第 14 节
作者:京文      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  So stedfastly; that the new denizen
  Had time to keep him in amazed ken;
  To mark these shadowings; and stand in awe。
  The old man rais'd his hoary head and saw
  The wilder'd stranger… seeming not to see;
  His features were so lifeless。 Suddenly
  He woke as from a trance; his snow…white brows
  Went arching up; and like two magic ploughs
  Furrow'd deep wrinkles in his forehead large;
  Which kept as fixedly as rocky marge;
  Till round his wither'd lips had gone a smile。
  Then up he rose; like one whose tedious toil
  Had watch'd for years in forlorn hermitage;
  Who had not from mid…life to utmost age
  Eas'd in one accent his o'er…burden'd soul;
  Even to the trees。 He rose: he grasp'd his stole;
  With convuls'd clenches waving it abroad;
  And in a voice of solemn joy; that aw'd
  Echo into oblivion; he said:…
  〃Thou art the man! Now shall I lay my head
  In peace upon my watery pillow: now
  Sleep will come smoothly to my weary brow。
  O Jove! I shall be young again; be young!
  O shell…borne Neptune; I am pierc'd and stung
  With new…born life! What shall I do? Where go;
  When I have cast this serpent…skin of woe?…
  I'll swim to the syrens; and one moment listen
  Their melodies; and see their long hair glisten;
  Anon upon that giant's arm I'll be;
  That writhes about the roots of Sicily:
  To northern seas I'll in a twinkling sail;
  And mount upon the snortings of a whale
  To some black cloud; thence down I'll madly sweep
  On forked lightning; to the deepest deep;
  Where through some sucking pool I will be hurl'd
  With rapture to the other side of the world!
  O; I am full of gladness! Sisters three;
  I bow full hearted to your old decree!
  Yes; every god be thank'd; and power benign;
  For I no more shall wither; droop; and pine。
  Thou art the man!〃 Endymion started back
  Dismay'd; and; like a wretch from whom the rack
  Tortures hot breath; and speech of agony;
  Mutter'd: 〃What lonely death am I to die
  In this cold region? Will he let me freeze;
  And float my brittle limbs o'er polar seas?
  Or will he touch me with his searing hand;
  And leave a black memorial on the sand?
  Or tear me piece…meal with a bony saw;
  And keep me as a chosen food to draw
  His magian fish through hated fire and flame?
  O misery of hell! resistless; tame;
  Am I to be burnt up? No; I will shout;
  Until the gods through heaven's blue look out!…
  O Tartarus! but some few days agone
  Her soft arms were entwining me; and on
  Her voice I hung like fruit among green leaves:
  Her lips were all my own; and… ah; ripe sheaves
  Of happiness! ye on the stubble droop;
  But never may be garner'd。 I must stoop
  My head; and kiss death's foot。 Love! love; farewell!
  Is there no hope from thee? This horrid spell
  Would melt at thy sweet breath。… By Dian's hind
  Feeding from her white fingers; on the wind
  I see thy streaming hair! and now; by Pan;
  I care not for this old mysterious man!〃
  He spake; and walking to that aged form;
  Look'd high defiance。 Lo! his heart 'gan warm
  With pity; for the grey…hair'd creature wept。
  Had he then wrong'd a heart where sorrow kept?
  Had he; though blindly contumelious; brought
  Rheum to kind eyes; a sting to humane thought;
  Convulsion to a mouth of many years?
  He had in truth; and he was ripe for tears。
  The penitent shower fell; as down he knelt
  Before that care…worn sage; who trembling felt
  About his large dark locks; and faultering spake:
  〃Arise; good youth; for sacred Phoebus' sake!
  I know thine inmost bosom; and I feel
  A very brother's yearning for thee steal
  Into mine own: for why? thou openest
  The prison gates that have so long opprest
  My weary watching。 Though thou know'st it not;
  Thou art commission'd to this fated spot
  For great enfranchisement。 O weep no more;
  I am a friend to love; to loves of yore:
  Aye; hadst thou never lov'd an unknown power;
  I had been grieving at this joyous hour。
  But even now most miserable old;
  I saw thee; and my blood no longer cold
  Gave mighty pulses: in this tottering case
  Grew a new heart; which at this moment plays
  As dancingly as thine。 Be not afraid;
  For thou shalt hear this secret all display'd;
  Now as we speed towards our joyous task。〃
  So saying; this young soul in age's mask
  Went forward with the Carian side by side:
  Resuming quickly thus: while ocean's tide
  Hung swollen at their backs; and jewel'd sands
  Took silently their foot…prints。
  〃My soul stands
  Now past the midway from mortality;
  And so I can prepare without a sigh
  To tell thee briefly all my joy and pain。
  I was a fisher once; upon this main;
  And my boat danc'd in every creek and bay;
  Rough billows were my home by night and day;…
  The sea…gulls not more constant; for I had
  No housing from the storm and tempests mad;
  But hollow rocks;… and they were palaces
  Of silent happiness; of slumberous ease:
  Long years of misery have told me so。
  Aye; thus it was one thousand years ago。
  One thousand years!… Is it then possible
  To look so plainly through them? to dispel
  A thousand years with backward glance sublime?
  To breathe away as 'twere all scummy slime
  From off a crystal pool; to see its deep;
  And one's own image from the bottom peep?
  Yes: now I am no longer wretched thrall;
  My long captivity and moanings all
  Are but a slime; a thin…pervading scum;
  The which I breathe away; and thronging come
  Like things of yesterday my youthful pleasures。
  〃I touch'd no lute; I sang not; trod no measures:
  I was a lonely youth on desert shores。
  My sports were lonely; 'mid continuous roars;
  And craggy isles; and sea…mew's plaintive cry
  Plaining discrepant between sea and sky。
  Dolphins were still my playmates; shapes unseen
  Would let me feel their scales of gold and green;
  Nor be my desolation; and; full oft;
  When a dread waterspout had rear'd aloft
  Its hungry hugeness; seeming ready ripe
  To burst with hoarsest thunderings; and wipe
  My life away like a vast sponge of fate;
  Some friendly monster; pitying my sad state;
  Has dived to its foundations; gulph'd it down;
  And left me tossing safely。 But the crown
  Of all my life was utmost quietude:
  More did I love to lie in cavern rude;
  Keeping in wait whole days for Neptune's voice;
  And if it came at last; hark; and rejoice!
  There blush'd no summer eve but I would steer
  My skiff along green shelving coasts; to hear
  The shepherd's pipe come clear from aery steep;
  Mingled with ceaseless bleatings of his sheep:
  And never was a day of summer shine;
  But I beheld its birth upon the brine:
  For I would watch all night to see unfold
  Heaven's gates; and AEthon snort his morning gold
  Wide o'er the swelling streams: and constantly
  At brim of day…tide; on some grassy lea;
  My nets would be spread out; and I at rest。
  The poor folk of the sea…country I blest
  With daily boon of fish most delicate:
  They knew not whence this bounty; and elate
  Would strew sweet flowers on a sterile beach。
  〃Why was I not contented? Wherefore reach
  At things which; but for thee; O Latmian!
  Had been my dreary death? Fool! I began
  To feel distemper'd longings: to desire
  The utmost privilege that ocean's sire
  Could grant in benediction: to be free
  Of all his kingdom。 Long in misery
  I wasted; ere in one extremest fit
  I plung'd for life or death。 To interknit
  One's senses with so dense a breathing stuff
  Might seem a work of pain; so not enough
  Can I admire how crystal…smooth it felt;
  And buoyant round my limbs。 At first I dwelt
  Whole days and days in sheer astonishment;
  Forgetful utterly of self…intent;
  Moving but with the mighty ebb and flow。
  Then; like a new fledg'd bird that first doth show
  His spreaded feathers to the morrow chill;
  I tried in fea