第 38 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  could the poor things say to each other on a crowded quay?  He
  begged her forgiveness; on his knees; for having once spoken
  harshly to her; and she told him; with passionate sobs; he had
  never spoken harshly to her; her folly it was had parted them。
  Poor wretches! they clung together with a thousand vows of love and
  constancy。  They were to pray for each other at the same hours: to
  think of some kind word or loving act; at other stated hours; and
  so they tried to fight with their suffering minds against the cruel
  separation; and if either should die; the other was to live wedded
  to memory; and never listen to love from other lips; but no! God
  was pitiful; He would let them meet again ere long; to part no
  more。  They rocked in each other's arms; they cried over each
  otherit was pitiful。
  At last the cruel summons came; they shuddered; as if it was their
  death…blow。  Christopher; with a face of agony; was yet himself;
  and would have parted then: and so best。  But Rosa could not。  She
  would see the last of him; and became almost wild and violent when
  he opposed it。
  Then he let her come with him to Milbay Steps; but into the boat he
  would not let her step。
  The ship's boat lay at the steps; manned by six sailors; all
  seated; with their oars tossed in two vertical rows。  A smart middy
  in charge conducted them; and Dr。 Staines and Lord Tadcaster got
  in; leaving Rosa; in charge of her maid; on the quay。
  〃Shove off〃〃Down〃〃Give way。〃
  Each order was executed so swiftly and surely that; in as many
  seconds; the boat was clear; the oars struck the water with a loud
  splash; and the husband was shot away like an arrow; and the wife's
  despairing cry rang on the stony quay; as many a poor woman's cry
  had rung before。
  In half a minute the boat shot under the stern of the frigate。
  They were received on the quarter…deck by Captain Hamilton: he
  introduced them to the officersa torture to poor Staines; to have
  his mind taken for a single instant from his wifethe first
  lieutenant came aft; and reported; 〃Ready for making sail; sir。〃
  Staines seized the excuse; rushed to the other side of the vessel;
  leaned over the taffrail; as if he would fly ashore; and stretched
  out his hands to his beloved Rosa; and she stretched out her hands
  to him。  They were so near; he could read the expression of her
  face。  It was wild and troubled; as one who did not yet realize the
  terrible situation; but would not be long first。
  〃HANDS MAKE SAILAWAY; ALOFTUP ANCHOR〃rang in Christopher's
  ear; as if in a dream。  All his soul and senses were bent on that
  desolate young creature。  How young and amazed her lovely face!
  Yet this bewildered child was about to become a mother。  Even a
  stranger's heart might have yearned with pity for her: how much
  more her miserable husband's!
  The capstan was manned; and worked to a merry tune that struck
  chill to the bereaved; yards were braced for casting; anchor hove;
  catted; and fished; sail was spread with amazing swiftness; the
  ship's head dipped; and slowly and gracefully paid off towards the
  breakwater; and she stood out to sea under swiftly…swelling canvas
  and a light north…westerly breeze。
  Staines only felt the motion: his body was in the ship; his soul
  with his Rosa。  He gazed; he strained his eyes to see her eyes; as
  the ship glided from England and her。  While he was thus gazing and
  trembling all over; up came to him a smart second lieutenant; with
  a brilliant voice that struck him like a sword。  〃Captain's orders
  to show you berths; please choose for Lord Tadcaster and yourself。〃
  The man's wild answer made the young officer stare。  〃Oh; sir! not
  nowtry and do my duty when I have quite lost hermy poor wifea
  childa mothertheresiron the stepsthere!there!〃
  Now this officer always went to sea singing 〃Oh be joyful。〃  But a
  strong man's agony; who can make light of it?  It was a revelation
  to him; but he took it quickly。  The first thing he did; being a
  man of action; was to dash into his cabin; and come back with a
  short; powerful double glass。  〃There!〃 said he roughly; but
  kindly; and shoved it into Staines's hand。  He took it; stared at
  it stupidly; then used it; without a word of thanks; so wrapped was
  he in his anguish。
  This glass prolonged the misery of that bitter hour。  When Rosa
  could no longer tell her husband from another; she felt he was
  really gone; and she threw her hands aloft; and clasped them above
  her head; with the wild abandon of a woman who could never again be
  a child; and Staines saw it; and a sharp sigh burst from him; and
  he saw her maid and others gather round her。  He saw the poor young
  thing led away; with her head all down; as he had never seen her
  before; and supported to the inn; and then he saw her no more。
  His heart seemed to go out of his bosom in search of her; and leave
  nothing but a stone behind: he hung over the taffrail like a dead
  thing。  A steady foot…fall slapped his ear。  He raised his white
  face and filmy eyes; and saw Lieutenant Fitzroy marching to and fro
  like a sentinel; keeping everybody away from the mourner; with the
  steady; resolute; business…like face of a man in whom sentiment is
  confined to action; its phrases and its flourishes being literally
  terra incognita to the honest fellow。
  Staines staggered towards him; holding out both hands; and gasped
  out; 〃God bless you。  Hide me somewheremust not be seen SOgot
  duty to doPatientcan't do it yetone hour to draw my breath
  oh; my God; my God!one hour; sir。  Then do my duty; if I dieas
  you would。〃
  Fitzroy tore him down into his own cabin; shut him in and ran to
  the first lieutenant; with a tear in his eye。  〃Can I have a
  sentry; sir?〃
  〃Sentry!  What for?〃
  〃The doctorawfully cut up at leaving his wife: got him in my
  cabin。  Wants to have his cry to himself。〃
  〃Fancy a fellow crying at going to sea!〃
  〃It is not that; sir; it is leaving his wife。〃
  〃Well; is he the only man on board that has got a wife?〃
  〃Why; no; sir。  It is odd; now I think of it。  Perhaps he has only
  got that ONE。〃
  〃Curious creatures; landsmen;〃 said the first lieutenant。
  〃However; you can stick a marine there。〃
  〃And I say; show the YOUNGSTER the berths; and let him choose; as
  the doctor's aground。〃
  〃Yes; sir。〃
  So Fitzoy planted his marine; and then went after Lord Tadcaster:
  he had drawn up alongside his cousin; Captain Hamilton。  The
  captain; being an admirer of Lady Cicely; was mighty civil to his
  little lordship; and talked to him more than was his wont on the
  quarterdeck; for though he had a good flow of conversation; and
  dispensed with ceremony in his cabin; he was apt to be rather short
  on deck。  However; he told little Tadcaster he was fortunate; they
  had a good start; and; if the wind held; might hope to be clear of
  the Channel in twenty…four hours。  〃You will see Eddystone
  lighthouse about four bells;〃 said he。
  〃Shall we go out of sight of land altogether?〃 inquired his
  lordship。
  〃Of course we shall; and the sooner the better。〃  He then explained
  to the novice that the only danger to a good ship was from the
  land。
  While Tadcaster was digesting this paradox; Captain Hamilton
  proceeded to descant on the beauties of blue water and its fine
  medicinal qualities; which; he said; were particularly suited to
  young gentlemen with bilious stomachs; but presently; catching
  sight of Lieutenant Fitzroy standing apart; but with the manner of
  a lieutenant not there by accident; he stopped; and said; civilly
  but smartly; 〃Well; sir?〃
  Fitzroy came forward directly; saluted; and said he had orders from
  the first lieutenant to show Lord Tadcaster the berths。  His
  lordship must be good enough to choose; because the doctor
  couldn't。
  〃Why not?〃
  〃Brought to; sirfor the presentbywell; by grief。〃
  〃Brought to by grief!  Who the deuce is grief?  No riddles on the
  quarter…deck; if you please; sir。〃
  〃Oh no; sir。  I assure you he is awfully cut up; and he is having
  his cry out in my cabin。〃
  〃Having his cry out! why; what for?〃
  〃Leaving his wife; sir。〃
  〃Oh; is that all?〃
  〃Well; I don't wonder;〃 cried little Tadcaster warmly。  〃She is;
  oh; so beautiful!〃 and a sudden blush o'erspread his pasty cheeks。
  〃Why on earth didn't we bring her along with us here?〃 said he;
  suddenly opening his eyes with astonishment at the childish
  omission。
  〃Why; indeed?〃 said the captain comically; and dived below;
  attended by the well…disciplined laughter of Lieutenant Fitzroy;
  who was too good an officer not to be amused at his captain's
  jokes。  Having acquitted himself of that dutyand it is a very
  difficult one sometimeshe took Lord Tadcaster to the main…deck;
  and showed him two comfortable sleeping…berths that had been
  screened off for him and Dr。 Staines; one of these was fitted with
  a standing bed…place; the other had a cot swung in it。  Fitzroy
  offered him the choice; but hinted that he himself preferred a cot。
  〃No; thank you;〃 says my lord mighty dryly。
  〃All right;〃 said Fitzroy cheerfully。  〃Take the other; then; my
  lord。〃
  His little lordship cocked his eye like a jackdaw; and looked
  almost as cunning。  〃You see;〃 said he; 〃I have been reading up for
  this voyage。〃
  〃Oh; indeed!  Lo