第 46 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  〃Very。〃
  〃And you told me yourself carelessness was the cause so many
  children die。〃
  〃That is true。〃
  She gave him a curious and rather searching look; then; leaning
  over her boy; said; 〃Mammy's not afraid。  Beautiful Pet was not
  born to die directly。  He will never leave his mam…ma。  No; uncle;
  he never can。  For my life is bound in his and his dear father's。
  It is a triple cord: one go; go all。〃
  She said this with a quiet resolution that chilled Uncle Philip。
  At this moment the nurse; who had been bending so pertinaciously
  over some work that her eyes were invisible; looked quickly up;
  cast a furtive glance at Mrs。 Staines; and finding she was employed
  for the moment; made an agitated signal to Dr。 Philip。  All she did
  was to clench her two hands and lift them half way to her face; and
  then cast a frightened look towards the door; but Philip's senses
  were so sharpened by constant alarm and watching; that he saw at
  once something serious was the matter。  But as he had asked himself
  what he should do in case of some sudden alarm; he merely gave a
  nod of intelligence to the nurse; scarcely perceptible; then rose
  quietly from his seat; and went to the window。  〃Snow coming; I
  think;〃 said he。  〃For all that we shall have the March summer in
  ten days。  You mark my words。〃  He then went leisurely out of the
  room; at the door he turned; and; with all the cunning he was
  master of; said; 〃Oh; by the by; come to my room; nurse; when you
  are at leisure。〃
  〃Yes; doctor;〃 said the nurse; but never moved。  She was too bent
  on hiding the agitation she really felt。
  〃Had you not better go to him; nurse?〃
  〃Perhaps I had; madam。〃
  She rose with feigned indifference; and left the room。  She walked
  leisurely down the passage; then; casting a hasty glance behind
  her; for fear Mrs。 Staines should be watching her; hurried into the
  doctor's room。  They met at once in the middle of the room; and
  Mrs。 Briscoe burst out; 〃Sir; it is known all over the house!〃
  〃Heaven forbid!  What is known?〃
  〃What you would give the world to keep from her。  Why; sir; the
  moment you cautioned me; of course I saw there was trouble。  But
  little I thoughtsir; not a servant in the kitchen or the stable
  but knows that her husbandpoor thing! poor thing!Ah! there goes
  the housemaidto have a look at her。〃
  〃Stop her!〃
  Mrs。 Briscoe had not waited for this; she rushed after the woman;
  and told her Mrs。 Staines was sleeping; and the room must not be
  entered on any account。
  〃Oh; very well;〃 said the maid; rather sullenly。
  Mrs。 Briscoe saw her return to the kitchen; and came back to Dr。
  Staines; he was pacing the room in torments of anxiety。
  〃Doctor;〃 said she; 〃it is the old story: 'Servants' friends; the
  master's enemies。'  An old servant came here to gossip with her
  friend the cook (she never could abide her while they were
  together; by all accounts); and told her the whole story of his
  being drowned at sea。〃
  Dr。 Philip groaned; 〃Cursed chatterbox!〃 said he。  〃What is to be
  done?  Must we break it to her now?  Oh; if I could only buy a few
  days more!  The heart to be crushed while the body is weak!  It is
  too cruel。  Advise me; Mrs。 Briscoe。  You are an experienced woman;
  and I think you are a kind…hearted woman。〃
  〃Well; sir;〃 said Mrs。 Briscoe; 〃I had the name of it; when I was
  youngerbefore Briscoe failed; and I took to nursing; which it
  hardens; sir; by use; and along of the patients themselves; for
  sick folk are lumps of selfishness; we see more of them than you
  do; sir。  But this I WILL say; 'tisn't selfishness that lies now in
  that room; waiting for the blow that will bring her to death's
  door; I'm sore afraid; but a sweet; gentle; thoughtful creature; as
  ever supped sorrow; for I don't know how 'tis; doctor; nor why
  'tis; but an angel like that has always to sup sorrow。〃
  〃But you do not advise me;〃 said the doctor; in agitation; 〃and
  something must be done。〃
  〃Advise you; sir; it is not for me to do that。  I am sure I'm at my
  wits' ends; poor thing!  Well; sir; I don't see what you can do;
  but try and break it to her。  Better so; than let it come to her
  like a clap of thunder。  But I think; sir; I'd have a wet…nurse
  ready; before I said much: for she is very quickand ten to one
  but the first word of such a thing turns her blood to gall。  Sir; I
  once knew a poor womanshe was a carpenter's wifea…nursing her
  child in the afternoonand in runs a foolish woman; and tells her
  he was killed dead; off a scaffold。  'Twas the man's sister told
  her。  Well; sir; she was knocked stupid like; and she sat staring;
  and nursing of her child; before she could take it in rightly。  The
  child was dead before supper…time; and the woman was not long
  after。  The whole family was swept away; sir; in a few hours; and I
  mind the table was not cleared he had dined on; when they came to
  lay them out。  Well…a…day; nurses see sorrow!〃
  〃We all see sorrow that live long; Mrs。 Briscoe。  I am heart…broken
  myself; I am desperate。  You are a good soul; and I'll tell you。
  When my nephew married this poor girl; I was very angry with him;
  and I soon found she was not fit to be a struggling man's wife; and
  then I was very angry with her。  She had spoiled a first…rate
  physician; I thought。  But; since I knew her better; it is all
  changed。  She is so lovable。  How I shall ever tell her this
  terrible thing; God knows。  All I know is; that I will not throw a
  chance away。  Her body SHALL be stronger; before I break her heart。
  Cursed idiots; that could not save a single man; with their boats;
  in a calm sea!  Lord forgive me for blaming people; when I was not
  there to see。  I say I will give her every chance。  She shall not
  know it till she is stronger: no; not if I live at her door; and
  sleep there; and all。  Good God! inspire me with something。  There
  is always something to be done; if one could but see it。〃
  Mrs。 Briscoe sighed and said; 〃Sir; I think anything is better than
  for her to hear it from a servantand they are sure to blurt it
  out。  Young women are such fools。〃
  〃No; no; I see what it is;〃 said Dr。 Philip。  〃I have gone all
  wrong from the first。  I have been acting like a woman; when I
  should have acted like a man。  Why; I only trusted YOU by halves。
  There was a fool for you。  Never trust people by halves。〃
  〃That is true; sir。〃
  〃Well; then; now I shall go at it like a man。  I have a vile
  opinion of servants; but no matter。  I'll try them: they are human;
  I suppose。  I'll hit them between the eyes like a man。  Go to the
  kitchen; Mrs。 Briscoe; and tell them I wish to speak to all the
  servants; indoors or out。〃
  〃Yes; sir。〃
  She stopped at the door; and said; 〃I had better get back to her;
  as soon as I have told them。〃
  〃Certainly。〃
  〃And what shall I tell her; sir?  Her first word will be to ask me
  what you wanted me for。  I saw that in her eye。  She was curious:
  that is why she sent me after you so quick。〃
  Dr。 Philip groaned。  He felt he was walking among pitfalls。  He
  rapidly flavored some distilled water with orange…flower; then
  tinted it a beautiful pink; and bottled it。  〃There;〃 said he; 〃I
  was mixing a new medicine。  Tablespoon; four times a day: had to
  filter it。  Any lie you like。〃
  Mrs。 Briscoe went to the kitchen; and gave her message: then went
  to Mrs。 Staines with the mixture。
  Dr。 Philip went down to the kitchen; and spoke to the servants very
  solemnly。  He said; 〃My good friends; I am come to ask your help in
  a matter of life and death。  There is a poor young woman up…stairs;
  she is a widow; and does not know it; and must not know it yet。  If
  the blow fell now; I think it would kill her: indeed; if she hears
  it all of a sudden; at any time; that might destroy her。  We are in
  so sore a strait that a feather may turn the scale。  So we must try
  all we can to gain a little time; and then trust to God's mercy
  after all。  Well; now; what do you say?  Will you help me keep it
  from her; till the tenth of March; say? and then I will break it to
  her by degrees。  Forget she is your mistress。  Master and servant;
  that is all very well at a proper time; but this is the time to
  remember nothing but that we are all one flesh and blood。  We lie
  down together in the churchyard; and we hope to rise together where
  there will be no master and servant。  Think of the poor unfortunate
  creature as your own flesh and blood; and tell me; will you help me
  try and save her; under this terrible blow?〃
  〃Ay; doctor; that we will;〃 said the footman。  〃Only you give us
  our orders; and you will see。〃
  〃I have no right to give you orders; but I entreat you not to show
  her by word or look; that calamity is upon her。  Alas! it is only a
  reprieve you can give her and to me。  The bitter hour MUST come
  when I must tell her she is a widow; and her boy an orphan。  When
  that day comes; I will ask you all to pray for me that I may find
  words。  But now I ask you to give me that ten days' reprieve。  Let
  the poor creature recover a little strength; before the thunderbolt
  of affliction falls on her head。  Will you promise me?〃
  They promised heartily; and more than one of the women began to
  cry。
  〃A general assent will not satisfy me;〃 said Dr。 P