第 49 节
作者:打死也不说      更新:2021-12-13 08:41      字数:9322
  ings of Paganetti; who was his man of straw。 In any case his golden star was no longer in the ascendant。 Paul de Gery knew this through Joyeuse; who was now a stock…broker's accountant and well up in the doings on the Bourse。 What troubled him most; however; was the Nabob's singular agitation; his need of constant distraction which had succeeded his former splendid calm of strength and security; the loss; too; of his southern sobriety。 He kept himself in a continual state of excitement; drinking great glasses of /raki/ before his meals; laughing long; talking loud; like a rough sailor ashore。 You felt that here was a man overdoing himself to escape from some heavy care。 It showed; however; in the sudden contraction of all the muscles of his face; as some unhappy thought crossed his mind; or when he feverishly turned the pages of his little gilt…edged note…book。 The serious interview that Paul wanted so much Jansoulet would not give him at any price。 He spent his nights at the club; his mornings in bed; and from the moment he awoke his room was full of people who talked to him as he dressed; and to whom he replied; sponge in hand。 If; by a miracle; de Gery caught him alone for a second; he fled; stopping his words with a 〃Not now; not now; I beg of you。〃 In the end the young man had recourse to drastic measures。
  One morning; towards five o'clock; when Jansoulet came home from his club; he found a letter on the table near his bed。 At first he took it to be one of the many anonymous denunciations he received daily。 It was indeed a denunciation; but it was signed and undisguised; and it breathed in every word the loyalty and the earnest youthfulness of him who wrote it。 De Gery pointed out very clearly all the infamies and all the double dealing which surrounded him。 With no beating about the bush he called the rogues by their names。 There was not one of the usual guests whom he did not suspect; not one who came with any other object than to steal and to lie。 From the top to the bottom of the house all was pillage and waste。 Bois l'Hery's horses were unsound; Schwalbach's gallery was a swindle; Moessard's articles a recognised blackmail。 De Gery had made a long detailed memorandum of these scandalous abuses; with proofs in support of it。 But he specially recommended to Jansoulet's attention the accounts of the Territorial Bank as the real danger of the situation。 Attracted by the Nabob's name; as chairman of the company; hundreds of shareholders had fallen into the infamous trappoor seekers of gold; following the lucky miner。 In the other matters it was only money he lost; here his honour was at stake。 He would discover what a terrible responsibility lay upon him if he examined the papers of the business; which was only deception and cheatery from one end to the other。
  〃You will find the memorandum of which I speak;〃 said Paul de Gery; at the end of his letter; 〃in the top drawer of my desk along with sundry receipts。 I have not put them in your room; because I mistrust Noel like the rest。 When I go away to…night I will give you the key。 For I am going away; my dear benefactor and friend; I am going away full of gratitude for the good you have done me; and heartbroken that your blind confidence has prevented me from repaying you even in part。 As things are now; my conscience as an honest man will not let me stay any longer useless at my post。 I am looking on at a disaster; at the sack of a palace; which I can do nothing to prevent。 My heart burns at all I see。 I give handshakes which shame me。 I am your friend; and I seem their accomplice。 And who knows that if I went on living in such an atmosphere I might not become one?〃
  This letter; which he read slowly and carefully; even between the lines and through the words; made so great an impression on the Nabob that; instead of going to bed; he went at once to find his young secretary。 De Gery had a study at the end of the row of public rooms where he slept on a sofa。 It had been a provisional arrangement; but he had preferred not to change it。
  The house was still asleep。 As he was crossing the lofty rooms; filled with the vague light of a Parisian dawn (those blinds were never lowered; as no evening receptions were held there); the Nabob stopped; struck by the look of sad defilement his luxury wore。 In the heavy odour of tobacco and various liqueurs which hung over everything; the furniture; the ceilings; the woodwork could be seen; already faded and still new。 Spots on the crumpled satins; ashes staining the beautiful marbles; dirty footmarks on the carpets。 It reminded one of a huge first…class railway carriage incrusted with all the laziness; the impatience; the boredom of a long journey; and all the wasteful; spoiling disdain of the public for a luxury for which it has paid。 In the middle of this set scene; still warm from the atrocious comedy played there every day; his own image; reflected in twenty cold and staring looking…glasses; stood out before him; forbidding yet comical; in absolute contrast to his elegant clothes; his eyes swollen; his face bloated and inflamed。
  What an obvious and disenchanting to…morrow to the mad life he was leading!
  He lost himself for a moment in dreary thought; then he gave his shoulders a vigorous shake; a movement frequent with himit was like a peddler shifting his packas though to rid himself of too cruel cares; and again took up the burden every man carried with him; which bows his back; more or less; according to his courage or his strength; and went into de Gery's room; who was already up; standing at his desk sorting papers。
  〃First of all; my friend;〃 said Jansoulet; softly shutting the door for their interview; 〃answer me frankly。 Is it really for the motives given in your letter that you have resolved to leave me? Is there not; beneath it all; one of those scandals that I know are being circulated in Paris against me? I am sure you would be loyal enough to warn me and to give me the opportunity ofof clearing myself to you。〃
  Paul assured him that he had no other reasons for going; but that those were surely sufficient; since it was a matter of conscience。
  〃Then; my boy; listen to me; and I am sure of keeping you。 Your letter; so eloquent of honesty and sincerity; has told me nothing that I have not been convinced of for three months。 Yes; my dear Paul; you were right。 Paris is more complicated than I thought。 What I needed; when I arrived; was an honest and disinterested cicerone to put me on my guard against people and things。 I met only swindlers。 Every worthless rascal in the town has left the mud of his boots on my carpets。 I was looking at them just nowmy poor drawing…rooms。 They need a fine sweeping out。 And I swear to you they shall have it; by God; and with no light hand! But I must wait for that until I am a deputy。 All these scoundrels are of use to me for the election; and this election is far too necessary now for me to risk losing the smallest chance。 In a word; this is the situation: Not only does the Bey mean to keep the money I lent him three months ago; but he has replied to my summons by a counter action for eighty millions; the sum out of which he says I cheated his brother。 It is a frightful theft; an audacious libel。 My fortune is mine; my own。 I made it by my trade as a merchant。 I had Ahmed's favour; he gave me the opportunity of becoming rich。 It is possible I may have put on the screw a little tightly sometimes。 But one must not judge these things from a European standpoint。 Over there; the enormous profits the Levantines make is an accepted facta known thing。 It is the ransom those savages pay for the western comfort we bring them。 That wretch Hemerlingue; who is suggesting all this persecution against me; has done just as much。 But what is the use of talking? I am in the lion's jaws。 While waiting for me to go to defend myself at his tribunalsand how I know it; justice of the Orient!the Bey has begun by putting an embargo on all my goods; ships; and palaces; and what they contain。 The affair was conducted quite regularly by a decree of the Supreme Court。 Young Hemerlingue had a hand in that; you can see。 If I am made a deputy; it is only a joke。 The court takes back its decree and they give me back my treasure with every sort of excuse。 If I am not elected I lose everything; sixty; eighty millions; even the possibility of making another fortune。 It is ruin; disgrace; dishonour。 Are you going to abandon me in such a crisis? ThinkI have only you in the whole world。 My wifeyou have seen her; you know what help; what support she is to her husband。 My childrenI might as well not have any。 I never see them; they would scarcely know me in the street。 My horrible wealth has killed all affection around me and has enveloped me with shameless self…seeking。 I have only my mother to love me; and she is far away; and you who came to me from my mother。 No; you will not leave me alone amid all the scandals that are creeping around me。 It is awfulif you only knew! At the club; at the play; wherever I go I seem to see the little viper's head of the Baroness Hemerlingue; I hear the echo of her hiss; I feel the venom of her bite。 Everywhere mocking looks; conversation stopped when I appear; lying smiles; or kindness m