第 10 节
作者:京文      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9319
  There darts strange light of varied hues and dyes:
  A scowl is sometimes on his brow; but who
  Look full upon it feel anon the blue
  Of his fair eyes run liquid through their souls。
  Endymion feels it; and no more controls
  The burning prayer within him; so; bent low;
  He had begun a plaining of his woe。
  But Venus; bending forward; said: 〃My child;
  Favour this gentle youth; his days are wild
  With love… he… but alas! too well I see
  Thou know'st the deepness of his misery。
  Ah; smile not so; my son: I tell thee true;
  That when through heavy hours I used to rue
  The endless sleep of this new…born Adon';
  This stranger aye I pitied。 For upon
  A dreary morning once I fled away
  Into the breezy clouds; to weep and pray
  For this my love: for vexing Mars had teaz'd
  Me even to tears: thence; when a little eas'd;
  Down…looking; vacant; through a hazy wood;
  I saw this youth as he despairing stood:
  Those same dark curls blown vagrant in the wind;
  Those same full fringed lids a constant blind
  Over his sullen eyes: I saw him throw
  Himself on wither'd leaves; even as though
  Death had come sudden; for no jot he mov'd;
  Yet mutter'd wildly。 I could hear he lov'd
  Some fair immortal; and that his embrace
  Had zoned her through the night。 There is no trace
  Of this in heaven: I have mark'd each cheek;
  And find it is the vainest thing to seek;
  And that of all things 'tis kept secretest。
  Endymion! one day thou wilt be blest:
  So still obey the guiding hand that fends
  Thee safely through these wonders for sweet ends。
  'Tis a concealment needful in extreme;
  And if I guess'd not so; the sunny beam
  Thou shouldst mount up to with me。 Now adieu!
  Here must we leave thee。〃… At these words upflew
  The impatient doves; uprose the floating car;
  Up went the hum celestial。 High afar
  The Latmian saw them minish into naught;
  And; when all were clear vanish'd; still he caught
  A vivid lightning from that dreadful bow。
  When all was darkened; with AEtnean throe
  The earth clos'd… gave a solitary moan…
  And left him once again in twilight lone。
  He did not rave; he did not stare aghast;
  For all those visions were o'ergone; and past;
  And he in loneliness: he felt assur'd
  Of happy times; when all he had endur'd
  Would seem a feather to the mighty prize。
  So; with unusual gladness; on he hies
  Through caves; and palaces of mottled ore;
  Gold dome; and crystal wall; and turquois floor;
  Black polish'd porticos of awful shade;
  And; at the last; a diamond balustrade;
  Leading afar past wild magnificence;
  Spiral through ruggedest loopholes; and thence
  Stretching across a void; then guiding o'er
  Enormous chasms; where; all foam and roar;
  Streams subterranean teaze their granite beds;
  Then heighten'd just above the silvery heads
  Of a thousand fountains; so that he could dash
  The waters with his spear; but at the splash;
  Done heedlessly; those spouting columns rose
  Sudden a poplar's height; and 'gan to enclose
  His diamond path with fretwork; streaming round
  Alive; and dazzling cool; and with a sound;
  Haply; like dolphin tumults; when sweet shells
  Welcome the float of Thetis。 Long he dwells
  On this delight; for; every minute's space;
  The streams with changed magic interlace:
  Sometimes like delicatest lattices;
  Cover'd with crystal vines; then weeping trees。
  Moving about as in a gentle wind;
  Which; in a wink; to watery gauze refin'd;
  Pour'd into shapes of curtain'd canopies;
  Spangled; and rich with liquid broideries
  Of flowers; peacocks; swans; and naiads fair。
  Swifter than lightning went these wonders rare;
  And then the water; into stubborn streams
  Collecting; mimick'd the wrought oaken beams;
  Pillars; and frieze; and high fantastic roof;
  Of those dusk places in times far aloof
  Cathedrals call'd。 He bade a loth farewell
  To these founts Protean; passing gulph; and dell;
  And torrent; and ten thousand jutting shapes;
  Half seen through deepest gloom; and griesly gapes;
  Blackening on every side; and overhead
  A vaulted dome like Heaven's; far bespread
  With starlight gems: aye; all so huge and strange;
  The solitary felt a hurried change
  Working within him into something dreary;…
  Vex'd like a morning eagle; lost; and weary;
  And purblind amid foggy; midnight wolds。
  But he revives at once: for who beholds
  New sudden things; nor casts his mental slough?
  Forth from a rugged arch; in the dusk below;
  Came mother Cybele! alone… alone…
  In sombre chariot; dark foldings thrown
  About her majesty; and front death…pale;
  With turrets crown'd。 Four maned lions hale
  The sluggish wheels; solemn their toothed maws;
  Their surly eyes brow…hidden; heavy paws
  Uplifted drowsily; and nervy tails
  Cowering their tawny brushes。 Silent sails
  This shadowy queen athwart; and faints away
  In another gloomy arch。
  Wherefore delay;
  Young traveller; in such a mournful place?
  Art thou wayworn; or canst not further trace
  The diamond path? And does it indeed end
  Abrupt in middle air? Yet earthward bend
  Thy forehead; and to Jupiter cloud…borne
  Call ardently! He was indeed wayworn;
  Abrupt; in middle air; his way was lost;
  To cloud…borne Jove he bowed; and there crost
  Towards him a large eagle; 'twixt whose wings;
  Without one impious word; himself he flings;
  Committed to the darkness and the gloom:
  Down; down; uncertain to what pleasant doom;
  Swift as a fathoming plummet down he fell
  Through unknown things; till exhaled asphodel;
  And rose; with spicy fannings interbreath'd;
  Came swelling forth where little caves were wreath'd
  So thick with leaves and mosses; that they seem'd
  Large honey…combs of green; and freshly teem'd
  With airs delicious。 In the greenest nook
  The eagle landed him; and farewell took。
  It was a jasmine bower; all bestrown
  With golden moss。 His every sense had grown
  Ethereal for pleasure; 'bove his head
  Flew a delight half…graspable; his tread
  Was Hesperean; to his capable ears
  Silence was music from the holy spheres;
  A dewy luxury was in his eyes;
  The little flowers felt his pleasant sighs
  And stirr'd them faintly。 Verdant cave and cell
  He wander'd through; oft wondering at such swell
  Of sudden exaltation: but; 〃Alas!〃
  Said he; 〃will all this gush of feeling pass
  Away in solitude? And must they wane;
  Like melodies upon a sandy plain;
  Without an echo? Then shall I be left
  So sad; so melancholy; so bereft!
  Yet still I feel immortal! O my love;
  My breath of life; where art thou? High above;
  Dancing before the morning gates of heaven?
  Or keeping watch among those starry seven;
  Old Atlas' children? Art a maid of the waters;
  One of shell…winding Triton's bright…hair'd daughters?
  Or art; impossible! a nymph of Dian's;
  Weaving a coronal of tender scions
  For very idleness? Where'er thou art;
  Methinks it now is at my will to start
  Into thine arms; to scare Aurora's train;
  And snatch thee from the morning; o'er the main
  To scud like a wild bird; and take thee off
  From thy sea…foamy cradle; or to doff
  Thy shepherd vest; and woo thee mid fresh leaves。
  No; no; too eagerly my soul deceives
  Its powerless self: I know this cannot be。
  O let me then by some sweet dreaming flee
  To her entrancements: hither; Sleep; awhile!
  Hither; most gentle Sleep! and soothing foil
  For some few hours the coming solitude。〃
  Thus spake he; and that moment felt endued
  With power to dream deliciously; so wound
  Through a dim passage; searching till he found
  The smoothest mossy bed and deepest; where
  He threw himself; and just into the air
  Stretching his indolent arms; he took; O bliss!
  A naked waist: 〃Fair Cupid; whence is this?〃
  A well…known voice sigh'd; 〃Sweetest; here am I!〃
  At which soft ravishment; with doting cry