第 12 节
作者:京文      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  Of his white palace in wild forest nook;
  And all the revels he had lorded there:
  Each tender maiden whom he once thought fair;
  With every friend and fellow…woodlander…
  Pass'd like a dream before him。 Then the spur
  Of the old bards to mighty deeds: his plans
  To nurse the golden age 'mong shepherd clans:
  That wondrous night: the great Pan…festival:
  His sister's sorrow; and his wanderings all;
  Until into the earth's deep maw he rush'd:
  Then all its buried magic; till it flush'd
  High with excessive love。 〃And now;〃 thought he;
  〃How long must I remain in jeopardy
  Of blank amazements that amaze no more?
  Now I have tasted her sweet soul to the core
  All other depths are shallow: essences;
  Once spiritual; are like muddy lees;
  Meant but to fertilize my earthly root;
  And make my branches lift a golden fruit
  Into the bloom of heaven: other light;
  Though it be quick and sharp enough to blight
  The Olympian eagle's vision; is dark;
  Dark as the parentage of chaos。 Hark!
  My silent thoughts are echoing from these shells;
  Or they are but the ghosts; the dying swells
  Of noises far away?… list!〃… Hereupon
  He kept an anxious ear。 The humming tone
  Came louder; and behold; there as he lay;
  On either side outgush'd; with misty spray;
  A copious spring; and both together dash'd
  Swift; mad; fantastic round the rocks and lash'd
  Among the conchs and shells of the lofty grot;
  Leaving a trickling dew。 At last they shot
  Down from the ceiling's height; pouring a noise
  As of some breathless racers whose hopes poize
  Upon the last few steps; and with spent force
  Along the ground they took a winding course。
  Endymion follow'd… for it seem'd that one
  Ever pursued; the other strove to shun…
  Follow'd their languid mazes; till well nigh
  He had left thinking of the mystery;…
  And was now rapt in tender hoverings
  Over the vanish'd bliss。 Ah! what is it sings
  His dream away? What melodies are these?
  They sound as through the whispering of trees;
  Not native in such barren vaults。 Give ear!
  〃O Arethusa; peerless nymph! why fear
  Such tenderness as mine? Great Dian; why;
  Why didst thou hear her prayer? O that I
  Were rippling round her dainty fairness now;
  Circling about her waist; and striving how
  To entice her to a dive! then stealing in
  Between her luscious lips and eyelids thin。
  O that her shining hair was in the sun;
  And I distilling from it thence to run
  In amorous rillets down her shrinking form!
  To linger on her lilly shoulders; warm
  Between her kissing breasts; and every charm
  Touch raptur'd!… See how painfully I flow:
  Fair maid; be pitiful to my great woe。
  Stay; stay thy weary course; and let me lead;
  A happy wooer; to the flowery mead
  Where all that beauty snar'd me。〃… 〃Cruel god;
  Desist! or my offended mistress' nod
  Will stagnate all thy fountains:… teaze me not
  With syren words… Ah; have I really got
  Such power to madden thee? And is it true…
  Away; away; or I shall dearly rue
  My very thoughts: in mercy then away;
  Kindest Alpheus; for should I obey
  My own dear will; 'twould be a deadly bane。
  O; Oread…Queen! would that thou hadst a pain
  Like this of mine; then would I fearless turn
  And be a criminal。 Alas; I burn;
  I shudder… gentle river; get thee hence。
  Alpheus! thou enchanter! every sense
  Of mine was once made perfect in these woods。
  Fresh breezes; bowery lawns; and innocent floods;
  Ripe fruits; and lonely couch; contentment gave;
  But ever since I heedlessly did lave
  In thy deceitful stream; a panting glow
  Grew strong within me: wherefore serve me so;
  And call it love? Alas; 'twas cruelty。
  Not once more did I close my happy eye
  Amid the thrushes' song。 Away! Avaunt!
  O 'twas a cruel thing。〃… 〃Now thou dost taunt
  So softly; Arethusa; that I think
  If thou wast playing on my shady brink;
  Thou wouldst bathe once again。 Innocent maid!
  Stifle thine heart no more; nor be afraid
  Of angry powers: there are deities
  Will shade us with their wings。 Those fitful sighs
  'Tis almost death to hear: O let me pour
  A dewy balm upon them!… fear no more;
  Sweet Arethusa! Dian's self must feel
  Sometime these very pangs。 Dear maiden; steal
  Blushing into my soul; and let us fly
  These dreary caverns for the open sky。
  I will delight thee all my winding course;
  From the green sea up to my hidden source
  About Arcadian forests; and will show
  The channels where my coolest waters flow
  Through mossy rocks; where; 'mid exuberant green;
  I roam in pleasant darkness; more unseen
  Than Saturn in his exile; where I brim
  Round flowery islands; and take thence a skim
  Of mealy sweets; which myriads of bees
  Buzz from their honey'd wings: and thou shouldst please
  Thyself to choose the richest; where we might
  Be incense…pillow'd every summer night。
  Doff all sad fears; thou white deliciousness;
  And let us be thus comforted; unless
  Thou couldst rejoice to see my hopeless stream
  Hurry distracted from Sol's temperate beam;
  And pour to death along some hungry sands。〃…
  〃What can I do; Alpheus? Dian stands
  Severe before me: persecuting fate!
  Unhappy Arethusa! thou wast late
  A huntress free in〃… At this; sudden fell
  Those two sad streams adown a fearful dell。
  The Latmian listen'd; but he heard no more;
  Save echo; faint repeating o'er and o'er
  The name of Arethusa。 On the verge
  Of that dark gulph he wept; and said: 〃I urge
  Thee; gentle Goddess of my pilgrimage;
  By our eternal hopes; to soothe; to assuage;
  If thou art powerful; these lovers' pains;
  And make them happy in some happy plains。〃
  He turn'd… there was a whelming sound… he stept;
  There was a cooler light; and so he kept
  Towards it by a sandy path; and lo!
  More suddenly than doth a moment go;
  The visions of the earth were gone and fled…
  He saw the giant sea above his head。
  BOOK III。
  There are who lord it o'er their fellow…men
  With most prevailing tinsel: who unpen
  Their baaing vanities; to browse away
  The comfortable green and juicy hay
  From human pastures; or; O torturing fact!
  Who; through an idiot blink; will see unpack'd
  Fire…branded foxes to sear up and singe
  Our gold and ripe…ear'd hopes。 With not one tinge
  Of sanctuary splendour; not a sight
  Able to face an owl's; they still are dight
  By the blear…eyed nations in empurpled vests;
  And crowns; and turbans。 With unladen breasts;
  Save of blown self…applause; they proudly mount
  To their spirit's perch; their being's high account;
  Their tiptop nothings; their dull skies; their thrones…
  Amid the fierce intoxicating tones
  Of trumpets; shoutings; and belabour'd drums;
  And sudden cannon。 Ah! how all this hums;
  In wakeful ears; like uproar past and gone…
  Like thunder clouds that spake to Babylon;
  And set those old Chaldeans to their tasks。…
  Are then regalities all gilded masks?
  No; there are throned seats unscalable
  But by a patient wing; a constant spell;
  Or by ethereal things that; unconfin'd;
  Can make a ladder of the eternal wind;
  And poize about in cloudy thunder…tents
  To watch the abysm…birth of elements。
  Aye; 'bove the withering of old…lipp'd Fate
  A thousand Powers keep religious state;
  In water; fiery realm; and airy bourne;
  And; silent as a consecrated urn;
  Hold sphery sessions for a season due。
  Yet few of these far majesties; ah; few!
  Have bared their operations to this globe…
  Few; who with gorgeous pageantry enrobe
  Our piece of heaven… whose benevolence
  Shakes hand with our own Ceres; every sense
  Filling with spiritual sweets to plenitude;
  As bees gorge full their cells。 And; by the feud
  'Twixt Nothing and Creation; I here swear;
  Eterne Apollo! that thy Sister fair
  Is of all these the gentlier… mightiest。
  When thy gold breath is misting in t