第 19 节
作者:京文      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9321
  To twinkle on my bosom? No one dies
  Before me; till from these enslaving eyes
  Redemption sparkles!… I am sad and lost。〃
  Thou; Carian lord; hadst better have been tost
  Into a whirlpool。 Vanish into air;
  Warm mountaineer! for canst thou only bear
  A woman's sigh alone and in distress?
  See not her charms! Is Phoebe passionless?
  Phoebe is fairer far… O gaze no more:…
  Yet if thou wilt behold all beauty's store;
  Behold her panting in the forest grass!
  Do not those curls of glossy jet surpass
  For tenderness the arms so idly lain
  Amongst them? Feelest not a kindred pain;
  To see such lovely eyes in swimming search
  After some warm delight; that seems to perch
  Dovelike in the dim cell lying beyond
  Their upper lids?… Hist!
  〃O for Hermes' wand;
  To touch this flower into human shape!
  That woodland Hyacinthus could escape
  From his green prison; and here kneeling down
  Call me his queen; his second life's fair crown!
  Ah me; how I could love!… My soul doth melt
  For the unhappy youth… Love! I have felt
  So faint a kindness; such a meek surrender
  To what my own full thoughts had made too tender;
  That but for tears my life had fled away!…
  Ye deaf and senseless minutes of the day;
  And thou; old forest; hold ye this for true;
  There is no lightning; no authentic dew
  But in the eye of love: there's not a sound;
  Melodious howsoever; can confound
  The heavens and earth in one to such a death
  As doth the voice of love: there's not a breath
  Will mingle kindly with the meadow air;
  Till it has panted round; and stolen a share
  Of passion from the heart!〃…
  Upon a bough
  He leant; wretched。 He surely cannot now
  Thirst for another love: O impious;
  That he can ever dream upon it thus!…
  Thought he; 〃Why am I not as are the dead;
  Since to a woe like this I have been led
  Through the dark earth; and through the wondrous sea?
  Goddess! I love thee not the less: from thee
  By Juno's smile I turn not… no; no; no…
  While the great waters are at ebb and flow。…
  I have a triple soul! O fond pretence…
  For both; for both my love is so immense;
  I feel my heart is cut for them in twain。〃
  And so he groan'd; as one by beauty slain。
  The lady's heart beat quick; and he could see
  Her gentle bosom heave tumultuously。
  He sprang from his green covert: there she lay;
  Sweet as a muskrose upon new…made hay;
  With all her limbs on tremble; and her eyes
  Shut softly up alive。 To speak he tries。
  〃Fair damsel; pity me! forgive that I
  Thus violate thy bower's sanctity!
  O pardon me; for I am full of grief…
  Grief born of thee; young angel! fairest thief!
  Who stolen hast away the wings wherewith
  I was to top the heavens。 Dear maid; sith
  Thou art my executioner; and I feel
  Loving and hatred; misery and weal;
  Will in a few short hours be nothing to me;
  And all my story that much passion slew me;
  Do smile upon the evening of my days:
  And; for my tortur'd brain begins to craze;
  Be thou my nurse; and let me understand
  How dying I shall kiss that lilly hand。…
  Dost weep for me? Then should I be content。
  Scowl on; ye fates! until the firmament
  Outblackens Erebus; and the full…cavern'd earth
  Crumbles into itself。 By the cloud girth
  Of Jove; those tears have given me a thirst
  To meet oblivion。〃… As her heart would burst
  The maiden sobb'd awhile; and then replied:
  〃Why must such desolation betide
  As that thou speak'st of? Are not these green nooks
  Empty of all misfortune? Do the brooks
  Utter a gorgon voice? Does yonder thrush;
  Schooling its half…fledg'd little ones to brush
  About the dewy forest; whisper tales?…
  Speak not of grief; young stranger; or cold snails
  Will slime the rose to night。 Though if thou wilt;
  Methinks 'twould be a guilt… a very guilt…
  Not to companion thee; and sigh away
  The light… the dusk… the dark… till break of day!〃
  〃Dear lady;〃 said Endymion; 〃'tis past:
  I love thee! and my days can never last。
  That I may pass in patience still speak:
  Let me have music dying; and I seek
  No more delight… I bid adieu to all。
  Didst thou not after other climates call;
  And murmur about Indian streams?〃… Then she;
  Sitting beneath the midmost forest tree;
  For pity sang this roundelay…
  〃O Sorrow;
  Why dost borrow
  The natural hue of health; from vermeil lips?…
  To give maiden blushes
  To the white rose bushes?
  Or is't thy dewy hand the daisy tips?
  〃O Sorrow;
  Why dost borrow
  The lustrous passion from a falcon…eye?…
  To give the glow…worm light?
  Or; on a moonless night;
  To tinge; on syren shores; the salt sea…spry
  〃O Sorrow;
  Why dost borrow
  The mellow ditties from a mourning tongue?…
  To give at evening pale
  Unto the nightingale;
  That thou mayst listen the cold dews among?
  〃O Sorrow;
  Why dost borrow
  Heart's lightness from the merriment of May?…
  A lover would not tread
  A cowslip on the head;
  Though he should dance from eve till peep of day…
  Nor any drooping flower
  Held sacred for thy bower;
  Wherever he may sport himself and play。
  〃To Sorrow;
  I bade good…morrow;
  And thought to leave her far away behind;
  But cheerly; cheerly;
  She loves me dearly;
  She is so constant to me; and so kind:
  I would deceive her
  And so leave her;
  But ah! she is so constant and so kind。
  〃Beneath my palm trees; by the river side;
  I sat a weeping: in the whole world wide
  There was no one to ask me why I wept;…
  And so I kept
  Brimming the water…lilly cups with tears
  Cold as my fears。
  〃Beneath my palm trees; by the river side;
  I sat a weeping: what enamour'd bride;
  Cheated by shadowy wooer from the clouds;
  But hides and shrouds
  Beneath dark palm trees by a river side?
  〃And as I sat; over the light blue hills
  There came a noise of revellers: the rills
  Into the wide stream came of purple hue…
  'Twas Bacchus and his crew!
  The earnest trumpet spake; and silver thrills
  From kissing cymbals made a merry din…
  'Twas Bacchus and his kin!
  Like to a moving vintage down they came;
  Crown'd with green leaves; and faces all on flame;
  All madly dancing through the pleasant valley;
  To scare thee; Melancholy!
  O then; O then; thou wast a simple name!
  And I forgot thee; as the berried holly
  By shepherds is forgotten; when; in June;
  Tall chesnuts keep away the sun and moon:…
  I rush'd into the folly!
  〃Within his car; aloft; young Bacchus stood;
  Trifling his ivy…dart; in dancing mood;
  With sidelong laughing;
  And little rills of crimson wine imbrued
  His plump white arms; and shoulders; enough white
  For Venus' pearly bite:
  And near him rode Silenus on his ass;
  Pelted with flowers as he on did pass
  Tipsily quaffing。
  〃Whence came ye; merry Damsels! whence came ye!
  So many; and so many; and such glee?
  Why have ye left your bowers desolate;
  Your lutes and gentler fate?…
  'We follow Bacchus! Bacchus on the wing;
  A conquering!
  Bacchus; young Bacchus! good or ill betide;
  We dance before him thorough kingdoms wide
  Come hither; lady fair; and joined be
  To our wild minstrelsy!'
  〃Whence came ye; jolly Satyrs! whence came ye!
  So many; and so many; and such glee?
  Why have ye left your forest haunts; why left
  Your nuts in oak…tree cleft?…
  'For wine; for wine we left our kernel tree;
  For wine we left our heath; and yellow brooms;
  And cold mushrooms;
  For wine we follow Bacchus through the earth;
  Great God of breathless cups and