第 13 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-12-07 09:25      字数:9322
  and my cruel creditors will confine me for life。〃
  〃It is the best place for you。  It will put a stop to your
  wickedness; and I shall be at peace。  That's what I have never
  known; night or day; this three years。〃
  〃But you will not be happy if you see me go to prison before your
  eyes。  Were you ever inside a prison?  Just think what it must be
  to be cooped up in those cold grim cells all alone; for they use a
  debtor like a criminal now。〃
  Phoebe shuddered; but she said; bravely; 〃Well; tell THEM you have
  been a…courting。  There was a time I'd have died sooner than see a
  hair of your head hurt; but it is all over now; you have worn me
  out。〃
  Then she began to cry。
  Falcon heaved a deep sigh。  〃It is no more than I deserve;〃 said
  he。  〃I'll pack up my things; and go with the officer。  Give me one
  kind word at parting; and I'll think of it in my prison; night and
  day。〃
  He withdrew from the window with another deep sigh; told
  Cartwright; cheerfully; it was all right; and proceeded to pack up
  his traps。
  Meantime Phoebe sat at her window and cried bitterly。  Her words
  had been braver than her heart。
  Falcon managed to pay the trifle he owed for the lodgings; and
  presently he came out with Cartwright; and the attendant called a
  cab。  His things were thrown in; and Cartwright invited him to
  follow。  Then he looked up; and cast a genuine look of terror and
  misery at Phoebe。  He thought she would have relented before this。
  Her heart gave way; I am afraid it would; even without that piteous
  and mute appeal。  She opened the window; and asked Mr。 Cartwright
  if he would be good enough to come and speak to her。
  Cartwright committed his prisoner to the subordinate; and knocked
  at the door of Phoebe's lodgings。  She came down herself and let
  him in。  She led the way upstairs; motioned him to a seat; sat down
  by him; and began to cry again。  She was thoroughly unstrung。
  Cartwright was human; and muttered some words of regret that a poor
  fellow must do his duty。
  〃Oh; it is not that;〃 sobbed Phoebe。  〃I can find the money。  I
  have found more for him than that; many's the time。〃  Then; drying
  her eyes; 〃But you must know the world; and I dare say you can see
  how 'tis with me。〃
  〃I can;〃 said Cartwright; gravely。  〃I overheard you and him; and;
  my girl; if you take my advice; why; let him go。  He is a gentleman
  skin deep; and dresses well; and can palaver a girl; no doubt; but
  bless your heart; I can see at a glance he is not worth your little
  finger; an honest; decent young woman like you。  Why; it is like
  butter fighting with stone。  Let him go; or I will tell you what it
  is; you will hang for him some day; or else make away with
  yourself。〃
  〃Ay; sir;〃 said Phoebe; 〃that's likelier; and if I was to let him
  go to prison; I should sit me down and think of his parting look;
  and I should fling myself into the water for him before I was a day
  older。〃
  〃Ye mustn't do that anyway。  While there's life there's hope。〃
  Upon this Phoebe put him a question; and found him ready to do
  anything for her; in reasonprovided he was paid for it。  And the
  end of it all was; the prisoner was conveyed to London; Phoebe got
  the requisite sum; Falcon was deposited in a third…class carriage
  bound for Essex。  Phoebe paid his debt; and gave Cartwright a
  present; and away rattled the train conveying the handsome egotist
  into temporary retirement; to wit; at a village five miles from the
  Dales' farm。  She was too ashamed of her young gentleman and
  herself to be seen with him in her native village。  On the road
  down he was full of little practical attentions; she received them
  coldly; his mellifluous mouth was often at her car; pouring thanks
  and praises into it; she never vouchsafed a word of reply。  All she
  did was to shudder now and then; and cry at intervals。  Yet;
  whenever he left her side; her whole body became restless; and when
  he came back to her; a furtive thrill announced the insane
  complacency his bare contact gave her。  Surely; of all the forms in
  which love torments the heart; this was the most terrible and
  pitiable。
  Mr。 Lusignan found his daughter in tears。
  〃Why; what is the matter now?〃 said he; a little peevishly。  〃We
  have had nothing of this sort of thing lately。〃
  〃Papa; it is because I have misconducted myself。  I am a foolish;
  imprudent girl。  I have been flirting with Mr。 Falcon; and he has
  taken a CRUEL advantage of itproposed to methis very afternoon
  actually!〃
  〃Has he?  Well; he is a fine fellow; and has a landed estate in
  Norfolk。  There's nothing like land。  They may well call it real
  propertythere is something to show; you can walk on it; and ride
  on it; and look out of window at it: that IS property。〃
  〃Oh; papa! what are you saying?  Would you have me marry one man
  when I belong to another?〃
  〃But you don't belong to any one except to me。〃
  〃Oh; yes; I do。  I belong to my dear Christopher。〃
  〃Why; you dismissed him before my very eyes; and very ill you
  behaved; begging your pardon。  The man was your able physician and
  your best friend; and said nothing that was not for your good; and
  you treated him like a dog。〃
  〃Yes; but he has apologized。〃
  〃What for? being treated like a dog?〃
  〃Oh; don't say so; papa!  At all events; he has apologized; as a
  gentleman should wheneverwhenever〃
  〃Whenever a lady is in the wrong。〃
  〃Don't; papa; and I have asked him to dinner。〃
  〃With all my heart。  I shall be downright glad to see him again。
  You used him abominably。〃
  〃But you need not keep saying so;〃 whined Rosa。  〃And that is not
  all; dear papa; the worst of it is; Mr。 Falcon proposing to me has
  opened my eyes。  I am not fit to be trusted alone。  I am too fond
  of dancing; and flirting will follow somehow。  Oh; think how ill I
  was a few months ago; and how unhappy you were about me!  They were
  killing me。  He came and saved me。  Yes; papa; I owe all this
  health and strength to Christopher。  I did take them off; the very
  next day; and see the effect of it and my long walks。  I owe him my
  life; and what I value far more; my good looks。  La! I wish I had
  not told you that。  And after all this; don't I belong to my
  Christopher?  How could I be happy or respect myself if I married
  any one else?  And oh; papa! he looks wan and worn。  He has been
  fretting for his Simpleton。  Oh; dear! I mustn't think of thatit
  makes me cry; and you don't like scenes; do you?〃
  〃Hate 'em!〃
  〃Well; then;〃 said Rosa; coaxingly; 〃I'll tell you how to end them。
  Marry your Simpleton to the only man who is fit to take care of
  her。  Oh; papa! think of his deep; deep affection for me; and pray
  don't snub him ifby any chanceafter dinnerhe should HAPPEN to
  ask yousomething。〃
  〃Oh; then it is possible that; by the merest chance; the gentleman
  you have accidentally asked to dinner; may; by some strange
  fortuity; be surprised into asking me a second time for something
  very much resembling my daughter's handeh?〃
  Rosa colored high。  〃He might; you know。  How can I tell what
  gentlemen will say when the ladies have retired and they are left
  alone withwith〃
  〃With the bottle。  Ay; that's true; when the wine is in; the wit is
  out。〃
  Said Rosa; 〃Well; if he should happen to be so foolish; pray think
  of ME; of all we owe him; and how much I love him; and ought to
  love him。〃  She then bestowed a propitiatory kiss; and ran off to
  dress for dinner; it was a much longer operation to…day than usual。
  Dr。 Staines was punctual。  Mr。 Lusignan commented favorably on
  that。
  〃He always is;〃 said Rosa; eagerly。
  They dined together。  Mr。 Lusignan chatted freely; but Staines and
  Rosa were under a feeling of restraint; Staines in particular; he
  could not help feeling that before long his fate must be settled。
  He would either obtain Rosa's hand; or have to resign her to some
  man of fortune who would step in; for beauty such as hers could not
  long lack brilliant offers。  Longing; though dreading; to know his
  fate; he was glad when dinner ended。
  Rosa sat with them a little while after dinner; then rose; bestowed
  another propitiatory kiss on her father's head; and retired with a
  modest blush; and a look at Christopher that was almost divine。
  It inspired him with the courage of lions; and he commenced the
  attack at once。
  CHAPTER V。
  〃Mr。 Lusignan;〃 said he; 〃the last time I was here you gave me some
  hopes that you might be prevailed on to trust that angel's health
  and happiness to my care。〃
  〃Well; Dr。 Staines; I will not beat about the bush with you。  My
  judgment is still against this marriage; you need not look so
  alarmed; it does not follow I shall forbid it。  I feel I have
  hardly a right to; for my Rosa might be in her grave now but for
  you; and; another thing; when I interfered between you two I had no
  proof you were a man of ability; I had only your sweetheart's word
  for that; and I never knew a case before where a young lady's swan
  did not turn out a goose。  Your rare ability gives you another
  chance in the professional battle that is before you; indeed; it
  puts a different face on the whole matter。  I still think it
  premature。  Come now; would it not be much wiser to wait; and
  secure a good practice before