第 58 节
作者:铲除不公      更新:2021-10-21 08:52      字数:9320
  When Bob was left alone he suddenly became brisk; and set himself to
  overhaul his clothes and other possessions in a business…like
  manner。  By the time that his chest was packed; such things as he
  meant to leave at home folded into cupboards; and what was useless
  destroyed; it was past two o'clock。  Then he went to bed; so softly
  that only the creak of one weak stair revealed his passage upward。
  At the moment that he passed Anne's chamber…door her mother was
  bending over her as she lay in bed; and saying to her; 'Won't you
  see him in the morning?'
  'No; no;' said Anne。  'I would rather not see him!  I have said that
  I may。  But I shall not。  I cannot see him again!'
  When the family got up next day Bob had vanished。  It was his way to
  disappear like this; to avoid affecting scenes at parting。  By the
  time that they had sat down to a gloomy breakfast; Bob was in the
  boat of a Budmouth waterman; who pulled him alongside the guardship
  in the roads; where he laid hold of the man…rope; mounted; and
  disappeared from external view。  In the course of the day the ship
  moved off; set her royals; and made sail for Portsmouth; with five
  hundred new hands for the service on board; consisting partly of
  pressed men and partly of volunteers; among the latter being Robert
  Loveday。
  XXXIV。  A SPECK ON THE SEA
  In parting from John; who accompanied him to the quay; Bob had said:
  'Now; Jack; these be my last words to you:  I give her up。  I go
  away on purpose; and I shall be away a long time。  If in that time
  she should list over towards ye ever so little; mind you take her。
  You have more right to her than I。  You chose her when my mind was
  elsewhere; and you best deserve her; for I have never known you
  forget one woman; while I've forgot a dozen。  Take her then; if she
  will come; and God bless both of ye。'
  Another person besides John saw Bob go。  That was Derriman; who was
  standing by a bollard a little further up the quay。  He did not
  repress his satisfaction at the sight。  John looked towards him with
  an open gaze of contempt; for the cuffs administered to the yeoman
  at the inn had not; so far as the trumpet…major was aware; produced
  any desire to avenge that insult; John being; of course; quite
  ignorant that Festus had erroneously retaliated upon Bob; in his
  peculiar though scarcely soldierly way。  Finding that he did not
  even now approach him; John went on his way; and thought over his
  intention of preserving intact the love between Anne and his
  brother。
  He was surprised when he next went to the mill to find how glad they
  all were to see him。  From the moment of Bob's return to the bosom
  of the deep Anne had had no existence on land; people might have
  looked at her human body and said she had flitted thence。  The sea
  and all that belonged to the sea was her daily thought and her
  nightly dream。  She had the whole two…and…thirty winds under her
  eye; each passing gale that ushered in returning autumn being
  mentally registered; and she acquired a precise knowledge of the
  direction in which Portsmouth; Brest; Ferrol; Cadiz; and other such
  likely places lay。  Instead of saying her own familiar prayers at
  night she substituted; with some confusion of thought; the Forms of
  Prayer to be used at sea。  John at once noticed her lorn; abstracted
  looks; pitied her;how much he pitied her!and asked when they
  were alone if there was anything he could do。
  'There are two things;' she said; with almost childish eagerness in
  her tired eyes。
  'They shall be done。'
  'The first is to find out if Captain Hardy has gone back to his
  ship; and the other isO if you will do it; John!to get me
  newspapers whenever possible。'
  After this duologue John was absent for a space of three hours; and
  they thought he had gone back to barracks。  He entered; however; at
  the end of that time; took off his forage…cap; and wiped his
  forehead。
  'You look tired; John;' said his father。
  'O no。'  He went through the house till he had found Anne Garland。
  'I have only done one of those things;' he said to her。
  'What; already!  I didn't hope for or mean to…day。'
  'Captain Hardy is gone from Pos'ham。  He left some days ago。  We
  shall soon hear that the fleet has sailed。'
  'You have been all the way to Pos'ham on purpose?  How good of you!'
  'Well; I was anxious to know myself when Bob is likely to leave。  I
  expect now that we shall soon hear from him。'
  Two days later he came again。  He brought a newspaper; and what was
  better; a letter for Anne; franked by the first lieutenant of the
  Victory。
  'Then he's aboard her;' said Anne; as she eagerly took the letter。
  It was short; but as much as she could expect in the circumstances;
  and informed them that the captain had been as good as his word; and
  had gratified Bob's earnest wish to serve under him。  The ship; with
  Admiral Lord Nelson on board; and accompanied by the frigate
  Euryalus; was to sail in two days for Plymouth; where they would be
  joined by others; and thence proceed to the coast of Spain。
  Anne lay awake that night thinking of the Victory; and of those who
  floated in her。  To the best of Anne's calculation that ship of war
  would; during the next twenty…four hours; pass within a few miles of
  where she herself then lay。  Next to seeing Bob; the thing that
  would give her more pleasure than any other in the world was to see
  the vessel that contained himhis floating city; his sole
  dependence in battle and stormupon whose safety from winds and
  enemies hung all her hope。
  The morrow was market…day at the seaport; and in this she saw her
  opportunity。  A carrier went from Overcombe at six o'clock thither;
  and having to do a little shopping for herself she gave it as a
  reason for her intended day's absence; and took a place in the van。
  When she reached the town it was still early morning; but the
  borough was already in the zenith of its daily bustle and show。  The
  King was always out…of…doors by six o'clock; and such cock…crow
  hours at Gloucester Lodge produced an equally forward stir among the
  population。  She alighted; and passed down the esplanade; as fully
  thronged by persons of fashion at this time of mist and level
  sunlight as a watering…place in the present day is at four in the
  afternoon。  Dashing bucks and beaux in cocked hats; black feathers;
  ruffles; and frills; stared at her as she hurried along; the beach
  was swarming with bathing women; wearing waistbands that bore the
  national refrain; 'God save the King;' in gilt letters; the shops
  were all open; and Sergeant Stanner; with his sword…stuck bank…notes
  and heroic gaze; was beating up at two guineas and a crown; the
  crown to drink his Majesty's health。
  She soon finished her shopping; and then; crossing over into the old
  town; pursued her way along the coast…road to Portland。  At the end
  of an hour she had been rowed across the Fleet (which then lacked
  the convenience of a bridge); and reached the base of Portland Hill。
  The steep incline before her was dotted with houses; showing the
  pleasant peculiarity of one man's doorstep being behind his
  neighbour's chimney; and slabs of stone as the common material for
  walls; roof; floor; pig…sty; stable…manger; door…scraper; and
  garden…stile。  Anne gained the summit; and followed along the
  central track over the huge lump of freestone which forms the
  peninsula; the wide sea prospect extending as she went on。  Weary
  with her journey; she approached the extreme southerly peak of rock;
  and gazed from the cliff at Portland Bill; or Beal; as it was in
  those days more correctly called。
  The wild; herbless; weather…worn promontory was quite a solitude;
  and; saving the one old lighthouse about fifty yards up the slope;
  scarce a mark was visible to show that humanity had ever been near
  the spot。  Anne found herself a seat on a stone; and swept with her
  eyes the tremulous expanse of water around her that seemed to utter
  a ceaseless unintelligible incantation。  Out of the three hundred
  and sixty degrees of her complete horizon two hundred and fifty were
  covered by waves; the coup d'oeil including the area of troubled
  waters known as the Race; where two seas met to effect the
  destruction of such vessels as could not be mastered by one。  She
  counted the craft within her view:  there were five; no; there were
  only four; no; there were seven; some of the specks having resolved
  themselves into two。  They were all small coasters; and kept well
  within sight of land。
  Anne sank into a reverie。  Then she heard a slight noise on her left
  hand; and turning beheld an old sailor; who had approached with a
  glass。  He was levelling it over the sea in a direction to the
  south…east; and somewhat removed from that in which her own eyes had
  been wandering。  Anne moved a few steps thitherward; so as to
  unclose to her view a deeper sweep on that side; and by this
  discovered a ship of far larger size than any which had yet dotted
  the main before her。  Its sails were for the most part new and
  clean; and in comparison with its rapid progress before the wind the
  small brigs and ketches seemed standing still。  Upon this striking
  object the old man's glass was bent。
  'What do you see; sailor?' she asked。