第 38 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2021-11-05 20:37      字数:9322
  imagined a scene so horrible as his last hours presented。  He
  cursed and blasphemed about three halfpence; missing; as he said;
  some weeks before; in an account of change with his groom; about
  hay to a starved horse that he kept。  Then he grasped John's hand;
  and asked him to give him the sacrament。  〃If I send to the
  clergyman; he will charge me something for it; which I cannot pay;
  I cannot。  They say I am rich;look at this blanket;but I would
  not mind that; if I could save my soul。〃  And; raving; he added;
  〃Indeed; Doctor; I am a very poor man。  I never troubled a
  clergyman before; and all I want is; that you will grant me two
  trifling requests; very little matters in your way;save my soul;
  and (whispering) make interest to get me a parish coffin;I have
  not enough left to bury me。  I always told everyone I was poor; but
  the more I told them so; the less they believed me。〃
  John; greatly shocked; retired from the bedside; and sat down in a
  distant corner of the room。  The women were again in the room;
  which was very dark。  Melmoth was silent from exhaustion; and there
  was a deathlike pause for some time。  At this moment John saw the
  door open; and a figure appear at it; who looked round the room;
  and then quietly and deliberately retired; but not before John had
  discovered in his face the living original of the portrait。  His
  first impulse was to utter an exclamation of terror; but his breath
  felt stopped。  He was then rising to pursue the figure; but a
  moment's reflection checked him。  What could be more absurd; than
  to be alarmed or amazed at a resemblance between a living man and
  the portrait of a dead one!  The likeness was doubtless strong
  enough to strike him even in that darkened room; but it was
  doubtless only a likeness; and though it might be imposing enough
  to terrify an old man of gloomy and retired habits; and with a
  broken constitution; John resolved it should not produce the same
  effect on him。
  But while he was applauding himself for this resolution; the door
  opened; and the figure appeared at it; beckoning and nodding to
  him; with a familiarity somewhat terrifying。  John now started up;
  determined to pursue it; but the pursuit was stopped by the weak
  but shrill cries of his uncle; who was struggling at once with the
  agonies of death and his housekeeper。  The poor woman; anxious for
  her master's reputation and her own; was trying to put on him a
  clean shirt and nightcap; and Melmoth; who had just sensation
  enough to perceive they were taking something from him; continued
  exclaiming feebly; 〃They are robbing me;robbing me in my last
  moments;robbing a dying man。  John; won't you assist me;I shall
  die a beggar; they are taking my last shirt;I shall die a
  beggar。〃And the miser died。
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  A few days after the funeral; the will was opened before proper
  witnesses; and John was found to be left sole heir to his uncle's
  property; which; though originally moderate; had; by his grasping
  habits; and parsimonious life; become very considerable。
  As the attorney who read the will concluded; he added; 〃There are
  some words here; at the corner of the parchment; which do not
  appear to be part of the will; as they are neither in the form of a
  codicil; nor is the signature of the testator affixed to them; but;
  to the best of my belief; they are in the handwriting of the
  deceased。〃  As he spoke he showed the lines to Melmoth; who
  immediately recognized his uncle's hand (that perpendicular and
  penurious hand; that seems determined to make the most of the very
  paper; thriftily abridging every word; and leaving scarce an atom
  of margin); and read; not without some emotion; the following
  words: 〃I enjoin my nephew and heir; John Melmoth; to remove;
  destroy; or cause to be destroyed; the portrait inscribed J。
  Melmoth; 1646; hanging in my closet。  I also enjoin him to search
  for a manuscript; which I think he will find in the third and
  lowest left…hand drawer of the mahogany chest standing under that
  portrait;it is among some papers of no value; such as manuscript
  sermons; and pamphlets on the improvement of Ireland; and such
  stuff; he will distinguish it by its being tied round with a black
  tape; and the paper being very moldy and discolored。  He may read
  it if he will;I think he had better not。  At all events; I adjure
  him; if there be any power in the adjuration of a dying man; to
  burn it。〃
  After reading this singular memorandum; the business of the meeting
  was again resumed; and as old Melmoth's will was very clear and
  legally worded; all was soon settled; the party dispersed; and John
  Melmoth was left alone。
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  He resolutely entered the closet; shut the door; and proceeded to
  search for the manuscript。  It was soon found; for the directions
  of old Melmoth were forcibly written; and strongly remembered。  The
  manuscript; old; tattered; and discolored; was taken from the very
  drawer in which it was mentioned to be laid。  Melmoth's hands felt
  as cold as those of his dead uncle; when he drew the blotted pages
  from their nook。  He sat down to read;there was a dead silence
  through the house。  Melmoth looked wistfully at the candles;
  snuffed them; and still thought they looked dim; (perchance he
  thought they burned blue; but such thought he kept to himself)。
  Certain it is; he often changed his posture; and would have changed
  his chair; had there been more than one in the apartment。
  He sank for a few moments into a fit of gloomy abstraction; till
  the sound of the clock striking twelve made him start;it was the
  only sound he had heard for some hours; and the sounds produced by
  inanimate things; while all living beings around are as dead; have
  at such an hour an effect indescribably awful。  John looked at his
  manuscript with some reluctance; opened it; paused over the first
  lines; and as the wind sighed round the desolate apartment; and the
  rain pattered with a mournful sound against the dismantled window;
  wishedwhat did he wish for?he wished the sound of the wind less
  dismal; and the dash of the rain less monotonous。He may be
  forgiven; it was past midnight; and there was not a human being
  awake but himself within ten miles when he began to read。
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  The manuscript was discolored; obliterated; and mutilated beyond
  any that had ever before exercised the patience of a reader。
  Michaelis himself; scrutinizing into the pretended autograph of St。
  Mark at Venice; never had a harder time of it。Melmoth could make
  out only a sentence here and there。  The writer; it appeared; was
  an Englishman of the name of Stanton; who had traveled abroad
  shortly after the Restoration。  Traveling was not then attended
  with the facilities which modern improvement has introduced; and
  scholars and literati; the intelligent; the idle; and the curious;
  wandered over the Continent for years; like Tom Corvat; though they
  had the modesty; on their return; to entitle the result of their
  multiplied observations and labors only 〃crudities。〃
  Stanton; about the year 1676; was in Spain; he was; like most of
  the travelers of that age; a man of literature; intelligence; and
  curiosity; but ignorant of the language of the country; and
  fighting his way at times from convent to convent; in quest of what
  was called 〃Hospitality;〃 that is; obtaining board and lodging on
  the condition of holding a debate in Latin; on some point
  theological or metaphysical; with any monk who would become the
  champion of the strife。  Now; as the theology was Catholic; and the
  metaphysics Aristotelian; Stanton sometimes wished himself at the
  miserable Posada from whose filth and famine he had been fighting
  his escape; but though his reverend antagonists always denounced
  his creed; and comforted themselves; even in defeat; with the
  assurance that he must be damned; on the double score of his being
  a heretic and an Englishman; they were obliged to confess that his
  Latin was good; and his logic unanswerable; and he was allowed; in
  most cases; to sup and sleep in peace。  This was not doomed to be
  his fate on the night of the 17th August 1677; when he found
  himself in the plains of Valencia; deserted by a cowardly guide;
  who had been terrified by the sight of a cross erected as a
  memorial of a murder; had slipped off his mule unperceived;
  crossing himself every step he took on his retreat from the
  heretic; and left Stanton amid the terrors of an approaching storm;
  and the dangers of an unknown country。  The sublime and yet
  softened beauty of the scenery around; had filled the soul of
  Stanton with delight; and he enjoyed that delight as Englishmen
  generally do; silently。
  The magnificent remains of two dynasties that had passed away; the
  ruins of Roman palaces; and of Moorish fortresses; were around and
  above him;the dark and heavy thunde