What I have still to say; madame〃oh; she knew it; she could have dictated to him; what he had still to say〃is so painful; so delicate。 M。 Jenkins is leaving Paris for a long time; and in the fear of exposing you to the hazards and adventures of the new life he is undertaking; of taking you away from a son you cherish; and in whose interest perhaps you had better〃
  She heard no more; saw no more; and while he was spinning out his gossamer phrases; given over to despair; she heard the song over and over in her mind; as the last image seen pursues a drowning man:
  Le temps nous enleve   Notre enchantement。
  All at once her pride returned。 〃Let us put a stop to this; sir。 All your turns and phrases are only an additional insult。 The fact is that I am driven outturned into the street like a servant。〃
  〃Oh; madame; madame! The situation is cruel enough; don't let us make it worse by hard words。 In the evolution of his /modus vivendi/ M。 Jenkins has to separate from you; but he does so with the greatest pain to himself; and the proposals which I am charged to make are a proof of his sentiments for you。 First; as to furniture and clothes; I am authorized to let you take〃
  〃That will do;〃 said she。 She flew to the bell。 〃I am going out。 Quick my hat; my mantle; anything; never mind what。 I am in a hurry。〃
  And while they went to fetch her what she wanted she said:
  〃Everything here belongs to M。 Jenkins。 Let him dispose of it as he likes。 I want nothing from him。 Don't insist; it is useless。〃
  The man did not insist。 His mission fulfilled; the rest mattered little to him。
  Steadily; coldly; she arranged her hat carefully before the glass; the maid fastening her veil; and arranging on her shoulders the folds of her mantle; then she looked round her and considered for a moment whether she was forgetting anything precious to her。 No; nothingher son's letters were in her pocket; she never allowed them to be away from her。
  〃Madame does not wish for the carriage?〃
  〃No。〃 And she left the house。
  It was about five o'clock。 At that moment Bernard Jansoulet was crossing the doorway of the legislative chamber; his mother on his arm; but poignant as was the drama enacted there; this one surpassed itmore sudden; unforeseen; and without any stage effects。 A drama between four walls; improvised in Paris day by day。 Perhaps it is this which gives that vibration to the air of the city; that tremor which forces the nerves into activity。 The weather was magnificent。 The streets of the wealthy quarter; large and straight as avenues; shone in the declining light; embellished with open windows; flowery balconies; and patches of green seen on the boulevards; light and soft among the narrow; hard prospects of stone。 Mme。 Jenkins hurried in this direction; walking aimlessly; in a dull stupor。 What a horrible crash! Five minutes ago rich; surrounded by all the respect and comfort of easy circumstances。 Nownothing。 Not even a roof to sleep under; not even a name。 The street!
  Where was she to go? What would become of her?
  At first she had thought of her son。 But; to acknowledge her fault; to blush before her own child; to weep while taking from him the right to console her; was more than she could do。 No; there was nothing for her but death。 To die as soon as possible; to escape shame by a complete disappearance; to un