第 6 节
作者:京文      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  The earth its dower of river; wood; and vale;
  The meadows runnels; runnels pebble…stones;
  The seed its harvest; or the lute its tones;
  Tones ravishment; or ravishment its sweet;
  If human souls did never kiss and greet?
  〃Now; if this earthly love has power to make
  Men's being mortal; immortal; to shake
  Ambition from their memories; and brim
  Their measure of content: what merest whim;
  Seems all this poor endeavour after fame;
  To one; who keeps within his stedfast aim
  A love immortal; an immortal too。
  Look not so wilder'd; for these things are true;
  And never can be born of atomies
  That buzz about our slumbers; like brain…flies;
  Leaving us fancy…sick。 No; no; I'm sure;
  My restless spirit never could endure
  To brood so long upon one luxury;
  Unless it did; though fearfully; espy
  A hope beyond the shadow of a dream。
  My sayings will the less obscured seem;
  When I have told thee how my waking sight
  Has made me scruple whether that same night
  Was pass'd in dreaming。 Hearken; sweet Peona!
  Beyond the matron…temple of Latona;
  Which we should see but for these darkening boughs;
  Lies a deep hollow; from whose ragged brows
  Bushes and trees do lean all round athwart
  And meet so nearly; that with wings outraught;
  And spreaded tail; a vulture could not glide
  Past them; but he must brush on every side。
  Some moulder'd steps lead into this cool cell;
  Far as the slabbed margin of a well;
  Whose patient level peeps its crystal eye
  Right upward; through the bushes; to the sky。
  Oft have I brought thee flowers; on their stalks set
  Like vestal primroses; but dark velvet
  Edges them round; and they have golden pits:
  'Twas there I got them; from the gaps and slits
  In a mossy stone; that sometimes was my seat;
  When all above was faint with mid…day heat。
  And there in strife no burning thoughts to heed;
  I'd bubble up the water through a reed;
  So reaching back to boy…hood: make me ships
  Of moulted feathers; touchwood; alder chips;
  With leaves stuck in them; and the Neptune be
  Of their petty ocean。 Oftener; heavily;
  When love…lorn hours had left me less a child;
  I sat contemplating the figures wild
  Of o'er…head clouds melting the mirror through。
  Upon a day; while thus I watch'd; by flew
  A cloudy Cupid; with his bow and quiver;
  So plainly character'd; no breeze would shiver
  The happy chance: so happy; I was fain
  To follow it upon the open plain;
  And; therefore; was just going; when; behold!
  A wonder; fair as any I have told…
  The same bright face I tasted in my sleep;
  Smiling in the clear well。 My heart did leap
  Through the cool depth。… It moved as if to flee…
  I started up; when lo! refreshfully
  There came upon my face in plenteous showers
  Dew…drops; and dewy buds; and leaves; and flowers;
  Wrapping all objects from my smothered sight;
  Bathing my spirit in a new delight。
  Aye; such a breathless honey…feel of bliss
  Alone preserved me from the drear abyss
  Of death; for the fair form had gone again。
  Pleasure is oft a visitant; but pain
  Clings cruelly to us; like the gnawing sloth
  On the deer's tender haunches: late; and loth;
  'Tis scar'd away by slow returning pleasure。
  How sickening; how dark the dreadful leisure
  Of weary days; made deeper exquisite;
  By a fore…knowledge of unslumbrous night!
  Like sorrow came upon me; heavier still;
  Than when I wander'd from the poppy hill:
  And a whole age of lingering moments crept
  Sluggishly by; ere more contentment swept
  Away at once the deadly yellow spleen。
  Yes; thrice have I this fair enchantment seen;
  Once more been tortured with renewed life。
  When last the wintry gusts gave over strife
  With the conquering sun of spring; and left the skies
  Warm and serene; but yet with moistened eyes
  In pity of the shatter'd infant buds;…
  That time thou didst adorn; with amber studs;
  My hunting cap; because I laugh'd and smil'd;
  Chatted with thee; and many days exil'd
  All torment from my breast;… 'twas even then;
  Straying about; yet; coop'd up in the den
  Of helpless discontent;… hurling my lance
  From place to place; and following at chance;
  At last; by hap; through some young trees it struck;
  And; plashing among bedded pebbles; stuck
  In the middle of a brook;… whose silver ramble
  Down twenty little falls; through reeds and bramble;
  Tracing along; it brought me to a cave;
  Whence it ran brightly forth; and white did lave
  The nether sides of mossy stones and rock;…
  'Mong which it gurgled blythe adieus; to mock
  Its own sweet grief at parting。 Overhead;
  Hung a lush screen of drooping weeds; and spread
  Thick; as to curtain up some wood…nymph's home。
  'Ah! impious mortal; whither do I roam?'
  Said I; low voic'd: 'Ah; whither! 'Tis the grot
  'Of Proserpine; when Hell; obscure and hot;
  'Doth her resign; and where her tender hands
  'She dabbles; on the cool and sluicy sands:
  'Or 'tis the cell of Echo; where she sits;
  'And babbles thorough silence; till her wits
  'Are gone in tender madness; and anon;
  'Faints into sleep; with many a dying tone
  'Of sadness。 O that she would take my vows;
  'And breathe them sighingly among the boughs;
  'To sue her gentle ears for whose fair head;
  'Daily; I pluck sweet flowerets from their bed;
  'And weave them dyingly… send honey…whispers
  'Round every leaf; that all those gentle lispers
  'May sigh my love unto her pitying!
  'O charitable Echo! hear; and sing
  'This ditty to her!… tell her'… so I stay'd
  My foolish tongue; and listening; half afraid;
  Stood stupefied with my own empty folly;
  And blushing for the freaks of melancholy。
  Salt tears were coming; when I heard my name
  Most fondly lipp'd; and then these accents came:
  'Endymion! the cave is secreter
  'Than the Isle of Delos。 Echo hence shall stir
  'No sighs but sigh…warm kisses; or light noise
  'Of thy combing hand; the while it travelling cloys
  'And trembles through my labyrinthine hair。'
  At that oppress'd I hurried in。… Ah! where
  Are those swift moments? Whither are they fled?
  I'll smile no more; Peona; nor will wed
  Sorrow the way to death; but patiently
  Bear up against it: so farewell; sad sigh;
  And come instead demurest meditation;
  To occupy me wholly; and to fashion
  My pilgrimage for the world's dusky brink。
  No more will I count over; link by link;
  My chain of grief: no longer strive to find
  A half…forgetfulness in mountain wind
  Blustering about my ears: aye; thou shalt see;
  Dearest of sisters; what my life shall be;
  What a calm round of hours shall make my days。
  There is a paly flame of hope that plays
  Where'er I look: but yet; I'll say 'tis naught…
  And here I bid it die。 Have not I caught;
  Already; a more healthy countenance?
  By this the sun is setting; we may chance
  Meet some of our near…dwellers with my car。〃
  This said; he rose; faint…smiling like a star
  Through autumn mists; and took Peona's hand:
  They stept into the boat; and launch'd from land。
  BOOK II。
  O sovereign power of love! O grief! O balm!
  All records; saving thine; come cool; and calm;
  And shadowy; through the mist of passed years:
  For others; good or bad; hatred and tears
  Have become indolent; but touching thine;
  One sigh doth echo; one poor sob doth pine;
  One kiss brings honey…dew from buried days。
  The woes of Troy; towers smothering o'er their blaze;
  Stiff…holden shields; far…piercing spears; keen blades;
  Struggling; and blood; and shrieks… all dimly fades
  Into some backward corner of the brain:
  Yet; in our very souls; we feel amain
  The close of Troilus and Cressid sweet。
  Hence; pageant history! hence; gilded cheat!
  Swart planet in the universe of deeds!
  Wide sea; that one continuous murmur breeds
  Along the pebbled shore of memory!
  Many old rotten…timber'd boats there be
  Upon thy vaporous bosom; magnif