第 22 节
作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-10-16 18:45      字数:9306
  Never shall my  heart be   burthened With its   ancient woe   and fears;   I
  can drive them from my presence; I can check these foolish tears。
  Back; ye Phantoms; leave; oh leave me To a new and happy lot; Speak
  no more of things departed; Leave mefor I know ye not。
  Can it be that 'mid my gladness I must ever hear you wail; Of the grief
  that wrung my spirit; And that made my cheek so pale?
  Joy is mine; but your sad voices Murmur ever in mine ear: Vain is all
  the Future's promise; While the dreary Past is here。
  Vain; oh worse than vain; the Visions That my heart; my life would fill;
  If the Past's relentless phantoms Call upon me still!
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  VERSE:                    THANKFULNESS
  My God; I thank Thee who hast made The Earth so bright; So full of
  splendour and of joy; Beauty and light; So many glorious things are here;
  Noble and right!
  I thank Thee; too; that Thou hast made Joy to abound; So many gentle
  thoughts   and   deeds   Circling   us   round;  That   in   the   darkest   spot   of   Earth
  Some love is found。
  I  thank   Thee    MORE      that  all  our  joy  Is  touched   with   pain;  That
  shadows fall on brightest hours; That thorns remain; So that Earth's bliss
  may be our guide; And not our chain。
  For Thou who knowest; Lord; how soon Our weak heart clings; Hast
  given us joys; tender and true; Yet all with wings; So that we see; gleaming
  on high; Diviner things!
  I   thank   Thee;   Lord;   that   Thou   hast   kept   The   best   in   store;   We   have
  enough; yet not too much To long for more: A yearning for a deeper peace;
  Not known before。
  I thank Thee; Lord; that here our souls; Though amply blest; Can never
  find; although they seek; A perfect rest … Nor ever shall; until they lean On
  Jesus' breast!
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  VERSE:                    HOME…SICKNESS
  Where I am; the halls are gilded; Stored with pictures bright and rare;
  Strains   of   deep   melodious   music   Float   upon   the   perfumed   air:…   Nothing
  stirs   the  dreary   silence   Save   the  melancholy     sea;  Near    the  poor   and
  humble cottage; Where I fain would be!
  Where   I   am;   the   sun   is   shining; And   the   purple   windows   glow;   Till
  their rich armorial shadows Stain the marble floor below:… Faded Autumn
  leaves   are   trembling;   On   the   withered   jasmine   tree;   Creeping   round   the
  little casement; Where I fain would be!
  Where I am; the days are passing O'er a pathway strewn with flowers;
  Song     and   joy  and   starry  pleasures    Crown    the  happy    smiling    hours:…
  Slowly; heavily; and sadly; Time with weary wings must flee; Marked by
  pain; and toil; and sorrow; Where I fain would be!
  Where I am; the great and noble Tell me of renown and fame; And the
  red wine sparkles highest; To do honour to my name:… Far away a place is
  vacant; By a humble hearth; for me; Dying embers dimly show it; Where I
  fain would be!
  Where I am; are glorious dreaminess; Science; genius; art divine; And
  the great minds whom all honour Interchange their thoughts with mine:… A
  few simple hearts are waiting; Longing; wearying; for me; Far away where
  tears are falling; Where I fain would be!
  Where I am; all think me happy; For so well I play my part; None can
  guess; who smile around me; How far distant is my heart … Far away; in a
  poor cottage; Listening to the dreary sea; Where the treasures of my life
  are; Where I fain would be!
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  VERSE:                    WISHES
  All   the  fluttering   wishes   Caged     within   thy   heart  Beat   their  wings
  against    it;  Longing    to  depart;   Till  they  shake    their  prison   With   their
  wounded cry; Open wide thy heart to…day; And let the captives fly。
  Let them first fly upward Through the starry air; Till you almost lose
  them;   For   their   home   is   there;   Then;   with   outspread   pinions;   Circling
  round and round; Wing their way; wherever Want and woe are found。
  Where     the  weary    stitcher  Toils   for  daily   bread;   Where    the  lonely
  watcher Watches by her dead; Where with thin weak fingers; Toiling at the
  loom; Stand the little children; Blighted ere they bloom。
  Where;   by   darkness     blinded;   Groping     for   the  light;   With  distorted
  conscience      Men    do  wrong     for  right;  Where;    in  the  cold   shadow;    By
  smooth pleasure thrown; Human hearts by hundreds Harden into stone。
  Where on dusty highways; With faint heart and slow; Cursing the glad
  sunlight; Hungry outcasts go: Where all mirth is silenced; And the hearth
  is chill; For one place is empty; And one voice is still。
  Some hearts will be lighter While your captives roam For their tender
  singing; Then recal them home; When the sunny hours Into night depart;
  Softly they will nestle In a quiet heart。
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  VERSE:                   THE PEACE OF GOD
  We ask for Peace; oh Lord! Thy children ask Thy Peace; Not what the
  world calls rest; That toil and care should cease; That through bright sunny
  hours   Calm   Life   should   fleet   away;   And   tranquil   night   should   fade   In
  smiling day; … It is not for such Peace that we would pray。
  We ask for Peace; oh Lord! Yet not to stand secure; Girt round with
  iron Pride; Contented to endure: Crushing the gentle strings That human
  hearts should know; Untouched by others' joy Or others' woe; … Thou; oh
  dear Lord; wilt never teach us so。
  We ask Thy Peace; oh Lord! Through storm; and fear; and strife; To
  light and guide us on; Through a long struggling life: While no success or
  gain Shall cheer the desperate fight; Or nerve; what the world calls; Our
  wasted might:… Yet pressing through the darkness to the light。
  It is Thine own; oh Lord; Who toil while others sleep; Who sow with
  loving care What other hands shall reap: They lean on Thee entranced; In
  calm and perfect rest: Give us that Peace; oh Lord; Divine and blest; Thou
  keepest for those hearts who love Thee best。
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  VERSE:                    LIFE IN DEATH AND
  DEATH IN LIFE
  I。
  If   the   dread   day   that   calls   thee   hence;   Through   a   red   mist   of   fear
  should loom; (Closing in deadliest night and gloom Long hours of aching
  dumb suspense;) And leave me to my lonely doom。
  I   think;   beloved;   I   could   see   In   thy  dear   eyes   the   loving   light   Glaze
  into vacancy and night; And still say; 〃God is good to me; And all that He
  decrees is right。〃
  That;    watching     thy  slow    struggling    breath;   And    answering     each
  imperfect sign; I still could pray thy prayer and mine; And tell thee; dear;
  though this was death; That God was love; and love divine。
  Could hold thee in my arms; and lay Upon my heart thy weary head;
  And   meet   thy   last   smile   ere   it   fled;   Then   hear;   as   in   a   dream;   one   say;
  〃Now all is over;she is dead。〃
  Could smooth thy garments with fond care; And cross thy hands upon
  thy breast; And kiss   thine eyelids down   to rest; And yet   say no word of
  despair; But; through my sobbing; 〃It is best。〃
  Could stifle down the gnawing pain; And say; 〃We still divide our life;
  She has the rest; and I the strife; And mine the loss; and hers the gain: My
  ill with bliss for her is rife。〃
  Then turn; and the old duties take … Alone nowyet with earnest will
  Gathering sweet sacred traces still To help me on; and; for thy sake; My
  heart and life and soul to fill。
  I think I could check vain weak tears; And toil;although the world's
  great space Held nothing but one vacant place; And see the dark and weary
  years Lit only by a vanished grace。
  And sometimes; when the day was o'er; Call up the tender past again:
  Its painful   joy; its   happy pain; And live it over yet   once more; And  say;