第 68 节
作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-10-21 08:52      字数:9322
  Anne took especial care that he should never meet her alone; and to
  insure this her ingenuity was in constant exercise。  There were so
  many nooks and windings on the miller's rambling premises that she
  could never be sure he would not turn up within a foot of her;
  particularly as his thin shoes were almost noiseless。
  One fine afternoon she accompanied Molly in search of elderberries
  for making the family wine which was drunk by Mrs。 Loveday; Anne;
  and anybody who could not stand the rougher and stronger liquors
  provided by the miller。  After walking rather a long distance over
  the down they came to a grassy hollow; where elder…bushes in knots
  of twos and threes rose from an uneven bank and hung their heads
  towards the south; black and heavy with bunches of fruit。  The charm
  of fruit…gathering to girls is enhanced in the case of elderberries
  by the inoffensive softness of the leaves; boughs; and bark; which
  makes getting into the branches easy and pleasant to the most
  indifferent climbers。  Anne and Molly had soon gathered a basketful;
  and sending the servant home with it; Anne remained in the bush
  picking and throwing down bunch by bunch upon the grass。  She was so
  absorbed in her occupation of pulling the twigs towards her; and the
  rustling of their leaves so filled her ears; that it was a great
  surprise when; on turning her head; she perceived a similar movement
  to her own among the boughs of the adjoining bush。
  At first she thought they were disturbed by being partly in contact
  with the boughs of her bush; but in a moment Robert Loveday's face
  peered from them; at a distance of about a yard from her own。  Anne
  uttered a little indignant 'Well!' recovered herself; and went on
  plucking。  Bob thereupon went on plucking likewise。
  'I am picking elderberries for your mother;' said the lieutenant at
  last; humbly。
  'So I see。'
  'And I happen to have come to the next bush to yours。'
  'So I see; but not the reason why。'
  Anne was now in the westernmost branches of the bush; and Bob had
  leant across into the eastern branches of his。  In gathering he
  swayed towards her; back again; forward again。
  'I beg pardon;' he said; when a further swing than usual had taken
  him almost in contact with her。
  'Then why do you do it?'
  'The wind rocks the bough; and the bough rocks me。'  She expressed
  by a look her opinion of this statement in the face of the gentlest
  breeze; and Bob pursued:  'I am afraid the berries will stain your
  pretty hands。'
  'I wear gloves。'
  'Ah; that's a plan I should never have thought of。  Can I help you?'
  'Not at all。'
  'You are offended:  that's what that means。'
  'No;' she said。
  'Then will you shake hands?'
  Anne hesitated; then slowly stretched out her hand; which he took at
  once。  'That will do;' she said; finding that he did not relinquish
  it immediately。  But as he still held it; she pulled; the effect of
  which was to draw Bob's swaying person; bough and all; towards her;
  and herself towards him。
  'I am afraid to let go your hand;' said that officer; 'for if I do
  your spar will fly back; and you will be thrown upon the deck with
  great violence。'
  'I wish you to let me go!'
  He accordingly did; and she flew back; but did not by any means
  fall。
  'It reminds me of the times when I used to be aloft clinging to a
  yard not much bigger than this tree…stem; in the mid…Atlantic; and
  thinking about you。  I could see you in my fancy as plain as I see
  you now。'
  'Me; or some other woman!' retorted Anne haughtily。
  'No!' declared Bob; shaking the bush for emphasis; 'I'll protest
  that I did not think of anybody but you all the time we were
  dropping down channel; all the time we were off Cadiz; all the time
  through battles and bombardments。  I seemed to see you in the smoke;
  and; thinks I; if I go to Davy's locker; what will she do?'
  'You didn't think that when you landed after Trafalgar。'
  'Well; now;' said the lieutenant in a reasoning tone; 'that was a
  curious thing。  You'll hardly believe it; maybe; but when a man is
  away from the woman he loves best in the portworld; I meanhe can
  have a sort of temporary feeling for another without disturbing the
  old one; which flows along under the same as ever。'
  'I can't believe it; and won't;' said Anne firmly。
  Molly now appeared with the empty basket; and when it had been
  filled from the heap on the grass; Anne went home with her; bidding
  Loveday a frigid adieu。
  The same evening; when Bob was absent; the miller proposed that they
  should all three go to an upper window of the house; to get a
  distant view of some rockets and illuminations which were to be
  exhibited in the town and harbour in honour of the King; who had
  returned this year as usual。  They accordingly went upstairs to an
  empty attic; placed chairs against the window; and put out the
  light; Anne sitting in the middle; her mother close by; and the
  miller behind; smoking。  No sign of any pyrotechnic display was
  visible over the port as yet; and Mrs。 Loveday passed the time by
  talking to the miller; who replied in monosyllables。  While this was
  going on Anne fancied that she heard some one approach; and
  presently felt sure that Bob was drawing near her in the surrounding
  darkness; but as the other two had noticed nothing she said not a
  word。
  All at once the swarthy expanse of southward sky was broken by the
  blaze of several rockets simultaneously ascending from different
  ships in the roads。  At the very same moment a warm mysterious hand
  slipped round her own; and gave it a gentle squeeze。
  'O dear!' said Anne; with a sudden start away。
  'How nervous you are; child; to be startled by fireworks so far
  off;' said Mrs。 Loveday。
  'I never saw rockets before;' murmured Anne; recovering from her
  surprise。
  Mrs。 Loveday presently spoke again。  'I wonder what has become of
  Bob?'
  Anne did not reply; being much exercised in trying to get her hand
  away from the one that imprisoned it; and whatever the miller
  thought he kept to himself; because it disturbed his smoking to
  speak。
  Another batch of rockets went up。  'O I never!' said Anne; in a
  half…suppressed tone; springing in her chair。  A second hand had
  with the rise of the rockets leapt round her waist。
  'Poor girl; you certainly must have change of scene at this rate;'
  said Mrs。 Loveday。
  'I suppose I must;' murmured the dutiful daughter。
  For some minutes nothing further occurred to disturb Anne's
  serenity。  Then a slow; quiet 'a…hem' came from the obscurity of the
  apartment。
  'What; Bob?  How long have you been there?' inquired Mrs。 Loveday。
  'Not long;' said the lieutenant coolly。  'I heard you were all here;
  and crept up quietly; not to disturb ye。'
  'Why don't you wear heels to your shoes like Christian people; and
  not creep about so like a cat?'
  'Well; it keeps your floors clean to go slip…shod。'
  'That's true。'
  Meanwhile Anne was gently but firmly trying to pull Bob's arm from
  her waist; her distressful difficulty being that in freeing her
  waist she enslaved her hand; and in getting her hand free she
  enslaved her waist。  Finding the struggle a futile one; owing to the
  invisibility of her antagonist; and her wish to keep its nature
  secret from the other two; she arose; and saying that she did not
  care to see any more; felt her way downstairs。  Bob followed;
  leaving Loveday and his wife to themselves。
  'Dear Anne;' he began; when he had got down; and saw her in the
  candle…light of the large room。  But she adroitly passed out at the
  other door; at which he took a candle and followed her to the small
  room。  'Dear Anne; do let me speak;' he repeated; as soon as the
  rays revealed her figure。  But she passed into the bakehouse before
  he could say more; whereupon he perseveringly did the same。  Looking
  round for her here he perceived her at the end of the room; where
  there were no means of exit whatever。
  'Dear Anne;' he began again; setting down the candle; 'you must try
  to forgive me; really you must。  I love you the best of anybody in
  the wide; wide world。  Try to forgive me; come!'  And he imploringly
  took her hand。
  Anne's bosom began to surge and fall like a small tide; her eyes
  remaining fixed upon the floor; till; when Loveday ventured to draw
  her slightly towards him; she burst out crying。  'I don't like you;
  Bob; I don't!' she suddenly exclaimed between her sobs。  'I did
  once; but I don't nowI can't; I can't; you have been very cruel to
  me!'  She violently turned away; weeping。
  'I have; I have been terribly bad; I know;' answered Bob;
  conscience…stricken by her grief。  'Butif you could only forgive
  meI promise that I'll never do anything to grieve 'ee again。  Do
  you forgive me; Anne?'
  Anne's only reply was crying and shaking her head。
  'Let's make it up。  Come; say we have made it up; dear。'
  She withdrew her hand; and still keeping her eyes buried in her
  handkerchief; said 'No。'
  'Very well; then!' exclaimed Bob; with sudden determination。  'Now I
  know my doom!  And whatever you hear of as happening to me; mind
  this; you cruel girl; that it is all your causing!'  Saying this he
  strode with a hasty tread across the room into the passage and out
  at the door; slammin