第 27 节
作者:打死也不说      更新:2021-12-13 08:41      字数:9322
  anent atmosphere of tobacco smoke; an impenetrable cloud for her; in which the discussions on art; the analysis of ideas; were lost and which infallibly gave her a headache。 〃Chaff;〃 above all; frightened her。 As a foreigner; as at one time a divinity of the green…room; brought up on out…of…date compliments; on gallantries /a la Dorat/; she did not understand it; and would feel terrified in the presence of the wild exaggerations; the paradoxes of these Parisians refined by the liberty of the studio。
  That kind of thing was intimidating to her who had never possessed wit save in the vivacity of her feet; and reduced her simply to the rank of a lady…companion; and; seeing this amiable old dame sitting; silent and smiling; her knitting in her lap; like one of Chardin's /bourgeoises/; or hastening by the side of her cook up the long Rue de Chaillot; where the nearest market happened to be; one would never have guessed that that simple old body had ruled kings; princes; the whole class of amorous nobles and financiers; at the caprice of her step and pirouettings。
  Paris is full of such fallen stars; extinguished by the crowd。
  Some of these famous ones; these conquerors of a former day; cherish a rage in their heart; others; on the contrary; enjoy the past blissfully; digest in an ineffable content all their glorious and ended joys; asking only repose; silence; shadow; good enough for memory and contemplations; so that when they die people are quite astonished to learn that they had been still living。
  Constance Crenmitz was among these fortunate ones。 The household of these two women was a curious one。 Both were childlike; placing side by side in a common domain; inexperience and ambition; the tranquility of an accomplished destiny and the fever of a life plunged in struggle; all the different qualities manifest even in the serene style of dress affected by this blonde who seemed all white like a faded rose; with something beneath her bright colours that vaguely suggested the footlights; and that brunette with the regular features; who almost always clothed her beauty in dark materials; simple in fold; a semblance; as it were; of virility。
  Things unforeseen; caprices; ignorance of even the least important details; led to an extreme disorder in the finances of the household; disorder which was only rectified by dint of privations; by the dismissal of servants; by reforms that were laughable in their exaggeration。 During one of these crises; Jenkins had made veiled delicate offers; which; however; were repulsed with contempt by Felicia。
  〃It is not nice of you;〃 Constance would remark to her; 〃to be so hard on the poor doctor。 After all; there was nothing offensive in his suggestion。 An old friend of your father。〃
  〃He; any one's friend! Ah; the hypocrite!〃
  And Felicia; hardly able to contain herself; would give an ironical turn to her wrath; imitating Jenkins with his oily manner and his hand on his heart; then; puffing out her cheeks; she would say in a loud; deep voice full of lying unction:
  〃Let us be humane; let us be kind。 To do good without hope of reward! That is the whole point。〃
  Constance used to laugh till the tears came; in spite of herself。 The resemblance was so perfect。
  〃All the same; you are too hard。 You will end by driving him away altogether。〃
  〃Little fear of that;〃 a shake of the girl's head would reply。
  In effect he always came back; pleasant; amiable; dissimulating his passion; which was visible only when it grew jealous of newcomers; paying assiduous attention to the old dancer; who; in spite of everything; found his good…nature pleasing and recognised in him a man of her own time; of the time when one accosted a woman with a kiss on her hand; with a compliment on her appearance。
  One morning; Jenkins having called in the course of his round; found Constance alone and doing nothing in the antechamber。
  〃You see; doctor; I am on guard;〃 she remarked tranquilly。
  〃How is that?〃
  〃Felicia is at work。 She wishes not to be disturbed; and the servants are so stupid; I am myself seeing that her orders are obeyed。〃
  Then; seeing that the Irishman made a step towards the studio:
  〃No; no; don't go in。 She told me very particularly not to let any one go in。〃
  〃But I?〃
  〃I beg you not。 You would get me a scolding。〃
  Jenkins was about to take his leave when a burst of laughter from Felicia; coming through the curtains; made him prick up his ears。
  〃She is not alone; then?〃
  〃No; the Nabob is with her。 They are having a sitting for the portrait。〃
  〃And why this mystery? It is a very singular thing。〃 He commenced to walk backward and forward; evidently very angry; but containing his wrath。
  At last he burst forth。
  It was an unheard…of impropriety to let a girl thus shut herself in with a man。
  He was surprised that one so serious; so devoted as Constance What did it look like?
  The old lady looked at him with stupefaction。 As though Felicia were like other girls! And then what danger was there with the Nabob; so staid a man and so ugly? Besides; Jenkins ought to know quite well that Felicia never consulted anybody; that she always had her own way。
  〃No; no; it is impossible! I cannot tolerate this;〃 exclaimed the Irishman。
  And; without paying any further heed to the dancer; who raised her arms to heaven as a call upon it to witness what was about to happen; he moved towards the studio; but; instead of entering immediately; he softly half…opened the door and raised a corner of the hangings; whereby the portion of the room in which the Nabob was posing became visible to him; although at a considerable distance。
  Jansoulet; seated without cravat and with his waist…coat open; was talking apparently in some agitation and in a low voice。 Felicia was replying in a similar tone; in laughing whispers。 The sitting was very animated。 Then a silence; a silken rustle of skirts; and the artist; going up to her model; turned down his linen collar all round with familiar gesture; allowing her light hand to run over the sun…tanned skin。
  That Ethiopian face on which the muscles stood out in the very intoxication of health; with its long drooping eyelashes as of some deer being gently stroked in its sleep; the bold profile of the girl as she leaned over those strange features in order to verify their proportions; then a violent; irresistible gesture; clutching the delicate hand as it passed and pressing it to two thick; passionate lips。 Jenkins saw all that in one red flash。
  The noise that he made in entering caused the two personages instantly to resume their respective positions; and; in the strong light which dazzled his prying eyes; he saw the young girl standing before him; indignant; stupefied。
  〃Who is that? Who has taken the liberty?〃 and the Nabob; on his platform; with his collar turned down; petrified; monumental。
  Jenkins; a little abashed; frightened by his own audacity; murmured some excuses。 He had something very urgent to say to M。 Jansoulet; a piece of news which was most important and would suffer no delay。 〃He knew upon the best authority that certain decorations were to be bestowed on the 16th of March。〃
  Immediately the face of the Nabob; that for a moment had been frowning; relaxed。
  〃Ah! can it be true?〃
  He abandoned his pose。 The thing was worth the trouble; /que diable!/ M。 de la Perriere; a secretary of the department involved had been commissioned by the Empress to visit the Bethlehem Refuge。 Jenkins had come in search of the Nabob to take him to see the secretary at the Tuileries and to appoint a day。 This visit to Bethlehem; it meant the cross for him。
  〃Quick; let us start; my dear doctor。 I follow you。〃
  He was no longer angry with Jenkins for having disturbed him; and he knotted his cravat feverishly; forgetting in his new emotions how he had been upset a moment earlier; for ambition with him came before all else。
  While the two men were talking in a half…whisper; Felicia; standing motionless before them; with quivering nostrils and her lip curled in contempt; watched them with an air of saying; 〃Well; I am waiting。〃
  Jansoulet apologized for being obliged to interrupt the sitting; but a visit of the most extreme importance She smiled in pity。
  〃Don't mention it; don't mention it。 At the point which we have reached I can work without you。〃
  〃Oh; yes;〃 said the doctor; 〃the work is almost completed。〃
  He added with the air of a connoisseur:
  〃It is a fine piece of work。〃
  And; counting upon covering his retreat with this compliment; he made for the door with shoulders drooped; but Felicia detained him abruptly。
  〃Stay; you。 I have something to say to you。〃
  He saw clearly from her look that he would have to yield; on pain of an explosion。
  〃You will excuse me; /cher ami/? Mademoiselle has a word for me。 My brougham is at the door。 Get in。 I will be with you immediately。〃
  As soon as the door of the studio had closed on that heavy; retreating foot; each of them looked at the other full in the face。
  〃You must be either drunk or mad to have allowed yourself to behave in this way。 What! you dare to enter my house when I am not at home? What does this violence mean? By what right〃
  〃By the right of a despairin