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作者:管他三七二十一      更新:2021-10-16 18:45      字数:9321
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  pride。〃 One day some childish fever pain Burnt in my veins and fired my
  brain。 Moaning; I turned from side to side; And; sobbing in my bed; I cried;
  Till night in calm and darkness crept Around me; and at last I slept。 When
  suddenly   I   woke   to   see   The   Lady   bending   over   me。   The   drops   of   cold
  November rain Were falling from her long; damp hair; Her anxious eyes
  were dim with pain; Yet she looked wondrous fair。 Arrayed for some great
  feast she came; With stones that shone and burnt like flame; Wound round
  her neck; like some bright snake; And set like stars within her hair; They
  sparkled so; they seemed to make A glory everywhere。 I felt her tears upon
  my face; Her kisses on my eyes; And a strange thought I could not trace I
  felt   within   my  heart   arise; And;   half   in   feverish   pain;   I   said:   〃Oh   if   my
  mother were not dead!〃 And Walter bade me sleep; but she Said; 〃Is it not
  the same to thee That _I_ watch by thy bed?〃 I answered her; 〃I love you;
  too; But it can never be the same; She was no Countess like to you; Nor
  wore such sparkling stones of flame。〃 Oh the wild look of fear and dread!
  The cry she gave of bitter woe! I often wonder what I said To make her
  moan   and shudder   so。 Through   the   long night she   tended   me With   such
  sweet care and charity。 But should weary you to tell All that I know and
  love so well: Yet one night more stands out alone With a sad sweetness all
  its own。
  The     wind    blew    loud   that   dreary   night:   Its  wailing     voice   I  well
  remember:   The   stars   shone   out   so   large   and   bright   Upon   the   frosty   fir…
  boughs white; That dreary night of cold December。 I saw old Walter silent
  stand;   Watching   the   soft   white   flakes   of   snow   With   looks   I   could   not
  understand; Of strange perplexity and woe。 At last he turned and took my
  hand; And said the Countess just had sent To bid us come; for she would
  fain See me once more; before she went Awaynever to come again。 We
  came  in   silence   through   the   wood   (Our   footfall   was   the  only  sound) To
  where   the   great   white   castle   stood;   With   darkness   shadowing   it   around。
  Breathless; we trod with cautious care Up the great echoing marble stair;
  Trembling;   by   Walter's   hand   I   held;   Scared   by   the   splendours   I   beheld:
  Now thinking; 〃Should the Earl appear!〃 Now looking up with giddy fear
  To   the   dim   vaulted   roof;   that   spread   Its   gloomy   arches   overhead。   Long
  corridors we softly past; (My heart was beating loud and fast) And reached
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  the Lady's room at last: A strange faint odour seemed to weigh Upon the
  dim and darkened air; One shaded lamp; with softened ray; Scarce showed
  the gloomy splendour there。 The dull red brands were burning low; And
  yet a fitful gleam of light; Would now and then; with sudden glow; Start
  forth; then sink again in night。 I gazed around; yet half in fear; Till Walter
  told me to draw near: And in the strange and flickering light; Towards the
  Lady's   bed   I   crept;   All   folded   round   with   snowy   white;   She   lay;   (one
  would have said she slept;) So still the look of that white face; It seemed
  as it were carved in stone; I paused before I dared to place Within her cold
  white hand my own。 But; with a smile of sweet surprise; She turned to me
  her   dreamy   eyes; And   slowly;   as   if   life   were   pain;   She   drew   me   in   her
  arms to lie: She strove to speak; and strove in vain; Each breath was like a
  long…drawn       sigh。   The    throbs    that  seemed      to  shake    her   breast;   The
  trembling clasp; so loose and weak; At last grew calmer; and at rest; And
  then she strove once more to speak: 〃My God; I thank thee; that my pain
  Of day by day and year by year; Has not been suffered all in vain; And I
  may die while he is near。 I will not fear but that Thy grace Has swept away
  my sin and woe; And sent this little angel face; In my last hour to tell me
  so。〃 (And here her voice grew faint and low;) 〃My child; where'er thy life
  may   go;   To   know   that   thou   art   brave   and   true;   Will   pierce   the   highest
  heavens   through; And   even   there   my   soul   shall   be   More   joyful   for   this
  thought   of   thee。〃   She   folded   her   white   hands;   and   stayed; All   cold   and
  silently she lay: I knelt beside the bed; and prayed The prayer she used to
  make me say。 I said it many times; and then She did not move; but seemed
  to be In a deep sleep; nor stirred again。 No sound woke in the silent room;
  Or broke the dim and solemn gloom; Save when the brands that burnt so
  low; With noisy fitful gleam of light; Would spread around a sudden glow;
  Then sink in silence and in night。 How long I stood I do not know: At last
  poor    Walter    came;     and   said   (So   sadly)   that  we    now    must    go;  And
  whispered; she we loved was dead。 He bade me kiss her face once more;
  Then led me sobbing to the door。 I scarcely knew what dying meant; Yet a
  strange grief; before unknown; Weighed on my spirit as we went And left
  her lying all alone。
  We   went   to   the   far   North   once   more;   To   seek   the   well…remembered
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  home; Where my poor kinsman dwelt before; Whence now he was too old
  to roam; And there six happy years we past; Happy and peaceful till the
  last; When poor old Walter died; and he Blessed me and said I now might
  be A sailor on the deep blue sea。 And so I go; and yet in spite Of all the
  joys I long to know; Though I look onward with delight; With something
  of regret I go; And young or old; on land or sea; One guiding memory I
  shall take … Of what She prayed that I might be; And what I will be for her
  sake!
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  VERSE:                   A CROWN OF
  SORROW
  A  Sorrow;   wet   with   early   tears Yet   bitter;   had   been   long   with   me;   I
  wearied of this weight of years; And would be free。
  I   tore   my   Sorrow   from   my   heart;   I   cast   it   far   away   in   scorn;   Right
  joyful that we two could part … Yet most forlorn。
  I   sought;   (to   take   my   Sorrow's   place;)   Over   the   world   for   flower   or
  gem … But she had had an ancient grace Unknown to them。
  I   took   once   more   with   strange   delight   My   slighted   Sorrow;   proudly
  now; I wear it; set with stars of light; Upon my brow。
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  VERSE:                  THE LESSON OF THE
  WAR (1855)
  The     feast  is  spread   through    England    For   rich   and  poor    to…day;
  Greetings and laughter may be there; But thoughts are far away; Over the
  stormy     ocean;   Over    the  dreary   track;  Where    some    are   gone;   whom
  England Will never welcome back。
  Breathless she waits; and listens For every eastern breeze That bears
  upon its bloody wings News from beyond the seas。 The leafless branches
  stirring Make many a watcher start; The distant tramp of steed may send A
  throb from heart to heart。
  The   rulers   of the   nation; The poor   ones   at   their   gate; With   the   same
  eager    wonder    The   same    great  news    await。  The   poor   man's   stay   and
  comfort; The rich man's joy and pride; Upon the bleak Crimean shore Are
  fighting side by side。
  The   bullet   comesand   either   A   desolate   hearth   may   see;   And   God
  alone to…night knows where The vacant place may be! The dread that stirs
  the peasant Thrills nobles' hearts with fear … Yet above selfish sorrow Both
  hold their country dear。
  The rich man who reposes In his ancestral shade; The peasant at his
  ploughshare; The worker at his trade; Each one his all his perilled; Each
  has the same great stake; Each soul can but have patience; Each heart can
  only break!
  Hushed is all party clamour; One thought in every heart; One dread in
  every    household;    Has   bid   such   strife  depart。  England    has   called  her
  children;    Long    silentthe  word    came   That   lit  the  smouldering    ashes
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