第 74 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-11-05 20:37      字数:9322
  though the pattern still looked as if it was formed out of
  characters of the alphabet curiously entwined together; you found
  yourself unable to fix upon any definite word; or even letter。  You
  looked again and again; and the longer that you looked the more
  certain became your belief that you were on the verge of discovery。
  If you could approach the mysterious legend from a slightly
  different point of view; or look at it from another distance; the
  clew to the puzzle would be seized; and the words would stand forth
  clear and legible in your sight。  But the clew never had been
  discovered; and the motto; if there was one; remained unread。
  For a few minutes we stood looking at the cabinet in silence; and
  then Lucy gave a discontented little sigh。  〃There's another
  tiresome piece of superstition;〃 she exclaimed; 〃by far the
  handsomest piece of furniture in the house stuck away here in a
  bedroom which is hardly ever used。  Again and again have I asked
  George to let me have it moved downstairs; but he won't hear of
  it。〃
  〃Was it not placed here by Dame Alice herself?〃 I inquired a little
  reproachfully; for I felt that Lucy was not treating the cabinet
  with the respect which it really deserved。
  〃Yes; so they say;〃 she answered; and the tone of light contempt in
  which she spoke was now pierced by a not unnatural pride in the
  romantic mysteries of her husband's family。  〃She placed it here;
  and it is said; you know; that when the closed cabinet is opened;
  and the mysterious motto is read; the curse will depart from the
  Mervyn family。〃
  〃But why don't they break it open?〃 I asked; impatiently。  〃I am
  sure that I would never have remained all my life in a house with a
  thing like that; and not found out in some way or another what was
  inside it。〃
  〃Oh; but that would be quite fatal;〃 answered she。  〃The curse can
  only be removed when the cabinet is opened as Dame Alice intended
  it to be; in an orthodox fashion。  If you were to force it open;
  that could never happen; and the curse would therefore remain for
  ever。〃
  〃And what is the curse?〃 I asked; with very different feelings to
  those with which I had timidly approached the same subject with
  Alan。  Lucy was not a Mervyn; and not a person to inspire awe under
  any circumstances。  My instincts were right again; for she turned
  away with a slight shrug of her shoulders。
  〃I have no idea;〃 she said。  〃George and Alan always look
  portentously solemn and gloomy whenever one mentions the subject;
  so I don't。  If you ask me for the truth; I believe it to be a pure
  invention; devised by the Mervyns for the purpose of delicately
  accounting for some of the disreputable actions of their ancestors。
  For you know; Evie;〃 she added; with a little laugh; 〃the less said
  about the character of the family into which your aunt and I have
  married the better。〃
  The remark made me angry; I don't know why; and I answered stiffly;
  that as far as I was acquainted with them; I at least saw nothing
  to complain of。
  〃Oh; as regards the present generation; no;except for that poor;
  wretched Jack;〃 acquiesced Lucy; with her usual imperturbable good…
  humor。
  〃And as regards the next?〃 I suggested; smiling; and already
  ashamed of my little temper。
  〃The next is perfect; of course;poor dear boys。〃  She sighed as
  she spoke; and I wondered whether she was really as unconscious as
  she generally appeared to be of the strange dissatisfaction with
  which her husband seemed to regard his children。  Anyhow the
  mention of them had evidently changed her mood; and almost directly
  afterwards; with the remark that she must go and look after her
  guests; who had all arrived by now; she left me to myself。
  For some minutes I sat by the bright fire; lost in aimless;
  wandering thought; which began with Dame Alice and her cabinet; and
  which ended somehow with Alan's face; as I had last seen it looking
  up at me in front of the hall…door。  When I had reached that point;
  I roused myself to decide that I had dreamt long enough; and that
  it was quite time to go down to the guests and to tea。  I
  accordingly donned my best teagown; arranged my hair; and proceeded
  towards the drawing…room。  My way there lay through the great
  central hall。  This apartment was approached from most of the
  bedrooms in the house through a large; arched doorway at one end of
  it; which communicated directly with the great staircase。  My
  bedroom; however; which; as I have said; lay among the private
  apartments of the house; opened into a passage which led into a
  broad gallery; or upper chamber; stretching right across the end of
  the hall。  From this you descended by means of a small staircase in
  oak; whose carved balustrade; bending round the corner of the hall;
  formed one of the prettiest features of the picturesque old room。
  The barrier which ran along the front of the gallery was in solid
  oak; and of such a height that; unless standing close up to it; you
  could neither see nor be seen by the occupants of the room below。
  On approaching this gallery I heard voices in the hall。  They were
  George's and Alan's; evidently in hot discussion。  As I issued from
  the passage; George was speaking; and his voice had that
  exasperated tone in which an angry man tries to bring to a close an
  argument in which he has lost his temper。  〃For heaven's sake leave
  it alone; Alan; I neither can nor will interfere。  We have enough
  to bear from these cursed traditions as it is; without adding one
  which has no foundation whatever to justify ita mere contemptible
  piece of superstition。〃
  〃No member of our family has a right to call any tradition
  contemptible which is connected with that place; and you know it;〃
  answered Alan; and though he spoke low; his voice trembled with
  some strong emotion。  A first impulse of hesitation which I had had
  I checked; feeling that as I had heard so much it was fairer to go
  on; and I advanced to the top of the staircase。  Alan stood by the
  fireplace facing me; but far too occupied to see me。  His last
  speech had seemingly aroused George to fury; for the latter turned
  on him now with savage passion。
  〃Damn it all; Alan!〃 he cried; 〃can't you be quiet?  I will be
  master in my own house。  Take care; I tell you; the curse may not
  be quite fulfilled yet after all。〃
  As George uttered these words; Alan lifted his eyes to him with a
  glance of awful horror: his face turned ghastly white; his lips
  trembled for a moment; and then he answered back with one half…
  whispered word of supreme appeal〃George!〃  There was a long…
  drawn; unutterable anguish in his tone; and his voice; though
  scarcely audible; penetrated to every corner of the room; and
  seemed to hang quivering in the air around one after the sound had
  ceased。  Then there was a terrible stillness。  Alan stood trembling
  in every limb; incapable apparently of speech or action; and George
  faced him; as silent and motionless as he was。  For an instant they
  remained thus; while I looked breathlessly on。  Then George; with a
  muttered imprecation; turned on his heel and left the room。  Alan
  followed him as he went with dull lifeless eyes; and as the door
  closed he breathed deeply; with a breath that was almost a groan。
  Taking my courage in both hands; I now descended the stairs; and at
  the sound of my footfall he glanced up; started; and then came
  rapidly to meet me。
  〃Evie! you here;〃 he said; 〃I did not notice you。  How long have
  you been here?〃  He was still quite white; and I noticed that he
  panted for breath as he spoke。
  〃Not long;〃 I answered; timidly; and rather spasmodically; 〃I only
  heard a sentence or two。  You wanted George to do something about
  some tradition or other;and he was angry;and he said something
  about the curse。〃
  While I spoke Alan kept his eyes fixed on mine; reading through
  them; as I knew; into my mind。  When I had finished he turned his
  gaze away satisfied; and answered very quietly; 〃Yes; that was it。〃
  Then he went back to the fireplace; rested his arm against the high
  mantelpiece above it; and leaning his forehead on his arm; remained
  silently looking into the fire。  I could see by his bent brow and
  compressed lips that he was engaged upon some earnest train of
  thought or reasoning; and I stood waitingworried; puzzled;
  curious; but above all things; pitiful; and oh! longing so
  intensely to help him if I could。  Presently he straightened
  himself a little; and addressed me more in his ordinary tone of
  voice; though without looking round。  〃So I hear they have changed
  your room。〃
  〃Yes;〃 I answered。  And then; flushing rather; 〃Is that what you
  and George have been quarreling about?〃  I received no reply; and
  taking this silence for assent; I went on deprecatingly; 〃Because
  you know; if it was; I think you are rather foolish; Alan。  As I
  understand; two girls are said to have died in that room more than
  a hundred years ago;